After break up list

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

SPOTIFY

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

twitter.com/6hosttown
instagram.com/6hosttown

It’s been hard enough
to sleep for us 
I won’t ask
Get the story straight
then I’ll relate
we were cursed
if nothing works, pray

I’ve seen you walk out on a church
we've been worse
bleeding white blood
they’re not like us
I’ve seen you crawl out from the crash
leave my ass
and that ain’t right love
but I’m alright cause
Nobody keeps it like I can
like I am
I’m on fire
you’re little light turns on
Where are those people we let in
trusted then
I see no one
you’re alone again

I’m gonna cut that bind again
break the skin 
I promise dearest
you’ll want to feel it in the end
I’ll leave myself where i find it in
preach of sin
so help me jesus
there’s nothing sweeter than revenge 
If i’m here its cause i wanna be
and honestly
the shoe fits perfect 
it has a purpose more than me
My only fear is that I’ve had too much
but we’re in luck
this burning temple
it wasn’t meant for more than us

I’ve seen you walk out on a church
we've been worse
bleeding white blood
they’re not like us
I’ve seen you crawl out from the crash
leave my ass
and that ain’t right love
but I’m alright cause
Nobody keeps it like I can
like I am
I’m on fire
you’re little light turns on
Where are those people we let in
trusted then
I see no one
you’re alone again

WHITE BLOOD

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg
@metlast
lyrics:

[Chorus]
If you want you know
That together we shine
Is when I fall in love
That I feel like I'm blind
I feel like the time
Is going way too fast
I'm looking back
Regretting my whole past    
x2

[Verse]
And now that I'm crying
That I'm falling apart
U text me I miss u
But I know u're lying
Hurt me back
Scars on my neck
Scars on my wrists
Make me bleed again
Make me face the life
Show me what a bitch it is
Let me break your heart 
Then show me how it feels
Shout me how it feels
Kill me in my sleep
So that I wont need to see
Whats going on
Whats going wrong
In my life

[Chorus]
If you want you know
That together we shine
Is when I fall in love
That I feel like I'm blind
I feel like the time
Is going way too fast
I'm looking back
Regretting my whole past
x2

STREAM

Shine [prod. metlast]

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTrejQiHYj0

Baby I'ma clap slow
while you dance
like hades in your black clothes
try your hand
and maybe I'm an asshole
not a man
but help me make it back home
cause I can't
I think there's something in the air here
I'm choking up
I'm being punished by your stare
think you've seen enough
I usually run it by my parents
when they're in touch
they always wonder why I care
when I care too much

It's no question that I am who I am
I'll be honest when I can
I can't call it when its them
know exactly where I've been
at my house, in my town
I get scared of going out
if were careful then I'm down
but its fair for you to bounce
bounce, take the cord and pull it out
take the car and pull around
we're not far and headed south
pick a side,
its been weighing on your mind
no more swaying running wild
if you're staying then you're mine,
mine

Baby I'ma clap slow
while you dance
like hades in your black clothes
try your hand
and maybe I'm an asshole
not a man
but help me make it back home
cause I can't
I think there's something in the air here
I'm choking up
I'm being punished by your stare
think you've seen enough
I usually run it by my parents
when they're in touch
they always wonder why I care
when I care too much

MINE [Video in Description]

Lil Rae - Philophobia ft. SadBoyCrush

you feel me, and i feel you, do we feel a thing?

IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilmirofficial/

PRO. JODY: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj_5_w33LE3KSfuw5RhYu7Q

MIX/MASTERED BY PZZ: https://soundcloud.com/pzzz

simply friends (pro. Jody)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

losin lots of sleep could not compare to me when losin you
every time i write i feel a weight a shade of navy blue
it really hurts but don't forget it
i said i'm sorry and i meant it

woah, yeah, you been perfect since i met you
everything you do has got me wondering who sent you
and i'm thankful for the time spent
every time i leave i swear its hard for me to digest

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

yeah, i fake smile, whenever you're not with me
time flies by whenever we kissing
you could fall asleep on me forever
i could search but i'd never find better

you always talk with a gentle voice
you draw me in like an open door
you're the girl that's been in my dreams
you're the ghost i've been searchin for

when you leave i still think about you
and when you're close all my dreams come true
and when you leave i still think about you
and when you're near all my dreams come true

i think about you

about you w/ powfu (prod. lee)

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown

I flip through the pictures
we took in that house
only ever home with you
but you're not there for me now
no one gets more lonely in this town

Part of me is sorry 
I'm not better at goodbyes
but none of me is waiting
hanging onto your reply
It's not coming through
it's not me it's you
or Highland Ave
You're not making sense
I can't make it out
or tell it to the crowd

I flip through the pictures
we took in that house
only ever home with you
but you're not there for me now
no one gets more lonely in this town

Listen on Spotify

THERE FOR ME

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown

I’m not that modest 
I don’t know what to call it
that part is true
if I go through all this 
I need you to follow
help me help you
I’m always second 
you hardly ever bother
nothing is new
lied when you met me 
you never wear the collar
something to prove 
I don’t get chances 
have only the wrong answers
failing the tests
I’m not that man 
it looks easier on camera 
can’t see the rest

I'm covering from the moment I'm awake
shelter
I'm suffering cant you tell when I'm afraid
help her
baby I''m the forest you're the flames
swelter
sweating from my pores and through my veins
well sure
This alone, won't work
don't know if it goes closer
friends will try to help 
they'll ask you how and what the hell did he
say to make you want closure

I’m not that modest 
I don’t know what to call it
that part is true
if I go through all this 
I need you to follow
help me help you
I’m always second 
you hardly ever bother
nothing is new
lied when you met me 
you never wear the collar
something to prove

SHELTER

Happy birthday , JUMEX :)

I've been so lost I want to quit, all this time
I try and I try but I still forget, all this time
I've been so lost, where have you been? Please don't cry (Please don't cry)
I guess I'm leaving, don't listen, I'll be fine

Oh, oh-oh
We're takin' it slow (It slow)
Oh, oh-oh

[Chorus: JUMEX & Lil Xan]
Please don't go, so alone
I feel cold, should've known
That you'd play me, you're so low
It's okay, XO, XO
I'm addicted, you're so lovely
Every breath, you take right from me
So alone, miss you so
Please come back, XO, XO (Yeah, ayy, yeah, ayy)

Thought that you need me, but it wasn't that easy
And we dated for three years and now you gon' leave me
I know I was cheatin', I slept with some demons
And now it's a nightmare, back then we were dreamin'
I remember back then, it was XOs
I was mixin' all the xannies with the benzos
Now I'm feelin' really down, I'm depressed though
And I really miss my motherfuckin' XO
So alone, so alone, so alone
Miss your soul, miss your soul, I miss your soul, though
So alone, so alone, so alone, no
And I really miss my motherfuckin' XO

Please don't go, so alone
I feel cold, should've known
That you'd play me, you're so low
It's okay, XO, XO
I'm addicted, you're so lovely
Every breath, you take right from me
So alone, miss you so
Please come back, XO, XO

@danuyahka:
INSTAGRAM - www.instagram.com/danuyahka/
YOUTUBE - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOPdYmglmD-5uaegG7sDnRA
VK - vk.com/danuyahkapeep

✧JUMEX & Lil Xan - XOXO✧ [re - uploading]

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

Produced by Low Hope.

YOUTUBE:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPJ1JIkYCOE

LYRICS:
its been a long week of the same things
sleep when i get home so i dont feel a thing
im not doing well but im sure that u dont care
my lungs r getting sore from breathing in all this frigid air
heart cold, eyes colder
feel low, ill feel lower
and my soul, feels older
i wish things, moved slower
teardrops turn into ice on my sweater (its cold and i miss u)
im getting really sick of this weather (its cold and i miss u)
tell me what is love, like will i ever be enough (its cold and i miss u)
drag me through the mud, ill wait here until you're done (its cold and i miss u)
teardrops turn into ice on my sweater (its cold and i miss u)
im getting really sick of this weather (its cold and i miss u) 
tell me what is love, like will i ever be enough (its cold and i miss u)
drag me through the mud, ill wait here until you're done (its cold and i miss u)

it's cold and i miss you

skele - it's cold and i miss you

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

listen on spotify!

closed casket (prod. raspo)

it won’t be fine (prod. 2k6)

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

ฬђคtςђย кภ๏ฬ ๒๏ยt คll א๏ยг Ŧгเєภ๔ร tђคt א๏ย คlฬคאร tคlк t๏?...

(This is probably the last single before I begin to release work from "Past the Stars")
Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @remghost
art by: @scottysplash

Lyrics-

Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist
Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist

Whatchu know bout that?
Whatchu know bout who?
Whatchu know bout all your friends that you always talk to?
Oh it's only school
Oh we all have time
at any moment you could fall, fall, fall, fall, fall, Down
There's no help that's coming cause you can't get off of the ground
I don't want to sound narcissistic but I don't know how

Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist
Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist

Words can't break me, you can't heal me
Words can't break me, you can't heal me
Words can't break me, you can't heal me
Words can't break me, you can't heal me

Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist
Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist

After break up list

ZZ REAPER