Spite

collegeboy

[Intro]
I wrapped our Polaroid in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my songs are hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about, you
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about, you

[Chorus]
I wrapped our Polaroid, in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my songs are hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

[Verse 1]
Are you sick in the mind?
Used to tell me that you love me, now you're wasting my time
I’ll give it a couple months to see you with your new guy
All our memories still play in the back of my mind
Our memories will play for the rest of my life
Probably, or maybe I’m just stalling
I had a picture on my desk, but I think it fell off
I’m getting to a point in life where I can fucking fall off
They getting the cause, they finally know that I’m just too raw

[Bridge]
It makes sense 'cause I’m the best, don’t need no help
Listen to my songs, and let the image build itself
Listen to my songs, and let me know what you felt
Feels like you entered Heaven, but walked through the gates of- yeah
Like you entered Heaven, but walked through the gates of Hell
Feels like you fell in love, but instead fell under spells
And you don’t need nobody, you can fucking love yourself
But you choose to find somebody 'cause you need a little help

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about you
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about you

[Chorus]
I wrapped our Polaroid in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my song's a hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

polaroid (prod. reesoo)

prod. sherif xr
s/o her-b for playing the guitars for me since i broke my wrist haha

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crash (prod. joshwa)

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[Hook]
I can't get away right now cause I'm
Trapped up in this abandoned town
The sky is fading away
The darkness, the haze
I'm hearing these things
I don't want to be hearing right now
Cause I'm feeling quite down
And I feel like I got no one by my side

[Verse]
One two, one two, yeah one too many tries
I've been tryna to fix it all but I just got to get by, damn
Don't ask me how I'm doing why you worried bout me now
Everybody got some time until they're laying in the ground
Six feet, you miss me don't ask me how I've been
I tried to make it work but I just can't pretend
And lately, I've been lying low I'm tryna catch the wind
Sorry, I don't wanna talk cause I don't need no, no friends

[Hook]
I can't get away right now cause I'm
Trapped up in this abandoned town
The sky is fading away
The darkness, the haze
I'm hearing these things
I don't want to be hearing right now
Cause I'm feeling quite down
And I feel like I got no one by my side
I can't get away right now cause I'm
Trapped up in this abandoned town
The sky is fading away
The darkness, the haze
I'm hearing these things
I don't want to be hearing right now
Cause I'm feeling quite down
And I feel like I got no one by my side

Fading (prod. siem spark)

pruhdooced by me :)
featuring @kennedysucks

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0yM8h5YT5bOeA7f2Nwldki?si=29a448cbef644a97

Lyrics:
It's gon be hard to pack up tomorrow
You let me starve and then you break all the bottles
I know the truth that you
Lost all you borrowed
I know that
You know that
And it gets twice hard when you go the distance
You scrape my knees
And let em bleed no assistance
You froze like twice ice
Extorted my wide eyes
It's time someone else pays the price

Just take my soul and 
Go to hell with it
Who are you to tell me
I'm the one needs medicine
Spring left me with splinters
Now we split up
My mind severing
If he griefing 
I won't let him win
I'll restart from scratch
Won't turn my back
I can't trust anything
Just take my soul and 
Go to hell
Deaden my mind (heavily)
The dagger in my back
Is too deep
Can't use medicine
Fuckboy griefing 
I won't let him win
I knew that it was eminent
Don't want to turn around to
See who did it
My mind severing
My mind sever-
My mind severing

Cause now there's evidence that
Everything I knew is just a lie
But I'm no pessimist
This glass ain't half empty
It's fuckin dry
I don't take medicine
Cause last time I did it
I almost died
I'm a testament that things won't get better
If you don't try
Cause I got too much in my head 
And too much on my plate
But I'm still moving forward
I push away all my friend and 
My whole family ditched me
There's nobody left in my corner
It's getting this bad at the same time
At the same time
I'm my biggest supporter
Everyday I wear a fake smile 
But they can't tell 
Cause I'm a decent performer

Just take my soul and 
Go to hell with it
Who are you to tell me
I'm the one needs medicine
Spring left me with splinters
Now we split up
My mind severing
If he griefing 
I won't let him win
I'll restart from scratch
Won't turn my back
I can't trust anything
Just take my soul and 
Go to hell
Deaden my mind (heavily)
The dagger in my back
Is too deep
Can't use medicine
Fuckboy griefing 
I won't let him win
I knew that it was eminent
Don't want to turn around to
See who did it
My mind severing
My mind sever-
My mind severing
My mind severing
My my my mind severing
My mind severing
My my my mind sever- 
My mind

Severing (feat. kennedyxoxo)

prod. me + @rjpasin
mixed and mastered by me and @mxjia4123

lyrics:

At the time it felt right
Keep a dull knife, cut the tension one slice
(But you lie)
You’re not for the long time
Rip my heart out and keep it on ice, yeah

Lying to myself thinking maybe you’ll make it alright
Phone on dnd, ignore the FaceTime
This shit don’t feel right
I’m losing my mind
(What am I doing?)
Living or killing my time?

I can’t take it anymore
Libras calling at my door
I’m so sick of faking love
Why can’t it all be like before

Why’d I ever come here I knew this shit wouldn’t feel right
Always been an optimist, been harder looking for the light

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

Sick of wasting my time
Wishing I could rewind
I would never ever ever see you again

I’ve come way too far to throw it all away
Nails on a chalkboard when I hear your name

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

(yeah) it's been a long ride
had to keep my distance, making up for lost time
(so goodbye)
told my hubris step aside
i cant keep these feelings bottled up, caught in a landslide

onyx stone around my neck
while youre coming for my head
told the devil cut the check
i hate to leave with disrespect, cuz youre

tripping off a white lie
make it out with my life
that’s why I’m so sick of love
i know I’ll never feel the same

I can’t take it anymore
Libras calling at my door
I’m so sick of faking love
Why can’t it all be like before

Why’d I ever come here I knew this shit wouldn’t feel right
Always been an optimist, been harder looking for the light

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

Sick of wasting my time
Wishing I could rewind
I would never ever ever see you again

I’ve come way too far to throw it all away
Nails on a chalkboard when I hear your name

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

libra

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lyrics:

So baby go ahead and run your mouth
Your mind's a maze and I don't think I'm ever getting out
Can I picture every truth, you never show me how
No way
So why you saying that we don’t belong
Bitter harmony in every single thing you want
Now and then I’ll still be singing all your favourite songs
All day

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze 'cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile 'cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

I could’ve known about it all along
Said you’d write down all your wishes but I’m sure you won’t
They were never really perfect but we didn’t know
Nothing
You had me thinking ‘bout it for so long
Were my neverending reasons ever good enough
Way too many sour melodies for me to want
Something

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

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maze (with OHON and kuiper)

[Verse 1]
Time drips like rain from a broken cloud
The clock keeps ticking but it won't say how
The sun sinks low
Its glow turns gray
We chase the hours
But they slip away

[Prechorus]
Under the sky
We search
We run
But who can tell what’s yet to come

[Chorus]
Under the sun
We're spinning
We're lost
Grains of sand
At what cost
Under the sun
We rise
We fall
Searching for meaning
If there's meaning at all

[Verse 2]
The horizon sways where the shadows lean
It whispers secrets we’ve never seen
A fleeting breath
A passing flame
What’s left behind when we leave the game

[Prechorus]
Under the sky
We laugh
We cry
But who can know the reason why

[Chorus]
Under the sun
We're spinning
We're lost
Grains of sand
At what cost
Under the sun
We rise
We fall
Searching for meaning
If there's meaning at all

Fading (prod. siem spark)

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