merkMusic out soon tis a single off the ep thank you goodbye 

prod takecare04 and greyrock

merkMusic [@takecare04 @greyrock]

@zzoos

@catgif
i wanna find a way back
gotta fight my problems, i cant face that
no not right now
ur so nice 2 me and i hate that
im in my head, i play the memories back
over & over & over again
what did i ever do to deserve u as a friend
no i cannot comprehend, no i cannot comprehend
i cant get up im always tired in my bed
this music shit it better work out
cant rip the dagger out my chest cus it'll hurt now
they said im worthless, but i got some worth now
she said she dont fw me but she tryna flirt now
i was too geeked, i couldnt stand for a day
hate me if u want im getting money either way
playin with my <3 u getting cut off shit is fake
yeah it took ur ass a week to do what i could in a day

@zzoos
tell me what u want
i got blood all on my palms
i knew that i was wrong n i hate that
u would leave me behind n call it payback
i dont wanna stay sad
hunnid signs ya we goin up
they didnt fw us, now they always showin love
i gave everything i had, its not enough
no its not enough

worth ft zoos

@100signs
prod me

now i got a choice to decide
do i want you running my mind
iiii*
fall back & i face my demise
i don't want to leave you tonight

i've been fighting way too hard to survive
i've been wasting all my fucking life
tell me is it worth it to try
think that i'm reaching way too high
‎my heads always been in the sky*

know that i'm not perfect
but trust me i'm just tryna make it worth it
is this what i deserve, is it?
cant stand to watch you hurt again
your words repeat in my head
can we talk about something else
please?

‎know that i'm not worth it*
i know that i'm not worth it*

what did i even do
i'm tweaking i cant even get through to you
what do i mean to you
idk what you're thinking i'm so scared of you

know we'll find a way to get back
know we'll find a way to get back

know we'll find a way to get back
i just gotta focus on task
i could never fucking relax
i keep scrolling back the texts
the person i knew has been dead

links

In-the-sky

https://soundcloud.com/achorda
Cover by https://soundcloud.com/1ure
Prod me sampling https://soundcloud.com/achorda/somewhere-something?in=achorda/sets/speak

everything + achorda

@kinsleygrey
@100signs
prod me

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me go up

no, you're not in danger
i think you'd be safer with me
don't fuck up my picture
i need you to listen, watch me

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me--

i've heard enough
whatever you're saying just stop
you act like bitches are easy to trust
you don't know much i've had to give up

how you wish the worst when i don’t know you?
yeah, that shit is so dumb
i'm so done
you cut me off - like so what?
and give it time, you’ll see you fucked up
yeah, you fucked up
focused on this music
yeah, i think i'm next up
it means more to me than a check, yeah
than a check, yeah
every day i’m over-stressing
in my space, you’re over-stepping
up the dose, i’m feeling reckless
i can’t sleep i’m fucking restless

talk to me like i'm an idiot
like i don't know shit
i see you there shaking like a bitch
you don't know what you started

you don't have a clue do you? no
you're starting to panic*
i've waited for this all my life
it was worth every moment*

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me go up

i've heard enough
whatever you're saying just stop
you act like bitches are easy to trust
you don't know much i've had to give up

Watch-me

prod @prod_clvr @mis4ortune (I WOULD PUT U IN THE TITLE BUT ITS TOO LONG)

feat @vydolvvs @hyperkyto

oh hangman how your time is up

hangman w/ vydol, kyto

cover by @1ure
@zzjay
@46b
@kin1k
@h4blackasf

ok w. edyn, zjay [@kin @ivvys]

@attc

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa 

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment 
guess the key to love 
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

us prod. attic

cover photo by zoos https://soundcloud.com/zzoos
prod me
wanted u to visit wanted u to listen
thats all wanted i jus wanted u to
wanted u to visit wanted u to listen
thats all i wanted jus want you to (die)
im not ready just to be let down
i been crying but its makin no sound
you been lyin said that you would come around
yeah u know u wrong dont act like u aint do it now
i dont care no more im stayin on my own
i cant go no where i feel away from home
they dont know how deep it rlly goes
was my friend but u turned into a foe
its so fucked up that u think its fine
i cant make myself try another time
i cant look in the mirror i'll go blind
you dont know me u cant read between the lines

sometimes i hope that feeling comes back
sometimes i wonder if you loved me back
sometimes i wanna get my lungs back
sometimes i wish you never called back
do u even remember me
theres a reason you never were friends with me
i dont care if you want nun to do with me
u starin daggers at me like u wanna duel with me
i never wanna ever see your face again
im never goin over to ur place again
i hated when u left u replaced me with him
it doesnt matter anyways bc i never win (x2)

i dont care no more im stayin on my own
i cant go no where i feel away from home
they dont know how deep it rlly goes
was my friend but u turned into a foe
its so fucked up that u think its fine
i cant make myself try another time
i cant look in the mirror i'll go blind
you dont know me u cant read between the lines (x2)

homesick at home

u cld tell prod zjay n tgwog

some more fun stuff in the future
1.
bad news bearer call me bad mood maker
stuck up in my bed wanted love i couldnt make her
never trust only time im happy countin paper
man i miss my bro shouldve been me why did they take him
only thing i find success in is fucking up
man i cannot get no blessings thats why im stuck
i can never learn my lesson wish i could stop
losing streak piling up i think im out of luck
everywhere i go got a chip up on my shoulder
3052 im president become a voter
over fore it started i could never even hold her
my shooter on the way to baltimore to hit a homer
(obv yamamaya flow)
2.
whys it so hard when it seems it should be easy
youd think that by now id have lost all of my feelings
they told me slow down zjay u too greedy
but all i really want is someone that treats me even
when i start to care they pack their bags and say theyre leaving
i cant get away from how it feels that they deceive me
i cant get away from how it feels that they mistreat me
im numbing all the pain by hiding out until the evening
"if ur so smart why dont u go fix yourself?"
its like they dont understand how it feels to have no help
600 days on my own they couldnt tell
that the way that i would say things was cause of how i felt

homesick at home

zjay

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