Lost

After1monthrehab

still remembering the nights when i was with you

lost myself cause i don't know what life could be on my own

fell in love with my problems hope they leave me too

you never told me your pain
i felt like i was alone

still get high like everyday
i still try to fucking change
no ever gonna stay with me till i die

bitch i never felt the same

you still haunting me inside

left me in the dark fighting for my own life

still remembering the nights when i was with you

lost myself cause i don't know what life could be on my own

fell in love with my problems hope they leave me too

you never told me your pain
i felt like i was alone

i keep losing all my days over my pain
wish it was easier to change

maybe i am on the wrong way

put my feelings in a cage and lock up
i don't feel the same
maybe i don't even feel anything is that okay

still get high like everyday

i still try to fucking change

no ever gonna stay with me till i die

bitch i never felt the same

you still haunting me inside

left me in the dark fighting for my own life

lost

Lost (Prod. by Twins)

i sleep off my days when i don't feel myself
haven't been through it all
tell me why i feel dead
you don't wanna come back to me yeah i know

you
walking here somewhere between where i go

baby why do
i feel so lost

i just wanted
to feel some love

i don't wanna
feel so numb

who the fuck
can i even trust

lost part 2

Lost Pt. 2 (Prod. By Twins Prod x Aero)

hitting on my gas
motherfuckers hit back
they know
that i wanna be dead
so they leave me alone

do i feel myself no i don't
i don't wanna live it no more
oh

never can't act like this okay

outta my energy
i need to rest

need a few days

to sit there and pray to be
shot in the back of the head
dead 

cops on my back
fucking pull on the trigger

drugs in my body
that eat up my liver
i don't be myself when i'm off with no shiver
so cold in my chevy my danger get bigger
i'm sick of this shit i might fuck up a beamer 

losing my shit like i never have seen all my feelings
become something i cannot deal with

part of my brain thinking i got no meaning

fuck is a region i live by decision and fuck all the reasons i been through my hell

pushing myself for a minute to keep on and telling you something i wish i could tell

bad!

BAD!

light the cig that on my lips
i never wanted to exist
shawty on my death note
i'm on the bottom of the list
causing problems since the past
and i don't even want that
but i'm moving on
all on my own
i never let it go back
i never gon' pick up the phone
cause when they call 
when i'm about to fall
i'm insecure about myself
you never see me calling you again cause i just wanna be alone
all the lies you fucking told me got me doing all it wrong
fucking up again
another weekend wasted on my bed
im high as fuck im too drunk
self destructive all she think i need is help
but she probably coulnd't tell
cut the truth right open 
moving on so hopeless

alone

Alone (prod. play dead)

who can you trust
when you left everybody behind you
fuck all of the problems and never do shit

remember that i used to think i do better
with suicides notes and drugs that i lit

been losing myself over bitches
and waste all of my time cruising out in the cities
with fake motherfuckers i paid all the price when i did it
but who give's a fuck cuz nobody gon' listen

cause what is the purpose 
i keep breaking down from emotions
when nobody watching i wished to be dead

i got all this music i do but it isn't enough to be made
live a mysery state

step out the door and expect from the world

to lead me the right way when i'm insecure 

stay in my home been through lot overthinking

used to be losing my mind for no reason

i remember all my days when i was fucked up at her place

now i'm better on my own cause one of us is gotta change

i still keep all of the photos i got memories that stay 

you can leave me now forever i don't need you back again 

cause what is the purpose 
i keep breaking down from emotions
when nobody watching i wished to be dead

i got all this music i do but it isn't enough to be made
live a mysery state

step out the door and expect from the world

to lead me the right way when i'm insecure 

stay in my home been through lot overthinking

used to be losing my mind for no reason

who can you trust
when you left everybody behind you
fuck all of the problems and never do shit

remember that i used to think i do better
with suicides notes and drugs that i lit

been losing myself over bitches
and waste all of my time cruising out in the cities
with fake motherfuckers i paid all the price when i did it
but who give's a fuck cuz nobody gon' listen

nobody gon listen

Nobody Gon' Listen (Prod. Twins)

never had a place 
to be spoken
carry my truth
that i never can open
smelling all drugs in my building
hoping
that i will change but my brain too broken
sipping on whiskey
call it my poison
9 missed calls from my phone
think somebody got hopeless 
don't wanna feel chosen 
over my emotions
i need you to listen i need you to focus

overthinking at nights
how can i survive
in a fucked up life 
when i rather be dead
and i got no type
fucking with my vibes
still i got sometimes
suicidal tests
i still
remember all the times 
i used to feel like i should standout

chained inside this darkness
i don't think i'll find a way out

been breaking to -pieces
can burn it to ash 
then blow me away from you now when you all that i had
i know i got worth
i can turn that to gold
when i used to break i would smoke til im stoned 
i used to be lost when im broke
mistake with the past it will think u a joke 
i left all my family friends and my hope
my mission to learn to survive on my own

broken

Broken (prod. Svopu)

when the fuck will i change
know i can't numb myself everyday
i got drugs in my bed
fucking up my all my ways
yeah i been on my days
when i forgot to live
die low, got no shit to expect
god dont think i forgive him 

higher decisions than everyone else
i do for it myself knowing i cannot kill fucking self
skin cut to my neck if i can't find myself
rather see what is hell

i dont see any friends
so who gon give a fuck about me gon' pretend 
then whatever i say that no one understands
i'm just writing my note i dont think i'ma care
about who gonna listen no more got nothing in my head

empty them bullets forget 'bout my last time
i felt alive i seen them in my past lives
all i can see now where all the deadlines

don't be gotta be shit
i pull up in a coupe with a face down
smoking a boof i keep rolling them in out

i got no plug i got trees in my hometown
fuck with the shit i been all in my head now

i got no other way i wanna cope

live by myself i got money and dope

dont need any bitch to be calling my phone

and hitting me up let me be on my own

im sorry i just gotta be on my own

i gotta get sober without getting hope

i know i might fuck up then hang on a rope

but honestly bro i got more i dont show yeah

im sorry i just gotta be on my own

i gotta get sober without getting hope

i know i might fuck up then hang on a rope

but honestly bro i got more i dont show yeah

dont see any friends
so who gon give a fuck about me gon' pretend 
then whatever i say that no one understands
i'm just writing my note i dont think i'ma care
about who gonna listen no more got nothing in my head

empty them bullets forget 'bout my last time
i felt alive i seen them in my past lives
all i can see now where all the deadlines

note

Note (Prod. BeatsbyVishnu)

remember the times
when i felt fucking happy
nobody gon hear all my stories i told

eventually i was the one in my zone

i know i been lost all the way till im gone 

my memory sucks and i still be forgot

remember my damage nobody would see but i'm
all in my pain again i was the blame to be changed 
i keep coming back to the same shit again.

i got no time to be doing my drugs
i keep fucking it up every night all again

tryna get sober when life getting colder
i wanna be dead but they wont understand

lie to my face when you see all my pressure 
and they all agree that i shoulda be changed

sick of my pain got nobody to walk with im under my rain when i wanna go fade

get in my way i got shit i'ma change now
fuck out my face let me fix it for real now
used to be chained in a second i'm all out
all in my pain realize in my head now

foot on my gas while i fade like a ghost but
anxiety got her inside of my beamer
i had illusion i thought it was hope
and now getting back to my shit like a leader

remember the times
when i felt fucking happy
nobody gon hear all my stories i told

eventually i was the one in my zone

i know i been lost all the way till im gone 

my memory sucks and i still be forgot

remember my damage nobody would see but i'm
all in my pain again i was the blame to be changed 
i keep coming back to the same shit again.

hope i wont kill myself when i am outta your sight
why do you feel alive bro i cant live it right

terrible thoughts in my head everynight 
do i wanna survive or i end up my life

dont call me up when im gone let me write now
done with the feelings are all out

till im gone

till im gone (Prod. Twins)

Damage

Damage (prod. puhf x zekiro)

ruinmylife

RuinMyLife (PROD.YUNGMEXIC$NBIH)

Hurt (prod. illusixn)

zvcki

I'm lost i'm gone (prod. THERSX)

Dirt (prod. SKCART)

Survive (prod. xolkiebeats)

Rules (prod. YUNGMEXICANBIH)

everythingiswrongwithme (prod. Parade)

poison (prod. flxffy)

mess (PROD. GRIESGRAMMAR)

savemefrommyself (prod. gusuck x Laurxchu)

Lyrics:

when i kill it all
in one night like a dream
quit to bleed drink until
you don't feel a single thing
in my heart in my head
think i'm losing sense
beat up myself over and over tired cleaning out the mess

years go by this ain't my world
face against me when i'm cold
tell about you think i'm wrong
yeah write about the shit you saw

take it away from me please
paranoid i can't handle
hoping i won't break the pedal
need another one for me

get me high til i get numb
test my heart don't test my luck
hundred sixty on the road
in a black A5 2 doors
couple missed calls on my phone
craving purpose craving love
can't be talking for too long
even when i'm all alone

Paranoia (Prod. by MONARO)

Lyrics:

automatically dramatic
dirty bong made out of plastic
bitch i never was fantastic
all i know i been an addict

only face left is a mask

never felt so unattached
only get panic attacks
from those who never loved me back

it's so hard to love me back i understand
but i don't really, i just keep looking for another chance
i don't feel at all again i always wanna be with them
and i find it hard to really fucking trust myself again 
like i always do

There's so much I would do
and i don't wanna lose
but should i move on 
when so much i go through

Lost in between 

Dogs and the snakes

all i felt 
Like I'm only mistaken
all i dealt with me being broken
smoking and choking over being hopeless

NeverLovedMeBack (Prod. odium)

Lyrics:

im so easy to please i should rest in piece
or almost get killed by a fucking decease
dont tell motherfucker to be at his ease
been burden for bitches they always freeze

still judged every cover that was on the book
that's why i'm alone feel like misunderstood
and everything i learnt i know that i shouldn't
so i was forgotten a long time i couldn't be helped

so lost i been felt
so lost i'm in debt

and no one got nothing for me to respect
then how can i face something i wish i get
alone on my own i feel like dying next
and no one got nothing for me to respect
then how can i face something i wish i get

the crowd will ask for the new trend

but i stay underground i won't pretend

22 years old yeah i keep standing
i ain't proud of my shit but i keep laughing
let them in my way i don't like tracking
then get off my face till you go lacking
get them in my way i just keep watching
like a bitch never asked for some face fucking

zvcki

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