Name: 1. Last Stand by Æ
Duration: 5 min 49 s
Description: split ep with blood of chhinnamastika on aberrant recordings.

I Don’t Wanna Hear It

Feel Alright 3.18.24

Edgar 3.18.24

Cactus

split ep with blood of chhinnamastika on aberrant recordings.

3. Bathed In Golden Light

2. Codes

1. Last Stand

This is the first song that I want to distribute with Soundcloud and show to everybody since a mental complete ego-killing nervous breakdown that I had on last Halloween. I tried tolerate and absorb constant emotional pain rather than confront it and let it out and it almost killed me and ruined my life. Luckily I made it to the other side and I feel like everything is a miracle now kinda, including this song and all the songs that poured out after I free'd myself from a mental prison where I never said how I really felt about how people were behaving around me, didn't stick up for myself and other people as much as I should have, believing in my own capacity to make it ok by being so extra in every way which in the end, doesn't work. So this is part of a new album from a new person who happens to be me, someone who only just found their voice and strength on Halloween last year. 

1. Last Stand

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