This is a live recording done by Paul Bucksbee and Jesse Tarr ...all of the following music was played and recorded in under a half hour during a jam session on 7/7/2014. 

Pauly mixed and recorded the composition including the strings he added, while Jesse played guitar and added vocals-everything you hear was improvised for a woman he knew from NJ. During this night his pain was vast and drove him to get something done musically for her no matter how tight the timeframe was. It was his night, and Pauly knew his pain. Together they listened to the guitar and strings as the music played through the speakers they have set up. Jesse imagined this woman was right in front of him..it was a night to say his final words to a woman he will always love for the rest of his life. Jesse had already suffered years of confusion thinking that he loved another woman from Texas. After realizing his unresolved conflict, the woman from NJ is who brought his true emotions to the surface. This lead Jesse to begin writing and recording his pain about his lost love. This song was written for what he now knows is his lost goddess. The woman from NJ. 
After hearing a lot of positive feedback from others about the recording , Pauly and Jesse decided to start a band called "SanitysArrest". They began to envision an open member project, which could help give birth to a new label, called (Imagine If) where any members can join in and collaborate with one another to form an entirely new way in which music could be experienced. Each person would become not only a part of new historic ground but they could also be a participant and the driving force with what could be a new progressive sound to enter the continuous transformation of the music universe. These two artists dream that with this project the more people wanting to collaborate with them the more opportunities we all will have to join the endless river of music flowing through us all. All of this includes that each member will have as much creative control as possible. This is still only a dream, but one that can encompass all of humanity. Its only when we join together, that dreams become a reality that grow and transform into something we could never have imagined otherwise. 

Imagine If.... 

http://www.spiritualunite.com/blog/8475/imagine-if-a-new-music-project/

Sanity's Arrest - song To a Goddess Live Improvisions at Imagine If Project

In all honesty my passion is music. Spirit recently recognized this truth and has shared with me many blessings as I begin to really embrace it.
Ex.(Imagine If Project) Check my Imagine If playlist to learn more about it.

 I'm not anyone special, I'm probably less talented then many people doing music currently, but my heart is music and music is my heart.

The real purpose with my page on soundcloud is to show the raw, fresh, and disastrous. What I realized recently is, that through our mistakes we can show our growth. Maybe that will help others believe in themselves. Maybe it will be too horrible that you won't be able to stand it. Maybe that's the purpose of it. To be what it is. I just know that I have music in my soul and it needs to be shared. The good, bad, and ugly. And you yes YOU! Shouldn't be afraid to do the same. 

After all, can music that comes from the heart, I mean the true connection to the heart ever be ugly?

God Bless and thank you for listening.

Sanity's Arrest - song To a Goddess Live Improvisions at Imagine If Project

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