New song

whatever
essentially rain 2

i aint give a fuck back then
why would i give a fuck now
i just want some peace but this damn rain will never come down
lost all of my drive
i’m deadass this shit ain’t fun now
i’ve been running for so long idk what it’s from now
askin if i’m ok when it’s clear that i’m not fucking happy
this ain’t no damn art
if i’m venting i’m not fucking capping
talkin bout some captions 
can you tell it’s not the fucking place
deadass only one reason a bullet hasn’t fucked my face

i’m not taken serious but it’s no type of old news (that doesn’t fucking make sense god)
they can’t get a damn clue so fuck it what can i do
all that (20)19-20 talk don’t be shocked when i’m on a damn noose
suicides the best way i could end up on the fucking news i guarantee 
no one’s really hearing me
they don’t wanna listen
ion get it
fuck is wrong with me.
i pray there’s a wrong place in a wrong time and i’m left to bleed
they don’t really care for me ion ..
fuck this .

i aint give a fuck back then
why would i give a fuck now
i just want some peace but this damn rain will never come down
lost all of my drive
i’m deadass this shit ain’t fun now
i’ve been running for so long idk what it’s from now
askin if i’m ok when it’s clear that i’m not fucking happy
this ain’t no damn art
if i’m venting i’m not fucking capping
talkin bout some captions 
can you tell it’s not the fucking place
deadass only one reason a bullet hasn’t fucked my face

ok lol hahah

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Audio [2023-11-11 020839]

3.6.r.e.m.ix. By: DjdipZrive

My Fucking Epic Dubstep Cli- Wait.....................................

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VOICE MEMO - dated 08/28/2023
TITLE - below C
COMMENT - i feel like i wanna stay

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Weltenbrand Absturz

Hell is a condition that I remain within.
I am trapped in the agony of my own mind,
for God did not see fit to include an escape
during my Creation.

My body is the barbed wire fence
around my jail.
He, in His Wisdom, made me healthy,
made me able-bodied,
but I, in defiance of His love,
starve and cut this vessel of mine.

All around me are souls free of their own prisons,
or at least with bigger, kinder cells than mine.
They wear the keys to freedom around their necks
and suffer not.
Meanwhile I freeze in the cold embrace of perception,
berating myself
as if I were the Devil.

I have sentenced myself to eternity alone,
yet I seek the path to nonexistence.
I, the selfish monster I have always been,
wish to leave this world,
leaving my agony behind
with the lives I have slithered into.

Every detail of Creation reminds me of my sins.
Salt in wounds I will not let heal.
Every memory a flame,
a red hot piece of metal
pressed to my skin.
I pray in labored breaths
that the singeing of my flesh
might be enough to exonerate me.

Each day on this Earth convinces me more
that I was not made to see Eternal Life.
My scarred body will not rise to rest beside the Lord.
I was born to lay in the ground forever,
eternally marked
with the injury that ends me.
I was not made to defile the embrace of Heaven,
but to fizzle out
like every other evil of the Earth.

To those I love,
I am a tick,
a finite blemish,
praying for a little more time
to be lied to
before I am wiped away.

prisoner of my own mind // forgot why I make music

dont turn this music into a jersey club remix pls

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