produced, arranged, mixed, written, and mastered by me

"why do i always see you late at night?"

Late at night
Why the hell are you waiting outside?
Tongue tied
You are not from this side
A shell
From my personal hell
My hair, hiding my face and my hair

I know you're inside, I know you're inside
You gotta think twice,
'Fore you grab that knife
Bring me to the light, bring me to the light
To see if you're right
How do you sleep at night?

Bring all the tears and the tissues
You came to my space saying "Bless you"
Now I'm saying "what's the problem, what's the issue"
Motherfuckers tryna get me up and down in it
Lowkey, i'm just tryna get me out of this
Really, ya'll just made me wanna slap the shit
Out of all you motherfuckers, I just cannot sit down

One, two, seein the abyss
Looking at their hair, and I'm looking at their tattoos
What you even saying? Motherfuckers aren't against you?
Pulling out your tricks, what's the issue?
Why you getting mad
Talkin all this shit, did it hurt so bad?
Get it out your system boy I feel your wrath
Running from high speeds, but you cannot see the end
Cant lose

Late at night
Why the hell are you waiting outside?
Tongue tied
You are not from this side
A shell
From my personal hell
My hair, hiding my face and my hair

I know you're inside, I know you're inside
You gotta think twice,
'Fore you grab that knife
Bring me to the light, bring me to the light
To see if you're right
How do you sleep at night?

Sitting coast to coast
Down in mexico
Watched the water over three times never sail never sold
Been in comatose
I took another dose
Haven't seen you in a few months, but we used to be so close

Aw nah another motherfucker trying to get me down
Talked to my mama I just wanna know if I made her proud
Fast forward, few years, now i'm sitting on my own
Man this shit is really something

Im so glad
(Never thought I'd feel like this)
I dont have you
To myself
(No way, no way, no way, no)
Baby, it's sad
(Never thought I felt something like this)
Can I get back?
(New eyes, new place, something I never knew)

new order

on a thousand islands in the sea
i see a thousand people just like me
a hundred unions in the snow
i watch them walking, falling in a row

we live always underground
it's gonna be so quiet in here tonight
a thousand islands in the sea
it's a shame

and a hundred years ago a sailor
trod this ground i stood upon
take me away everyone
when it hurts thou
from my head to my toes from the words from the books
i see a vision that would bring me luck
from my head to my toes to my teeth through my nose
you get these words wrong

you get these words wrong
every time

but from my head to my toes from my knees to my eyes
(i was born in carlisleeee but i was MADE in the royal navyyy)

every time i watch the sky
these last few days, leave me alone
but for these last few days, just leave me alone

just leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
just leave me alone

leave me alone

Listen to “lose you” everywhere https://li.sten.to/tbpd-loseyou
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produced by me
mastered by pdktp
feat: @9blare @pdktp
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Lyrics

It’s slightly disgusting what I’ve done
But I faced my repercussions
Now I’m safe
Now I’m safe

♪

I hated my past self
Now you’re calling my cell
You want to restart
Why don’t you go to hell

You say that I’m baseless
I think that you’re basic
Now look at yourself
Now look at yourself

But when my life is night and day
I’ll run to you, I’ll run to you
But when I can’t, find my escape
I’ll run to you, I’ll run to you

It’s slightly disgusting what I’ve done
But I faced my repercussions
Now I’m safe
Now I’m safe

And you think I’m a piece of shit that means well
I told you well
And you think I’m a piece of shit by myself
By myself

But when I grow up
Ill know I lose u
Lose u, lose u
(I can’t lose you again)
But when u show up
Just tell me it’s true
(tell me it’s true)

♪

(but when I grow up
Ill know I lose u)

lose you

guillotine f/willandra {p. vae}

instrumental by dead yami

breaking down my head hurts
i crashed my car last fall
and all i could think of was you
and all i could think of was you
it’s not hard to find a reason 
i knew i couldn’t go home
i knew i couldn’t go home

broke down and pleading 
when i was alone

(what was lost is all i had to give)

searching for meaning
6 feet in a hole 

(i needed more than what you had to offer)

too hard but still try
nd now i wonder why 
i’m nothing
i’m nothing

i needed more than what you had to offer

sever the ties you left me with im sorry 
i apologize 
i know i’ve caused some accidents
head turned to ash 
could you tell me your secrets 
i’m sorry 

im sorry

i apologized for nothing 
you plugged your ears and walked out the frame
maybe you’ll just stay the same

apologies

want 2

MARTYR

prod. noraevelyne
ft. @noraevelyne
mix n mastered by @noraevelyne
https://open.spotify.com/track/5pprOjl2acr3Q4U9utwn7Y?si=2c5d33a707f64152

https://music.apple.com/us/album/remorse-feat-nora-evelyne-single/1742934482
[lyrics]

remorse

remorse ft nora evelyne

for niz and friends to review; <3
prod. drma & mcx

Lyrics:
I don't ever think too much (Too much)
Maybe that's why I feel so dumb
Never really played too much (Too much)
Maybe that's why I feel so numb
I don't know what hit you baby
Late nights with your girls going crazy
Taking, a couple pics to save it
Think I'd hate it
Need to say it
She don't like other dudes
Nobody but you
Don't get it but I'll be here if she want me to

(Chorus)
Pills on my night stand
Yeah I'm confessing
Too many drugs
Oxytocin was missing
Got everything
It's just love I'm suppressing
Been too numb to care
I forgot I should mention
I been just staying at home
Tell me what's wrong
If you need more time I'm waiting alone
I'd give you it all
If you played along
Good at waiting but
Damn this takes too long

(Verse)
You hate your job and everything in-between
Life changed ever since I was 18
Good liar one day I'll see her on the screen
Does she like me or the way that my pockets green
Take me out
Put a bullet in my head (my head)
These other girls got me unimpressed
Pretty stressed nowadays
Can't get out of bed
Don't you fuck with my mind girl
I'd rather be dead

(Chorus)
Pills on my night stand
Yeah I'm confessing
Too many drugs
Oxytocin was missing
Got everything
It's just love I'm suppressing
Been too numb to care
I forgot I should mention
I been just staying at home
Tell me what's wrong
If you need more time I'm waiting alone
I'd give you it all
If you played along
Good at waiting but
Damn this takes too long

on spotify, to support <3: https://open.spotify.com/track/0bHzurShd9U1sFB9BfFfyl?si=dfd877f55dc04eb4

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