@twentyfifth @chriad

(twentyfifth)
I lie and that's fine
You lie and that's aight
We fight and I'm tired
Tonight I don't feel fine
You know that I want to die
Don't act like you don't know why
It's your fault if I'm about to cry
I love you but I don't want to try
Again 'cause you can't understand
The pain that I was dealt with
I need recovery baby give me a kiss
I can't handle this anymore
Go away from me, you're a whore
Demons are punching on my door
All my blood was spread on the wall

(chriad)
I'm not who I was when you first met me
My head is full but my chest is empty
I'm not okay but I'm good at pretending 
Like I'm not aware that my life is ending
There you go tryna start with me again
It's clear now we were better off as friends
Leave now I don't want to make amends
Leave now I don't want to make amends
I tried to move on but it's hard to when I see you
I feel you deep in my veins
Memories can't be erased
And no one makes me feel the way that you did
You know I don't want to live
You know I don't want to live

(twentyfifth)
You know that I want to die
Don't act like you don't know why
It's your fault if I'm about to cry
I love you but I don't want to try
Again 'cause you can't understand
The pain that I was dealt with
I need recovery baby give me a kiss
I can't handle this anymore
Go away from me, you're a whore
Demons are punching on my door
All my blood was spread on the wall

You know that I want to die
Don't act like you don't know why
It's your fault if I'm about to cry
I love you but I don't want to try
Again 'cause you can't understand
The pain that I was dealt with
I need recovery baby give me a kiss

twentyfifth x chriad // RECOVERY (chriad)

prod. @kidrxb x @matteostadormendo mix & master by @chriad

lyrics:
and I wish that I could GO BACK [w/ @ssaranghae]
to before I thought "I should MOVE ON [w/ @funnycore]"
LOVE ME, HATE ME [first solo after joining @00clique] but now I don't care
guess I fixed all the PROBLEMS [prod. @chriad] we had
wish you were there when I needed RECOVERY [@00clique w/ @chriad]
now I am in a COLD HELL [prod. @shikigen] and I ain't rly feeling free
yea I ain't rly feeling free

I was trynna get in contact with you again
dreams to return to the things we used to have
I've been feeling worthless this whole time
looking at the moon now doesn't feel right
break me up, chase me down
in the square that brings the peace around
under the train station, shinji pose with a frown
face on the floor, we're about to shut down

and it feels so weird to talk about this year
you know mental shit goes away when I'm here
we changed a lot fr but I still don't know how I feel
I'm with cc in a vc and we wasted
benny's messed up every night, yea, he gotta stop it
I'm trynna help my friends w bad emotions in their pocket
we'll put a lock on this, yea, we'll fucking stop this

con te non voglio più parlare
non so più se amare
questo feeling mi incute terrore
insieme contiamo le nostre ore
no please non fare quella faccia
senza di te è una giornataccia

train station

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train station (kidrxb x matteostadormendo)

ft. @zixdown @whyhaze @neoprada prod. @insijun
mastered by @chriad
big s/o to @00clique & @boystars <3

lyrics:
[me]
I've met you once again, won't let you play with me again
said you wanna talk to me but how? yeah, what is it about?
do you remember the words that you once told me? I doubt
you couldn't stop freaking out, I wanted to shout at you so loudly
I thought nobody could stop me, but then I put on that locket
it plugged into my heart like there was a socket
I feel like it was plotted, now I jus feel like defeated

[@zixdown]
ahh, I feel like I'm dreamin'
do you really want me or you just miss him?
you can tell me the reason, I don't believe it
you tell me you love me, I ask "why?" there's no reason, ahh
you got me at your door waiting and I'm feeling stupid
you say that you're gonna leave me but I'm used to it
yeah "everything will just be fine" but my life is ruined
I wish you would help me, get up on my feet 
to get back into it augh

[@whyhaze]
my life is ruined, you keep on fucking it up
I feel so stupid, why did I give you my trust?
I keep on lacing and taking, I got to stop the drugs
they rly fuck me up, I think I've had enough
it's kinda funny how you felt bad and did nothing about it
left me alone now I'm so sad, so sad
I won't go back go back, dont wanna go home
it's so sad wanted you 'til we grow old

[@neoprada]
you keep on fucking it up
how come you never fucking see that?
think my whole damn life is a joke
think I just gotta stay conceded
you're not what I need man, I don't wanna go home
and it's so sad, wanted you 'til we grow old
oh, and everything is so old
and yeah this feeling's so cold
and girl you made me so damn sad
wanted you 'til we grow old

defeated w/ zixdown, whyhaze & neoprada (insijun)

self produced 
mixed by me
mastered by @chriad
inspired by @clearlew
lyrics:

oh how i complicate the simple things
it’s got the best of me
now no ones listening
it’s the death of me
can’t dig me up from under.

how will i know?
if you don’t tell me
if i don’t notice
if you’re not sorry

how can i tell?
if you don’t love me
if it’s all my fault
my arms are burning

oh how i complicate the simple things
it’s got the best of me
now no ones listening
it’s the death of me
can’t dig me up from under.

how will i know?

how will i know?

how will i know……

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grief

hey there delilah cover (prod. me)

ft. @whyhaze prod. @maknae x @176s mix & master by @chriad

lyrics:
[@twentyfifth]
its like I'm wasted out, I feel like going insane
don't feel like stayin' 'round the ppl that make me ache
is that what you really wanted? so tell me what rly caused it
still didn't change a thing yea cuz I'll still be your problem
you know you wont be forgotten cuz baby you're too important
why do I feel so impotent? lost everything that I wanted
is there anything I can do to get you out your hardest?
wish I could live every moment again
sunday morning I'm blaming myself

e ora rimango da solo tra le mie paranoie
i nostri anelli rimasti li nel tuo portagioie
avrei dovuto ascoltare te, baby chissà se andrai via
chissà se sarai ancora con me, ormai già non sei più mia

[@whyhaze]
ormai già non sei più mia, ormai sei andata via
non ti dimenticherò, mi hai riempito di allegria
cosa farò? non lo so, starò su quelle panchine
ripenso al nostro primo bacio sotto le medicine

I don't think I like this, I gotta go back
I remember days that I was so sad
I'm obsessed with you, I really want you so bad
yeah, I hope you know that

blaming myself w/ whyhaze (maknae x sense)

#be us w/ emags & etterna (killjames x svint)

guitars RRAREBEAR

non so cosa vuoi e forse non lo saprò mai
dici che sono problemi tuoi, chissà se li capirò mai
mi lascerai solo di nuovo, ho perso il conto delle volte che l'hai fatto
prima ti preoccupi e poi te ne sbatti il cazzo
non è divertente, scusa no non ce la faccio
non è divertente, scusa no non ce la faccio
non so come finirà, io sempre spero in un lieto fine
chissà se arriverà, pensa che bello finire insieme
pensa che bello raccontare tutta la nostra storia da grandi
che sogno sarebbe, che sogno sarebbe, che sogno sarebbe

cose che vorrei dirti

yolo

WAR Ft. Jeordxn🖤

Public restroom ft. fernando

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https://open.spotify.com/track/06zPYkqb9AGh6Sg1zg2LS9?si=cae71c2ad7b540f0

twentyfifth x chriad // RECOVERY (chriad)

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