video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPpwMdT_2RY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod @splashgvng x @irby314
mix/master @youngburial

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lyrics: 

lately i've been paranoid
i walk around with a blade
thinking bout buying a stick
hope i don't blow out my brains
i didn't grow up with shit
used to sell drugs; hide the bag
out of my moms apartment
yeah i regret it, the shame

"leave the racks on the curb"
that was for a double P
that night i almost got shot
in my house for selling weed
flying thru trees like a bird
addicted to numbing the pain
lately iv'e been too reserved
i've been too humble and tame

i've gotta puff out my chest
i've been in this for a grip
lately i hop out of bed
and i'm trippin in a cold sweat

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paranoid (prod irby)

freebie cuz idc anymore 💙

HOWEVER
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Samples:

Brenda Russel - Piano In The Dark
Myself - But You Had To Forget Me (Unreleased)
Myself - Newly Weds
Myself - Clinging To The Past (Demo/Alternate)
Unreleased Collab Vocals by Myself
Myself misc vocal takes

Letting Go

this is the first night you spent with me
i wanted you to know

this is the first night you spent with me
i wanted you to feel

credit & love to groundislava
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBoId26XR3I

about her

Thanks for listening to my music. ♥

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adventure is better with you

Re//Start (tell me) is an acoustic rendition of a song EDEN released in 2015, this shows the time that has passed and how it affected him while using similar lyrics.

Re//Start

The first song in a challenge I gave myself.
The challenge being to write about the 5 stages of grief in varying styles.
This is my attempt at a chill/lofi style in a melancholic tone.

This is also Denial. The first stage of Grief.

@smoketheworld shoutouts for the studio time

Goodbye (Squid Ethics - x jhfly)

prod. @draffish


ashes to ashes 
ashes to ashes 

ashes to ashes dust to dust 
i build you up just to feel your love
hold me tight dont forget the love 

i got to show
i got to show
ashes to ashes dust to dust
 you build me up just to feel my love
hold me tight
don't forget the love 
you used to show
i used to know

ashes to ashes burn 
ashes to ashes 
my heart full of love
but your love feel like plastic
dont play with my heart 
you swept up all the fragments 
and blew me away
you blew me away aye

Ashes To Dust (prod. Draffish)

#sadandlow

What's the point?
I ask myself every day.
Is it to selfishly live on,
through reproduction?
Or something greater?
There's gods watching over our every move..?
I wish it were simple,  finding the answers
But as time flies, you realize
 your own mortality.
Would you rather be lost in thought?
Or live in the here and now?

I wish I were more capable.
To make people happy?
To make an impact on humanity?
I wish to change the status quo.
But how?

Life is unfair,
Gears turning,
sand falling,
Time runs out, inevitably.

A darkness building inside, and out.
You choose what to see in the world, and what to make out of it. But that doesn't change the reality of it all.

I wish I were more informed from youth.
but what are regrets, if not just a lesson?

I'm scared for us all.
I have so much love but I never seem to be able to get it out.
And I feel people have a tendency to lash out.
In ignorance, in disgust, in hatred.

Hatred.
I've learned it can be a great tool for productivity when redirected.
But if you can't control your soul...
It can be self destructive or worse
To your mind your health
To others.
Now it's to the point where I hear thoughts and prayers seem to come every other week.

I fear for us.
Please, find the love inside of you.
We can honestly fix everything
But our first step is realizing nothing will get done otherwise.
Yet we're at each others throats too often to see the realities of our actions.


Gods, help us.
Gods, save us.
I pray one time only
Gods, change us.
Before we're no longer here.

Life. (Interlude) [Prod. jhfly]

Burial - Forgive (slowed)

Chunky funky restoration of the soundtrack for the game The Selfish Birdbreeder. Gave me an excellent excuse to re-create the hardsync sound in Sytrus. The original track featured some sloppy electric guitar playing, so I replaced it with a Harmor patch I've been developing. 

Link to game https://pyweek.org/e/BirdBreeder/

Released September 2009, Re-released May 2019

Life. (Interlude) [Prod. jhfly]

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