Tracks 1-16: old venturing lore (includes Demos For Me, It  Comes and Goes, Arizona EP and Beachgoer)
Tracks 17-30: new-age venturing (starting from Ghostholding).

Since many of the old tracks don't have exact release dates, it makes chronological arrangement of them quite hard - this is the best I could figure out.

Newspaper article about Steve's death: https://files.catbox.moe/3ifrpd.jpg

Project author: @janeremover

venturing songs [in attempted chronological order]

pov you don't have a life without atrophy (rip s.d.)

venturing 1980

gooey 3

Death of pride

I put on my makeup, tie my hair
Oh, it was selfish of me
To think I had a chance

I hang myself from the highest tree
Just so everyone can know I had a chance

(605) 114-1010 (demo)

Aberdeen Dream Sequence

Dropout Season (demo)

Quit wasting your time looking for somebody else when she's right there
Boy, when I'm gone, you'll think about me all the time, I know
Keys locked in the car, pictures of David Ortiz on the wall

And I came to watch my husband play, now I'm playing a dangerous game

Good luck trying to catch me if you're still gonna talk to me like I'm seventeen
No more, he fucks like he wants me
Left cuts on the side of his face with the rest of me

David Ortiz Pillbox

Hair in your face, boys in your phone
And you say they all look just like me?

Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair

Got nothing to do, spent my birthday on gas
Had nothing to eat so I put it in the past

Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair

Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair

Sweet / Dye

Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever

Got ten dollars ripped up in the sand, my sister's wedding gown, and that fake television band that's north of Watertown
Buying those cigarettes you like when you're not around
And I smoke them all over my clothes

I'm pretending that you're still my friend
I didn't fuck it up but I'm sorry often
I'm the reason you're not talking
I bite down, I bite hard, but it's not enough
No, it's too much

Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever

For Miles

Oh, I see everything, they tried to take him
Something that's not yours
Peeling a tangerine - flash bang
Pretend world turns on me, the real world turns on me

The people take my heart out and it's not my story anymore, it's not my story anymore
'Cause people take everything
Even the one you love

In my dreams I see you leaving
The world will open up for me

No Control

I found myself the only girl in town
The only one who's willing to take you in
There's ash in the air, raining money everywhere
You take my keys and we go for a spin

I tell my boyfriend "Nothing in the world can make me feel okay"
Everytime I drink I have too much too fast
Tonight I booked a hotel room a hundred miles away from everything
Out of fear I might've sent him to the past

Tonight I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club

I tell my boyfriend "Nothing in the world can make me feel alive"
Everytime I drink I have too much too fast
Last night I had a dream he left me half asleep and drunk behind the wheel
On the way back home, I miss a turn and crash

Tonight I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club

The wings that let me fly don't seem to work
The things that bring me joy drive me to tears
The things that made my world can't be reversed
The day I'm out of work and out of peers

Tonight I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club

I tell my boyfriend "Nothing in the world can bring me back to life"
I'd do anything to feel it for the first time
And I feel like the angels pulled a joke on me
They laugh and turn their backs
They leave the club and set the place on fire
I couldn't make it out there fast enough
The girls, they tell me I'm all out of love

Sister

Ghosts follow us around
Dressing up as each other
Turn me, bloodsucker
But I’m not so sure now

Float back to their graves
We drink, then we drive
Promise I’ll pay you back
We fall asleep in front

Halloween

I'm speeding down I-15
And talking on the phone
I love my rich friends
Who take me everywhere

I smell like his cologne
And how he treats his home
Hollywood dreaming

I never thought I'd be famous
But I feel like I'm a star
We repeat each other
And finish what we start

And I get what I want
Next week I'll get so scared
Feel like a runway dreamer
Runaway dreaming

I'm speeding down I-15
And talking on the phone
I love my rich friends
Who take me everywhere

I smell like his cologne
And how he treats his home
Hollywood dreaming

I been thinking of calling
I might wait 'til the cycle repeats
I'm living a love song
And I'm living a bad dream

And I get what I want
Next week I'll get so scared
Feel like a runway dreamer
Runaway dreaming

I just wanna make music with you
I just wanna make music with you

I'm speeding down I-15
And talking on the phone
I can't say I'm not in love
Or the place I used to call home

I never thought I'd be famous
But I feel like I'm a star
We repeat each other
And we finish what we start

I smell like his cologne
And how he treats his home
Hollywood dreaming

Famous girl

He thinks with his dick, you think with your heart
He tells you that you’re gonna be a star
It’s bitter, pass the fever on
The boys, they say the magic’s all gone

He’s loaded at the bar and herds the boys like sheep
(You're gonna be the next big thing)
He goes to war, don’t let him near someone like me

I face the wind, it sounds like God
There’s something that just feels so wrong
No skin to wear, no face to put on
The girls, they say the magic’s all gone

He’s loaded at the bar and herds the boys like sheep
(You're gonna be the next big thing)
He goes to war, don’t let him near someone like me

I detach the ground beneath
And the gravel’s on my teeth
And my God can’t give the help
Could you pass the fever to somebody else?

We used to run this city in a span of weeks
Those boys, they spiked my drink
Our secret’s safe with me

He’s loaded at the bar and herds the boys like sheep
(You're gonna be the next big thing)
He goes to war, don’t let him near someone like me

He thinks with his dick, you think with your heart
He tells you that you’re gonna be a star
It’s bitter, pass the fever on

Dead forever

Why would I ever dream of the world if there’s no love on the other side?
And isn’t that embarrassing?
It’s how I feel about everything
And no such thing as time, I wish there was a line to cross to know I’m right
Baby, you would’ve told me by now
So do you believe me?

When you wake up, nothing’s ever wrong
I’m your baby, until I’m not
I put the gun down, it’s getting hot
And I try to learn your favorite song

The one thing I get to keep to myself
I’d share it with you but you don’t wanna read my mind
My dreams look nothing like me
And I’d pay so much money just to be her for the night
I shed tears, everything I do is for a boy

Please, God, save me, I just wanna party
Baby, do you feel the changing?
Or do you feel me partly?
If it’s anything, then love me
Even if it’s softly, my life is a wet dream
I’m screaming, got my hands above me
You make me feel so lucky, if only that meant something

When you wake up, nothing’s ever wrong
I’m your baby, until I’m not
I put the gun down, it’s getting hot
And I try to learn your favorite song

The one thing I get to keep to myself
I’d share it with you but you don’t wanna read my mind
My dreams look nothing like me
And I’d pay so much money just to be her for the night
I shed tears, everything I do is for a boy

Please, God, save me, I just wanna party
Baby, do you feel the changing?
Or do you feel me partly?
If it’s anything, then love me
Even if it’s softly, my life is a wet dream
Are you coming to the party?

Something has to change

venturing