prod. me 
mixed and mastered by me
feat. @iamklonic
Northen Irish depressed anthem 

lyrics:
@misalivee
i swear im done i dont give a fuck
ill drop these pills into my cup
aaohh

i swear im done i dont give a fuck
ill drop these pills into my cup
say she wna talk lil bitch i do not give a fuck
oh my fucking god yeah i cannot get enough
pissed that i been gone left me fucking drugged up
i been cutting squares cutting circles in your fucking heart
i dont really wna talk n i dont really wna die
fucked up out my face shawty i been gone
fucked up n i wont play i miss it in my heart

@iamklonic
u dont need to know that im clawing at my face
if i tried to kms, you'd think its a mistake
and it's not what i'd say

ssss say

going sick just wanna live
up in the dark
lock my room so i could do the right thing
step right up and take my life

so done shawty come and cut me up
im not me , far gone dilated off the drugs
n i dont want ur love
i jus want ur tongue sewed off beside my heart

SPOTIFY

tell me how to feel ++klonic

listen on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/5glcnOfHeTUBi0qqm5Wakl?si=4170c896dd354d54

https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx

Oryx - can't give up (Pawl4k)

in the stars (prod. selfless homage)

text (speed up)

She got me thinking like what’s the point of living 

I cut myself cause this pain is never ending

i'lljustpiercemyself

FOAMING AT THE MOUTH BY 9ARADOX 
PROD DERA 
OFFICIAL VIDEO OUT ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/Yga8qKu-ON8?si=BuTwonKgnxgROq6I 
cover by @iluvpishis on instagram

FOAMING AT THE MOUTH [dera]

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See Through Me
I’ve been through nights so long they felt like whole lifetimes. The kind where silence presses against your chest and the dark makes you feel like you’re the only person left in the world. I thought I’d learned to live with it. I thought I had to.
Then there was you. You saw straight through the version of me I’d built to survive. You didn’t flinch at the cracks — you traced them like they were part of the design. I didn’t know it was possible to feel seen and safe at the same time.
I don’t pretend this will last forever. Nothing ever does. But maybe that’s why every moment with you feels heavy and light all at once — like I’m holding something too precious to set down, even for a second. If this is only now, then I’ll take now over nothing. I’ll take every second you’ll give me.
I want you to know that I’ve been through hell, and you’ve been the first person to make me believe I wasn’t supposed to stay there. You’ve been the light in nights I thought would never end. And if all I have is this moment, I’ll still give you everything.

SEE THROUGH ME

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