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“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

In the classical margam of bharatanatyam, the varnam is the recital’s centerpiece, its longest and most emotionally charged performance. In “Tome of Stars“, the varnam appears as the twenty-nine-poem section “Senescence”. Following the exaltation of Anthesis, the beloved as a celestial goddess, love now descends from the stars into the gravity of human frailty. 

“Caniclades” is a hybrid neologism combining canities, the Latin term for the graying of hair (from canus, “white” or “gray-haired”), and clades, meaning “disaster,” “ruin,” or “calamity.” 

This sonnet recounts a pivotal moment in the relationship—one the poet failed to fully grasp at the time, but later recognized as a potent harbinger of collapse. Centered on the seemingly minor discovery of the beloved’s first gray hair, the event revealed underlying insecurities shaped by cultural ideals of youth, beauty, and the fear of aging without fulfillment. Beneath the surface, it unearthed the deeper ache of a woman moving through her years of anthesis and fertility while her life remained suspended. She began to see herself stagnating, watching from within a constrained relationship as the freedoms others took for granted such as love, movement, family, visibility—passed her by. 

The poet’s response, though sincere, fell short of meeting the complexity of her pain. The sonnet reflects on this chasm between presence and absence, intention and impact. In retrospect, the poet identifies this exchange as a decisive fracture: a moment when the beloved’s unspoken needs (especially around womanhood, aging, and self-worth), surfaced unmistakably, and could no longer be ignored, while capturing his failure to recognize the underlying pathos.

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Lyrics

I stood as beacon in your darkest plights,
Each tempest wild that rocked your fragile craft—
From scholar’s struggles late through many nights,
To strife with guru’s slights, choreographed. 

You vowed, so certain, time would bring no dread,  
And when bright silver wove your strands of night,  
No fear nor dye would rest upon your head,  
For nothing could diminish our love’s light.

Then came your call, one strand of gray revealed.
Though I proclaimed you Star Queen all my days,
My chanted words your venomed voice repealed:
“Your music fails,” you spat, with distant gaze.

I see now that our union was your need,
And on this day our doom you had decreed.

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Caniclades

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수지 -그 거리

태연 - 약국에 가면 비긴어게인3

~How Deed Is Your Love~
I know your eyes is the morning sun
아침 햇살의 당신 두눈을 알아요
I feel you touch me is the pouring rain
쏱아지는 비 속에서도 당신의 손길을 느낄 수 있죠.
And the moment that you wander far from me
당신이 나를 떠나가던 순간에서도요.
I wanna feel you in my arms again
당신을 내 품속에서 다시 느끼고 싶어요.
And you come to me on a summer breeze
그리고 당신은 여름의 산들바람 속에서 나에게 왔어요
Keep me warm in your love and them softly leave
나를 당신의 사랑속에서 따뜻하게 만들고, 그 다음 살며시
떠나갔죠.
And its me you need to show
그리고 당신이 보여주어야 할 사람이 바로 나에요.
HowHow deep is your love
당신의 사랑은 얼마나 깊나요
I really need to learn
난 정말 배워야해요
cause were living in a world of fools breaking us own 
왜냐하면 난 우리를 갈라 놓는 바보들의 세상에서 살았거든요
When they all should let us be
그들이 우리를 내버려 뒀어야 할 땐
We belong to you and me
우리는 당신과 나의 일부였죠

~Love never felt so good~
Baby love never felt so good
And I doubt if it ever could
Not like you hold me hold me
Oh baby
Love never felt so fine
And I doubt if it's ever mine
Not like you hold me hold me
And the night's gonna be just fine
Gotta fly Gotta sing
Can't believe
I can't take it cause
Baby
Every time I love you
In and out my life
In and out baby
Tell me
If you really love me
It's in and out my life
In and out baby
So baby
Love never felt so good
Oh baby
Love never felt so good

How Deep Is Your Love + Love Never Felt So Good - Crush, 헨리 ver.

Make Up - 샘김 (Crush, 적재 ver.)

가리워진 길 - 유재하 (Crush, 적재 ver.)

Think About` Chu - 아소토 유니온 (Crush, 정승환, 이수현 ver.)

Think About` Chu - 아소토 유니온 (Crush, 정승환, 이수현 ver.)

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