senses & emotionals - its okk (mental cover)

@myriexoxo @1akura @ilymaiko prod. @awwy2k @zixdown

mastered by @zixdown

@myriexoxo

lifes short and my money real tall 
gota count it up cus yk i hate it all 
sayin fuk the world but yk its my fault 
u dnt want me u jus want me 2 fall
 stop actin 
ugh u aint rlly wit it u be cappin 
ugh we gon send decayed js to blast em 
said he want a verse but im taxin 🙄 
we gon split that boy like a fraction

@1akura

standin tall
yea we standin tall we countin guap
cannonball
yea im diving into the guap
all this gahdamn money got my problems goin away
why tf he talkin he mad cuz he get like no play
shoutout zix dont hate the player hate the game
they see me goin up now thety dont treat me the same
and everybody talking man idk why they hate
i thought u were my bro stealin food right off my plate

@ilymaiko

she dont know my name
only fck w me cus i started getting paid
only fck w me since i started getting plays
u dont want me u want food up on ur plate
lets talk real talk
u dont know shit u a flop
dont talk2me idk ur name
#decayed on me ye this shit my place
yk im not one to brag
if u wna talk u can stay back in last
think u acting funny im not laughin
take out ur life that shit tragic

myrie + akura + luvlullaby - my fault [kidu + zixdown]

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tysm for listening :D
@makemeapromise @pw4prez

\\ lyrics //
I just woke up I don’t want to do this not again
I think I’ll choke up don’t know when this will end
Just leave me alone
Cause I know how this ends
I just want to go
I know that you’re not my friend

I don’t like it when you’re near me
You were never kind
This is all getting clear to me
Every time I’m near you make me weary
Yeah you never treated me sincerely

I don’t want to lose myself
My mind is numb and I can’t feel a thing
Don’t ask me to come
You know I’m not dumb
I won’t succumb
I won’t let you see me

I just want to throw it all away
Throw it all away
I won’t fall today
When you look my way
When you look my way

You never look at me kindly
I don’t want to see you beside me
And if you see me don’t mind me
I know that you never really liked me

pls don't come near me

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

@reeseyy
prod. proxen kyuuuro shazeudream

Ten Toes w/ Voir (@proxensx @kyuuuro @shazeudream)

Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

if you ever feel like you can’t do it or get through what ever you’re going through, just know i do too. love you.

i do too

Lil Yachty, Concrete Boys – Life Is Proper (Instrumental)

mix by friday :)
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/1Muz9li6Fg2T4PFdRT5Rkd?si=6ce9a612c1f9429b

i was tweaking on the floor off the drugs i feel my best
lay down slit my wrists then get the time to rest
cant live my life when im always fucking stressed
why go to school if im failing every test
i really needa die everythings a fucking mess
they said it gets better ok i fucking guess
she was calling out my name fuck that hoe she obsessed
i was strung out on the floor momma thought i was possessed
she said she loves me ok bitch i know u lie
they said to give up needa get money before i die
spent a band on sum pants now im lookin hella fly
smoking good weed now im getting super high
bad bitch on my dick think i love her but i dont
ya i slip it in her pussy then i hear her fucking moan
they said i needa die but im still unknown
she left me by myself now i stand here all alone

possessed (•˕ •マ.ᐟ prod ash58

desires lil rae slowed and bass boosted.wav

@YungJZAisDead
@Adharmasatru
ColdWorldGang 2017

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