Here for now, never forever

SAD CHILL

EGODEATH & LE PLAY - LOST IN THE MOMENT

CyberBO!999

FAMILY & FRIENDS. // VOL. 3

falling 4 me (prod. lederrick x horse head)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

featuring @xxemosceneangelxx
all tracks produced by @13senpai 
thanks a lot for listening...HBC
cut wrists, poison tipped arrows </3

finna hang myself

produced by whoistyler - soundcloud.com/who_is_tyler

give me your heart (prod. whoistyler)

Gho$t In The $hell (Prod. Prohibeo)

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
// Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/6obbyy/
// Twitter: https://twitter.com/6obby
// Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/6obby
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

Everything is going to be okay, we're going to a better place now 
Verse 1
I saw you drowned in the bath tub/
But
The pills hit hard like a Mack truck 
I been tryna save me so I didn't save you/
Now I stay just swimming in the sad stuff/
Pretty girl ugly scar I know You've heard it all/
To the feet of a greatness Ima failure/
Stranger standing in room full of takers/
Break me tears fell when I saw both of your wrists caved in/
Decipher the shapes of the blood stains/
Your Id was scraped had no name/
Your body left was white like the cocaine/
That you would stuff inside to feel no pain/
And I hate the god that made you feel so odd/
So you danced and prayed that you could shake it off/
Now the shadows play inside your lonely loft/
So I fight to stay with a heart so soft/ okay
Chorus//
You were my angel 
I couldn't saved you
You don't trust nobody 
I should have known you were numb
You were my angel
Your body breaking
I don't trust nobody 
But I didn't give you enough 
Verse 2
Pick apart All the pieces broke from your lonely heart/
Feel the razor blade your body pierced and marked/
From place it ends till the time it start/
Heaven bleeds/
From the holes that you made in you sleeves/
And I shake and I pull and I scream/
And I rip and I stare and I stay/
From the place that you left but now chest is a cave/
Now my life is a maze/
Now your eyes a blazed/
With the gas of your heart/
And the room is in flames/
With the pain in your hands/
With the pain in your head/
This was never the plan/
Now I'm falling instead/
Rummage through the puke/
Swallow all the blood/
I don't wanna chose/
running out of luck/
Lobby full of drugs/
This is all a dream/
My Bodies full of puss/
Your corpse is where I sleep/

Everything's going to be okay, we're headed to a better place now-prod(datboidj)

Morrissey

reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

demo.

never,forever. - repairable

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

follow me

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5vvoKUs5ZzFf6uvtcJKitU

PROD . CHVNLV

everything i touch i turn to stone 
make it disappear
i cant help myself 
Wreck myself
feel like hanging here 
hanging with no hope
cut myself under the chandelier
alpha foe 
alpha numb my now
i might numb my mind
i might drink myself 
i admit
i might kill myself
if i try to die , i was right 
go and lose your life
let me burn the skies , sorrow
i feel like i could finally breathe, sorrow 
like Victoria drown myself inside dysphoria
watch the angels die fallen lies, fake hysteria 
i'm the void im the error king next jim morrison
siphon me , siphon all you see, i'm still glorious
when she hear my music she' wants all of me
but when she tastes my hate she wants none of me
everrything i touch i turn to stone 
make it disappear
i cant help myself 
Wreck myself
feel like hanging here 
hanging with no hope
cut myself under the chandelier
alpha foe 
alpha numb my now
i might numb my mind
i might drink myself 
i admit
i might kill myself
if i try to die , i was right 
go and lose your life
let me burn the skies , sorrow
i feel like i could finally breathe, sorrow

ima a bad boy
glad i hate joy
sixkill lil hollow hellhole
ima pretty bitch that make yo heart cold
you could try to love me your with your empathy
but endlessly i'll hate myself and everything that heaven brings
i'm still popping xans but now with ecstasy
perceive me with no soul with no heart
and grow numb with me
i know sometimes i seem to i act mysteriously 
but honestly i'm twitching 
choking on my own insanity
none the less i could give a hell about my life it seems
i could kill you now but if you love me 
you could kill with me
we could burn together , burn forever
murder in december
wash away the love and 
let the toxic start to breed
ember like a phoenix feather
hang ourselves on top the willow tree
so they can starve to breathe

SORROW WRIST

[Prod. Railrepeater]
https://instagram.com/railrepeater?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=1xap0mk14y4gu
My links:
// Instagram: www.instagram.com/6obbyy
// Twitter: www.twitter.com/6obby
// Youtube; www.youtube.com/6obby
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Lyrics
Got All of this anxiety 

these people been stressing me 

Dope is what I’m Smokin, I be gone off the henneysee,

She just wanna fuck she on my snap and she sexting me

People say they care but I can see the disloyalty

I can tell they lying by the way that they treated me,

Shoutout to my brother rail he help me by blessing beats,

When I write this music hear the pain in my melodies, 

I ain’t got no friends because they all filled with jealousy

I just speak the truth and that’s why i got these enemies,

When I feel this pain I write  , this musics my rhemedy ,

I got this depression always thinking so heavily 

Get a ounce of og then I smoke on it heavily 

Jet black iPhone but I still wanna die,

Ain’t nobody can relate to me that’s why i get high ,

People always say they care but always telling me lies,

Ain’t nobody really fuckin with me say that shit twice, 

(Smokin dope , till I  choke

I be feeling so alone,

Ain’t nobody ever hit me up, 

Ima lost soul,

I can’t find out where to go,

I be working on my own,

Smoking all of this dope

But I cannot, seem to cope yeah, x2)
prod by, railrepeater

cope

DIEHARD

Vibe

LINK

bad dreams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

lonewolf

When you gunna learn my fucking name?
Time to get the bands I need a bigger chain,
608 ain't the same,
As you motherfuckers with your feet already in your grave,
Please just stay in your lane,
Nobody got the time for your stupid little games,
You don't wanna see me fucking rage,
In a matter of seconds I'll bring the dawn of a new age,

I'm sick of these people tryna defy laws of 
Equal opportunities for everyone, 
your attitude is fucking disgusting,
I
Lift my head up and I look to the sky,
I feel like I got this and I don't know why,
Gunna make a difference at least I’ll fucking try.

I             (prod. ghostofblu)

DANNY PHANTOM (PROD. PRXZ)

Produced by 6HOST

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown

Alone in my room
don't let them catch you
alone in my room
I can't sit next you
alone in my room
we we're supposed to
grow apart like most do
start leaving me out
Alone in my room
I wouldn't bother
alone in my room
please don't tell your father
I know you act cool
but patience is hotter
you're slipping so quickly
can't run in the water

I'll be an asshole
or just act natural
can't be your friend
I put an end
to what we had 
leave it at that
won't keep a secret
that boy don't need it
I'm sure he'd leave
if he heard me
or had to see
the sheets last night
I'm wasted stop
telling me that you're not
you're talking in circles
cursing me I think you need
to take a walk
we're falling off
and I'm cutting the loss
starting small till we get rid of all
the feelings
no reeling me back in

Alone in my room
don't let them catch you
alone in my room
I can't sit next you
alone in my room
we we're supposed to
grow apart like most do
start leaving me out
Alone in my room
I wouldn't bother
alone in my room
please don't tell your father
I know you act cool
but patience is hotter
you're slipping so quickly
can't run in the water

Listen on Spotify

alone in my room

NARCAN (feat. egodeath)(prod. egodeath)
@808egodeath

now that i'm losing hope, and there's nothing left to show

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~so long, goodbye.

NARCAN (feat. egodeath)(prod. egodeath)

LOST IN THE MOMENT (+le play) (prod. EGODEATH)

rare track
@lewisghost @leanwytch
prod @macsaproducer
with extra guitar by leanwytch 
mixed by me and lewis

LOST IN THE MOMENT (+le play) (prod. EGODEATH)

BIG EGO (@0egodeath)