I'll never be gratefull enough for SoundCloud to put me on songs like these 😳🥺 this is exactly what I needed now it's on repeat

Made me bust oh lordy lody father wont be happy with me

https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

trash

prod. THERSX

I just want some friends 
I just want some money 
I just want a big gold tooth looking gummy 
You won’t see me in a benz or a Maserati 
I just wanna whip a white sprinter trueno lookin fucking snobby
I don’t need your bitch I can call her honey 
I don’t need your lip I know how to be funny
I don’t need this dick I like feeling something 
Now you’re sick cause you regret being scummy

You looking at two ways with two faces 
Like there’s two different things you’re perceiving 
Memory in my brain you’ve depleted
Keep on with mind games yeah you’re beating me
Cause you’re good at lying and cheating 
I don’t know what to say when you’re leaving 
Die alone in this bed with no reason
Everything we had it’s just leaking 

I just want some friends 
I just want some money 
I just want a big gold tooth looking gummy 
You won’t see me in a benz or a Maserati 
I just wanna whip a white sprinter trueno lookin fucking snobby
I don’t need your bitch I can call her honey 
I don’t need your lip I know how to be funny
I don’t need this dick I like feeling something 
Now you’re sick cause you regret being scummy

You looking at two ways with two faces 
Like there’s two different things you’re perceiving 
Memory in my brain you’ve depleted
Keep on with mind games yeah you’re beating me
Cause you’re good at lying and cheating 
I don’t know what to say when you’re leaving 
Die alone in this bed with no reason
Everything we had it’s just leaking

two ways

two ways (prod. THERSX)

lyrics:

now u got me lying down
rose petals all around
make sure u dont make a sound
make sure u dont make a sound

long nights when we faded to the background
we misfits, n i wonder where u at now 
all this tension, please dont mention
but the facts out
i really miss you but i think you ate my heart out
running from this pain ive been feeling done
u with another guy got me screaming wtf
u were my rainbow but i guess im outta luck
im just numb, but lets call it tough 

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

take me somewhere i wont be found
i hate this stupid town
tell me we can go
we can go, like right now
baby we can go, go on a spaceship
please dont ever, ever try to evade me
and if you know if you leave then you'll break me
and if you know you'll stay then youll make me
im all alone with no one by my side
i can not tell my lefts from my rights
and if you look inside of my eyes
then you know you and my problems collide

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

feel down ft. teddyboi [IOF]

Lyrics:

she's not so beautiful 
watching from this far away
shes not so beautiful 
viewing from the station in space
rip reserves from my soul to find ounces of strength
as i try to hold ground for my friends i can say
that i tried but the question's 
can u say the same
as she asks my forgiveness my body goes tame
and i melt as a puddle that forms to the lake
true colors aren't colors till forced out the gray
from my head to my heart to my soul to my brain
my nerves start to die
yet my costume still aches
my mind starts to rot and my eyes start to glaze
and even through all this the skin suit remains

the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains

-

she's not so beautiful 
watching from this far away
shes not so beautiful 
viewing from the station in space
rip reserves from my soul to find ounces of strength
as i try to hold ground for my friends i can say
that i tried but the question's 
can u say the same
as she asks my forgiveness my body goes tame
and i melt as a puddle that forms to the lake
true colors aren't colors till forced out the gray
from my head to my heart to my soul to my brain
my nerves start to die
yet my costume still aches
my mind starts to rot and my eyes start to glaze
and even through all this the skin suit remains

true colors (canyouseetheghost)

Copper Throne

Upstairs (feat. betweentheveinsandi)

red roses (prod.APC)

If theres one thing for certain
Its time 
Time Will kill us all in the end
Death is the only thing thats guaranteed in our lifetimes
And we cant take that for granted
We must embrace it and take it it all in 
Embrace
The end

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

I promise i wont be okay tho
All of the words gettin twisted around and my head is a fuckin tornado
I wanna say how i feel but i promised you thats a promise i cant break tho
When i turn up on the side of the road i just know someones takin my place oh

All these people round me
Make me feel like im a zombie
I cant tell you bout what i see
Cuz the demons gonna haunt me

and they tell me a prodigy
thats something i could mever be
the bright side i could never see
so this gon be the death of me

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

time is nothing but relentless

time is nothing but relentless (santana)

https://open.spotify.com/album/76XDGbeLgdXtHXABbBZJEl

wore me out like an accessory '/

produced by @jolst
featuring @xobroken

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
am i over it?
or will i ever be?
if i could i would erase you from my memory
i cant forget what you did or what you said to me
you took me and wore me out like an accessory

and now you're dead to me
don't wanna see another message that you send to me
now who am i?
im someone else
where were you when i was crying out for help?

you were nowhere to be found
(to)catch me while im falling to the ground
you just treat me like a clown
you wont help, you only let me down

i'll just smile and wish you well
i feel broken cant you tell
i've been sad inside
where my soul resides
since you put me through this hell

[@xobroken]
shoulda known that there was no fixing this
asking me what's wrong but she aint listening
we all know the story but she keep on twisting it
i know when i'm gone she aint ever missing me
one second she hate me, next second she kissing me

sending mixed signals fucking up my head
putting me through hell, tell me what is that?
only want you but you looking for the next
i dont think that im over it

[@lottaheart]
am i over it?
or will i ever be?
if i could i would erase you from my memory
i cant forget what you did or what you said to me
you took me and wore me out like an accessory

and now you're dead to me
don't wanna see another message that you send to me
now who am i?
im someone else
where were you when i was crying out for help?

you were nowhere to be found
nowhere to be found
you only let me down

THANKS 4 LISTENING!

accessory w/ xobroken [jolst]

spinning off the deep end tonight </3

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Suisai ✨
💎 @sushisai 💎
💎 instagram.com/sushisigh/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/sushisigh 💎

✨Blade901 ✨
💎 @blade_901 💎
💎 instagram.com/_blade901/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/blade901 💎

stream ❄️

deep end w/ suisai (prod. blade901)

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

feel down ft. teddyboi [IOF]

melly

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