forgot we even wrote this song, this shit slaps

https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



Listen on Spotify!

Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

coming outta my cage & i've been doing just fine

mr. brightside (cover) (prod. johnnyfriend)

Lyrics:
[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
To all these people that flaming me (To all these people that flaming me)
You think you got a lot of fucking good opinions (You don't)
Huh, don't you (Don't you)
And I don't give a shit about your feelings (Nah, I don't), I chose to
My friend pop a couple beans and now we up the ceiling (Give a shit)
You guys are crazy
My friends friend pop xans till he get to sleeping
Damn, you guys scare me (Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1]
Knock on that door, fucking kick it that door
Thought this was a party, I'm drunk from before
She solo and sour from scattered the floor
You guys still going, I'm ready to go
Man what are you on, I've been talking to the ghosts
I swear they take anything, I do the most
End of the night man, it's not even close
We ordered the uber it came in a ghost

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, Ghost, Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost, yeah
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

[Verse 2]
Got a man but wanna text more
At a party that she need a nice dress for (Yeah)
You looking lame why the fuck you wear a vest for (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Looking icy in the dress shorts, no
Haven't talk bout a month now
She updated on my life via SoundCloud (SoundCloud)
Im frustrated with the way things worked out (Yeah)
If I'd pushed for it, we'd be doing good now (We'd be doing good now)
Gatorade frost and a beef patty (Yeah)
I make music but the rest of me is mad average
It's too cold to go out so I'm always making music (Yeah)
And I think it gave me mad leverage (Mad leverage)
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones (I'm on my ones)
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)

[Bridge]
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done (Yeah)
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)
Smoking on skunk (Yeah, yeah)
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck
(Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah)

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, ghost, ghost)
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking Gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

9TAILS - ghost (prod. light blending in)

Lyrics:

enough with character development
done with the lessons
i learned to just parry her
i'm growing up she abandoned her courier
of all types of pain
i think i am a carrier

you ripped the value right out of my soul
my sprite mourns its flesh and bone
in the corner of your room hangs what's left of my ghost
of a final hour i think it holds hope
you're gonna reap what you sow
you'll next wrap my carcass in rope
if you want to be gone so bad then just go
if lust is love to you, love's your subterfuge

but i deserve to know

sayonara
send me a postcard
cuz life's feeling different
and i need assistance
i need a friend who would travel the distance
she's not ever coming back
we're not ever coming back

postcard (hateful)

Heim ft. Shakem

데굴데굴

roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you

기억나 있잖아
나는 어릴 때 말이야
지구가 둥글다는 말을 믿지 않았어
이렇게 잘 살아가고 있는데 왜
우린 꺾여야만 해
나는 이해가 안돼
그래서 쭉 뻗지 못했어
한 때는 그게 두려워서 말을 못했어
시간이 지나면서 자연스레 배운 건
우리가 멀리 못 보는 건 너무 작아서
근데 왜 우린 서로 계속 미워해야 해
왜 사랑이란 말로 상처를 줘야 해
하늘에서 보는 우린 이렇게나 작은데
우린 여기에서 나고 떠나고 다 해야 돼
good night 다시 morning
한 바퀴 돌아 제자리
겨울 지나 계절이 바뀌고 봄이 오기까지
지구가 돈다니 그럼 내 인생도 돌아
다시 내 모든 선택들을 반복해도 좋아
인생은 바퀴
대체 뭐가 맞지
그 아래 깔리기 싫어서 위에 올라탔지
이름 따라 산다해서 나는 올라 삶 위
필연이라 사랑하던 순간들도 같이
돌아가도 똑같이 살 거야 다시
이 아픔도 전부 내 몫이야 맞지
수억번을 겪고도 잊어버리고
다음의 나에게 이 소리가 도착하길

roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you

구르고 굴러
좀 시간이 들어도
날 괴롭게하던 덕에 널 물어
그때 우리는 진심이었냐고
그 마음도 사실 구 같은 거라고
끝없이 증명해야 했어
돌고 돌아 너와 나를 위해서
널 향한 마음이 날 향하게 됐어
미움과 사랑도 하나가 되어서
애써 덮어둔 것들을 들춰
온갖 이야기를 펼쳐
네가 미워해도 선을 걸쳐
난 반드시 빙글빙글 돌아
네가 바라던 그대로
매달리고 있어
tricking or loving 그때의 내가 맞지
삶에 대한 태도부터 고쳐야만 살지
아니 내가 철이 없어도 그게 다 나이기에
어린 시절 나 역시도 사랑한다 말해
너무 많은 걸 알아버렸어 우린 다
그걸 다시 지우지는 못해 선악과
뒤로는 못 돌아가도 앞으로만 가다보면
지구처럼 둥그니까 처음으로 가
우리 몇 번을 다시 살아야만 할지
바뀌지 않아도 그런대로 살아야지
데굴데굴 다시 굴러가서 너에게로
사랑과 미움을 전부 안고서 너에게로

roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you
mmm
roll with you
데굴데굴 roll with you

데굴데굴

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan & @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
Mix: @itsyungvan & @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
Master: @scottysplash
Production: @lilbuckethead
Cover art: @iamdavidkiernan (on twitter)
Shout out @qawikamri & @producedbyaidan for helping me extend the beat and go show love to everyone who helped make this song possible (if ya got some to share) <3


Lyrics-

Yung van:

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life

Bring me up
Shut me out
You wanna scream baby
I've learned to shout
You wanna ghost
I'll be your Phantom
Like a shadow
I'll follow till the end of 
Bring me up
Shut me out
You wanna scream baby
I've learned to shout
You wanna ghost
I'll be your Phantom
Like a shadow
I'll follow till the end of 
Time
But I don't really care 
Said you had my back then you left me in the air
Flying all alone made me feel like I was scared
I'm drowning in your problems
Baby I can't solve them 

Running away
Running away
Running away
Running away

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I need her back in my life

9TAILS:

says she wanna die with me
but thats just a lie
depression is like a virus
i see that shit in her eyes
shes up alone every night
weed is packed in the pipe
window open at night
smoke blowing by the streetlights

take me over like a virus
anti virus with the heisman
saw the bate no biting
calculate my timing

im out the door before you tell me to go
i had you blocked before i seen what you wrote
i got people to meet i got places to go
and she play the detective like murder she wrote

i dont have time for the games like its pay to play
feel like kobe how i fade away
keep you a bit behind thats screen delay
i know all your tricks no david blaine

u cant make me stress ya
u cant make me stress no
ask me whats been on your mind or else youll never know
we all will eventually die speak up before we go
put your plan back into motion hit me with the blow

tryna bring the heat like a tanning bed
get in line like its wonderland
break it off like a pencil lead

Yung Van:

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I need her back in my life

Virus w/ 9TAILS (Prod. Aquinas)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

Nothing Like Me

Nothing Like Me w/ 9tails

lyrics:

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

rip off his face
god bless the day
spit flying out
dont try and mediate
baby can you tell me whats the new plan
we just gonna fight and then we fuck again
she gimme head gimme beak gimme toucan
i drink flames while i snort this beach sand
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

baby u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
u need more omega-3 its so good for you
u can talk to me in private girl im here for you
all these screens in ur room do shit for you
i dont wanna eat take a shit and take a piss for you
die young and you blame who was around for you
u not thinking for yourself i feel bad for you
baby u need more omega-3 its so good for you

i let her slap me
let her move me
i let her control me
baby ur my only
bruises on my eyelids compliment my green eyes
spoiler alert im sorry to say but everybody dies
but honestly im different and i dont know why
huh
huh
this the anthem
of our dirt
lemme uh
lemme speak on my time here on this earth
do not catch me when i fall
im good
i dont care but i wish i could
baby im fucked up feeling good
coughing up black im filled with soot

its all movin too fast could u slow down
taking back sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday all of it
welcome to the burning world
welcome to the broken earth
famine, pestilence and stillbirth
and honestly im too excited
im shaking in my knees i couldnt hide it

omega-3 (eric godlow)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

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