Life's A Nightmare!! (Lilidentitycrisis)

reflections |☆ spaceboyry ☆|

produced by hollowprpl x tiedforsilver

you dont seem to care at all
you sat there built me up just to watch me fall
u cant even pick up the phone and answer my fucking call
so why should i care at all
you sat there built me up just to fall
u told everyone i changed
that may be true but i dont care at all

ur the reason i dont wanna live at all
we will never be close again
i got these thoughts trapped in my head
you wouldn't even care if i was dead
and i wouldn't care if u where too
i dont wanna hate you 
but i dont have any choice left
i have dreams of me drowning than i wake up in this pool of sweat
waste my time
like how u gonna have a heart intact if u always break mine
im barely getting by
burning everything down
and bottle my feelings up inside 

than everyone will see why
stuck in my head
i take these drugs to avoid it
but this shit isn't fun
i dont even know what i was mixing up
i think im gonna throw up
my visions going blurry im way to fucked up




care at all

Prod. Michael Harrison 
Sorry I’m so experimental
Lyrics~

I’m so unspoken 
It’s all so hopeless 
This pen and pad the only way I’m copin 
Is it the tree that I drag  or the asthma that got me chokin 
No don’t come in please I’m ok  I’m just smokin 
But I haven’t seen you in weeks 
Talk back to my door as it speaks
Just checking in, can you breathe 
Answer me now and I’ll leave 

I been tryina write these tracks 
About what I feel but they trash 
Then do it again and again till I crash 
knew the caffeine wouldn’t last 
What a drag 
As I waste all the traits that I got from my mom and my dad 
I know this time it’s my bad 
I’m Haunted by all the ghosts from my past 

It’s crazy cause you’re like a poltergeist stuck in the shell of a man that you used to be 
Fuck you I hate you get out of that room shits getting old just give up on your dreams 
The puppeteers back at my door I can feel all his malice intent as he tries to tell what to think 
Like shit let me breath, quit pulling my strings

feed me to the noise

w/ @user-642636378
produced by king theta
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(cxrter)
they say i’m acing
used to the lack of, complacent
call it an anomaly, but i’m breaking
i’m stagnant by myself
so hidden in my shell
cause i’m trying to decipher what’s even implied
trying not to leave it all unsaid, i’m fine
like a semi turning cities, i’m swinging wide
satisfaction, is it fake when we say goodnight?
where's the trial run? we all just turned 21
just reminders of all things that i haven’t done
no directions, expectations of fantasies
gardening misery
yeah i’m so sorry

she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

(halfhearted)
and it happens to me every time
you got a two faced love, i don’t wanna try
if its all my fault, then i’ll testify
i try to break your fall when u call at night
called it off
applying pressure
wrote a song
left it on your dresser
if i was wrong, then it’s nothing new
i gotta bite my tongue when i talk to you
i’m better off now
cause i was at a loss, and i couldn’t be found
couldn't get across cause the the bridge had burned down
i’m out of options

(cxrter)
she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

ace/21 (feat. halfhearted) (prod. king theta)

i dont wanna go back
to the past now
whatever we had but
i know we wont last
i dont wanna hold back
its the end now
i know that u miss but
i know we wont last

i know that u miss what we had
coz i do too
everytime we talked in the night
what we used to do
i dont know that u recall
when ur feeling down id give a call
i see ur moving on in life
and u seem like ur doing fine
everytime u post a story
i still get the butterflies
gotta act like i feel nothing
but it hurts to see u smile
even though its for the better
i cant ever call u mine

i dont wanna go back (prod. runawway)

new post of a (1yrs old classic w austin-reposted up now as many havent heard this one yet<3) #kidsketchyy #lowlife #sketchbook2001 #sadboiclique #sadboys #lowlifeclique #lowliferemedy #ripsquad

Lyrics:

A broken family..

wipe ur tears w/ yungaxstn (caves)

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☆ special shoutout to all the producers who helped made this happen. this is one of my favorite mixes I’ve made so far and it was a crazy productive summer fr. make sure to check out everyone whose tagged in the title! 🌟 hope you enjoy!

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0:00 w/ @rainn_god
0:30 w/ @struggledhobo
1:09 w/ @koukaisuru
1:35 w/ @s0lemn
2:00 solo
2:55 w/ w/ @concern2k
3:23 w/ @s6lty_official
3:50 w/ @noahsuri
4:32 w/ @sshinju + @ssj5-junk
5:04 w/ @user-987135015
5:30 solo
6:16 w/ @luckeyknows
6:43 solo
7:23 w/ @yashio20k + @ssj5-junk
8:04 w/ @counterxo
8:59 solo

summer25 pt 1 w/ @counter @shinju @yashio @luckyknows @s6lty @raingod @s0lemn @sd23 @ssj5 @hobo @concern @suri @koukai

This song captures the feeling of wishing you could get it right after messing up time and time again. Smooth early-2000s-style electric guitars and heartfelt vocals from Lilidentitycrisis and Kid Pesto evoke deep reflection and regret. With crisp production and a slow, heavy vibe, listen with caution—it might make you want to call your ex.

These Are The Things I Do w/ kid pesto

spotify version:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UZk8amMQGkHHd9mtfwwZr

lyrics:
@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw
and every single day its not enough
for you
so tell me what the fuck do you want
or do
anything that makes it all fine
i think im losing my mind again
i think im wasting my time again
can we make it up maybe we can be friends
just tell me that its over, tell me its the end
is it the end?

(face of an angel i cant explain
shes got the devil inside of her brain
so its do or die
heaven or hell)

@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw (w/ @mis4ortune vocal)
wow im finding myself in the ground
digging a grave for myself
i tried to scream but nobody helped
im trynna find anything.

SPOTIFY

kyozaku & cli - twenty days (ft. mis4ortune & victxrw)

w/ @notaheroo
produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

and she said baby just stay
i promise you gon be okay
i made a fool out myself last night
i’ll try to forget it, but it happens every time

i wanna see you when you see me as a rockstar
and seeing me like this, i know that it’s hard
it’s hard
i broke your heart
you own my heart
the city stops and all of the lights are on
and now i don’t feel it all
now i don’t feel at all

i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

picture perfect (cxrter x threemvsk)

the good things (ft. ilyl1ght) (prod. despyte)

my final track. thank you all for the journey.

prod. crescenta
You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I don’t know if I can take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
But they think that i’m a- 

Person they can brush off
If you feel that way i’ll rush off
Cus i don’t got time for overthinking and shit
When you can fuck off
I’m tired of falling for these silly games
But I guess i’m always the one to blame
Meeting artists and now how they behave
Yea it’s fallen off and its so ashamed

And I be staying in my own lane
Cus i’m on my own shit anyway
I’m just tryna get thru better days
I might only stick to my next job

This may be a passion, hasn’t paid off
But I don’t wanna treat it like a lay off
Just wanna lay back be a real adult
Feel like cxltmoon I might join the cult yea

And I know this is nowhere near peak me
But this the only way you can peep me
Cus no one wanna hear me out
I don’t even know why they fucking keep me
In their fucking life
I don’t wanna come off as that weird guy
But when I need people not nearby
I just lay in my bed with a teared eye
And you know that I can’t even steer drive

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
And I spent all day tryna call someone

Why do you like to talk to me indirectly?
I’m just tryna catch some z’s
Yea I wanna rest in peace yea
Or maybe I might want to literally yea
But you know I don’t wanna get too deep, uh

I don’t wanna put every single thought out there
But where the fuck does it belong then?
And maybe I just need to go and get fresh air
But JoshIGuess is stressed beyond this

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore (And I don’t know if I can take this anymore)
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored

What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
Before I go I gotta say one thing
I love you..

stressed beyond (crescenta)

2 altercated song remix&masterings for digicore style fun : ) #halfsaint #halfsaintprsn #halfsaintperson #audiotech

wsp bae v.2 (spedup)

fun messaround #valentinevictim #icystresscase  #disfigurevictim

wsp bae v.1

cover by me (D34D)
mixed and mastered by me (D34D)

Lyrics:
im smokin on the road
i see clouds on the highway
if im gonna die
at least ill do it my way
i saw her shinin bright
said that she would light my way
but i let her inside
and she killed me off like nightshade
i dont know what to do
 i feel so fuckin anxious
she ringin up my phone 
tryna test my fuckin patience
dont let no one in no more
yea my crib is fuckin spacious
she said like my style
like my flow like my cadence

she gettin all up on me
yea she actin real flirtatious
that look in her eyes
screams desire and impatience
she only wants sex
she not bout them real relations
told her i gotta go
cuz theres some complications

wintertime wind hits my face
and its 40 below
walking all alone
wherell i go, i dont know
dead leaves falling
a single call of a crow
my hands are frost bit
cuz of this fucking snow

i gotta find shelter
get me out of this cold
how could i have predicted 
these events that unfold
im lost with the time
yet im still feeling old
i got the clothes on my back
and this joint that i rolled

im smokin on the road
i see clouds on the highway
if im gonna die
at least ill do it my way
i saw her shinin bright
said that she would light my way
but i let her inside
and she killed me off like nightshade
i dont know what to do
 i feel so fuckin anxious
she ringin up my phone 
tryna test my fuckin patience
dont let no one in no more
yea my crib is fuckin spacious
she said like my style
like my flow like my cadence

she looked at me once
fell for her by accident
i shoulda known
when she had no faithful advocates
the love of my life
now the main antagonist
i guess its my fault
for being so compassionate

i think i might just
freeze to death
icicles forming
just from my breath
i still remember
all those things you said
and every time i do
it hurts my head

yea every time i do 
it hurts my mind
i fuckin hate people
yea i sit inside
why is it so hard
to live my life
i control my own strings
but theyve become twined

im smokin on the road
i see clouds on the highway
if im gonna die
at least ill do it my way
i saw her shinin bright
said that she would light my way
but i let her inside
and she killed me off like nightshade

nightshade (prod. cxrter)

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