flowers all on my grave, i tried my best to arrange them 4 u

https://open.spotify.com/album/1jZxsbd4TiCn6KCC9NaXWY?si=Nz0fACM2QwyJa2h0Tqt9tg&utm_source=copy-link

beat made live at: https://www.twitch.tv/zstycrush lol

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it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
and i know that it was wrong
why did it take me this long
i should have answered the phone
and now you leave me alone
and when i think it's okay
i remember what u said
and i cannot get you out of my head

</3

i can never find the right words
it's everyday i feel the pain but i'm still trying
and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying
i thought i knew you but i guess that i was lying
and in the silence
as sparkles close my eyelids 
i trick myself to thinking i can really find it
but i can't find it, the wall's frozen in silence
but i think i'm doing better now that i am shining**

it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
is there nothing new, left for me to do?
living without you
there is nothing new
left for me to do

smile

farewell  ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ 
i'll see you next spring
smile pt.2

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ECCJC6OdHcswu09ytx3hB?si=SBNTQd3RQU-81-y3DjD5FA

@kyxtsnxwy
@y4ndere
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@remiliaxd :
(you leave me feeling vacant)
(i'm tired of living this life by myself)
(we don't need to take this)
(it was never my fault, i just fend for myself)

everything is wrong, it's not working
fantasy's a life, undeserving
everything you said is concerning
ruined a life, leave me on the ground hurting

stop that, every single thing, you try to talk
mark that, everything you said to me was wrong
f*ck that, do you really want to make me fall?
talk down, why're you making me feel small?


@kyxtsnxwy :
breaking me down cause im small
smile everytime when you watch me fall
moved on and im happy with my new life
using memories against me, huh, nice try
kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay
hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??
she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside

(breaking me down cause im small)
(smile everytime when you watch me fall)
(moved on and im happy with my new life)
(using memories against me, huh, nice try)
(kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay)
(hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??)
(she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside)

@remiliaxd :
by the seaside
any chance we can make up and rewind?
is that penalized?
cursed blood, blood tears, that's the red line

you're like mirai
watashitachi sabishii but it is alright
yeah it's alright
our lives' a ride, moving on you better hold tight

@remiliaxd x @kyxtsnxwy :
breaking me down cause im small
smile everytime when you watch me fall
moved on and im happy with my new life
using memories against me, huh, nice try
kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay
hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??
she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside

@kyxtsnxwy :
(breaking me down cause im small)
(smile everytime when you watch me fall)
(moved on and im happy with my new life)
(using memories against me, huh, nice try)
(kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay)
(hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??)
(she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside)

moving on +kishi (yandere)

wasted °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞°
shoutout @luvpika for carrying and putting in so much effort
https://open.spotify.com/album/6SobjwFRMnc0EJxMuB5Wbb?si=63c4d5dfa848474f

@luvpika
@mis4ortune
@diligencexs

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@remiliaxd : 
(and now there's nothing left, i can not take it back)
(wonder what the deal was, you suck at hiding it)
(tell me all of my effort was wasted, now i'm wasted)
(you tell me all of your problems and i hate it)

draw a fine line, right beside mine
you said that we're forever, but it's alright
let it go, it will be alright
please don't run away just like that summer night

and i don't want to run away from you, i just want to find myself
love what's left, 'cause there's nothing else
love you to the end, i'm done playing pretend
you left a scar, i want this to end 

@luvpika :
i feel worthles by my fucking own
Killing opposites i don’t know where to go
running from the cops i dont know if u know
boy these cliqs are not for show
and your never calling no

I GOTTA GOOO
i- i- im making money ur not my bro
Im feeling worthless (stutters)
boy gotta shoooow

wake up and i light my final cigarette
i have had enough of the internet

i dont need nobody and im going up regardless
chasin on that bag think i got em
wishing money but i rob em
i been on my grind way longer
(shoutout nvrtrst)
shut the fuck up bro ur not my type
If if if u see me then its ride or die
omg making money everyday now
wake up in the morning and i think about the game now

wasted effort +pika (mis4ortune x diligence)

og song (one piece op 24): www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSXr7O0hu-c
aint nobody do jrock like me

paint (one piece cover)

me/myself p. yugen sense

feat & prod @hiseph

lyrics
@hiseph
you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

@ampsyte
too late oh well
I hate to tell
whats on my mind
my brain a cell
cant take much more
i’ll close the door
i’ll knock again 
it’s such a chore

lately i’ve been feeling like i’m breaking the code
i don't wanna eat a gun but my brain might explode
i can't hate u in the end that’s what i hate the most
and i wanna leave it there leave me gone like a ghost

i won't fly im a waste of my wings
just say why was it really just me?
it’s alright i which i could've seen
it’s goodbye that’s just the way that it be

@hiseph
you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

scars w/ seph

silly fun song! expect more songs soon! <3

notes: not fully mixed and mastered because i lost ALL my projects a couple months ago...but that has not stopped me! i will continue sillies for the universe! :D

Dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a
O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a

Det blir en sensation överallt förstås
På fester kommer alla att släppa loss
Kom igen
Nu tar vi stegen om igen (O-a-a-a)

Så rör på era fötter, o-a-a-a
Och vicka era höfter, o-la-la-la
Gör som vi
Till denna melodi

Så kom och 
dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a
O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a

Så kom och 
dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

caramell★jerksen

lyrics :

as far as i go into the sunset
i'm always alone
you got nobody else to talk to
that's what i've been told
as far as i go
i need you the most
angel

i don't need none of that medicine
dopamine hitting my head again
i can see it through out different lens
the journey that i want it all to end
i'm not the same like i was back then
no need to wonder where i have been
all of the things that have happened
it taught me a valuable lesson

i know the world will never change
and our lives will never be the same
we don't go anywhere from here
oh i know

i will keep on moving on
until i faded disappear and gone
it's all i need
i wish i never born to see the world

nobody else will find a way to break inside
my grave i rest in tonight
enough is enough and i left it all behind
i don't wanna keep trying to reach you back

too bad
i'll reach the top
i'll go away forever
i don't exist in this world anyway
cuz my gravestone will be forever alone for so long

i will keep on moving on
until i faded disappear and gone
it's all i need
i wish i never born to see the world

gravestone

obnoxious <3

my BEST song yet, with Daikyu!! I hope u all enjoy, since ik I did!! :3 🫶

Daikyu: @daikore

Lyrics:

7fterlife:

i tried to think,
figure out the truth.
and what is wrong with me and wtf is wrong with u.

i c u hiding their, ur in my line of sight,
oh god please just come out i swear i do not fucking bite.

i wanna feel ur love,
i wanna fucking fly,
i wanna be with u til we are up up in the sky.

i wanna feel ur love,
i wanna fucking fly,
i wanna be with u til we are up up in the sky.

i have u in my line of sight

dont be afraid, nobodys gonna die tonight.
but i might blow some dynamite,
the party's just getting started and i am up and ripe.

and if u dont behave,
im telling u this now,
u will regret ur decisions for the rest of ur li-

i wanna feel ur love,
i wanna fucking fly,
i wanna be with u til we are up up in the sky.

i wanna feel ur love,
i wanna fucking fly,
i wanna be with u til we are up up in the sky. 

Daikyu verse:

if i got problems with you
then imma make it known
its called communication
i dont play no telephone
you wanna do it like me
but you can't recreate
if im bad or if im good ill always be the same
and i just decimate a beat or two then go back to it
this shit is fun and i dont make for you im making for this
everybody sound the same sometimes its getting boring
i promise imma change it up yeah i cant leave em snoring

7fterlife:

i wanna feel ur love,
i wanna fucking fly,
i wanna be with u til we are up up in the sky.

i wanna feel ur love,
i wanna fucking fly,
i wanna be with u til we are up up in the sky.

Up Up In The Sky (ft. Daikyu)

i dont wanna go back
to the past now
whatever we had but
i know we wont last
i dont wanna hold back
its the end now
i know that u miss but
i know we wont last

i know that u miss what we had
coz i do too
everytime we talked in the night
what we used to do
i dont know that u recall
when ur feeling down id give a call
i see ur moving on in life
and u seem like ur doing fine
everytime u post a story
i still get the butterflies
gotta act like i feel nothing
but it hurts to see u smile
even though its for the better
i cant ever call u mine

i dont wanna go back (prod. runawway)

Ice B

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