prod me

thanks for fw me I rly appreciate u :) whoever listening to this is super cool I bet or rly sad idk loll

lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

prod. me

(guitar by capsctrl)

<3
lyrics:
I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

look at me, look at me am I ugly?
I need honesty, I can see it in your face love.
do you really enjoy my time or am I jus comfort?
(am I just comfort?)
we can’t hold conversations in different places
(how the fuck does that work)
honestly you wouldn’t understand what goes on in me
this shit so hard to beat

I'm sorry i never meant for it to be this way
getting mad all the time, and then we sleep all day

I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

i'm sorry

i'm sorry.

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

ima be there w/heylog, not home, & skele

prod by me & soundcloud.com/remghost

lyrics:
homesick
so sick of always feelin like we won’t stick
im fucked up, know we fucked but we won’t leave
I love you, but you know if we keep doin this we gon be heartless

jus break me off, jus take me out.
I can’t keep runnin circles if u won’t hear me out

homesick

prod. me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

<3

lyrics:
sleepy eyes
and a tired face
u cant tell that its worth it thats why u spit in my face
I dont care what u think
I was there, probably
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

why the fuck u hate me
why cant u feel me baby
im strugglin to be honest
wanna knock myself unconscious for u

sleepy eyes
and a tired face
I don't care if you hate me you could spit in my face
I dont care, I'll be fine
I know I say that all the time
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

sleepy eyes

prod. me

lyrics:
i got a weak heart and wasted time 
I cant run from it so ill hide behind 
I rly wish I could tell u
I know u well but its jus somethin cant do 

rly whats the meanin of this 
im awake but inside im kinda bleedin and shit 
I wanna hide my face, dont wanna talk to u
I wanna run away dont wanna bother u 

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

baby dont scared 
Ima be there anyway dont give a fuck who cares
I dont give fuck im over it
I know im awkward and 
im sorry I cant be who u think I am
are u over me 
it gets hard when u get distant I cant rly see
what the fuck is goin on right in front of me  
im like hows ur day? can u tell me bout it
I feel like im in the way can u get me out of it

will I ever jus feel normal
or am I stuck wit this tmmr 
I dont think I can hold up

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

weak heart

@cay2o snapped, follow this man

lyrics:

do you remember when I would tell you everything that I felt?
I put my feelings all over your shelf
I felt alive and I came out my shell
but now, I dont know what got into me
pressure from pressure I was stuck and you were pissed at me
but right now thats history

starin at the ceilin
babe where are you?
I want you in my arms
but ig ill call you

like yeah, I been fucked up for almost a year
this life aint shit but I’m here for you
stumblin off track cause I fear the truth
that I’m only here to prove myself

I dont wanna be that
I know that i'm lyin when i tell myself that I need that
you care for me a lot it's not really hard to see that
baby you the best and im sorry that I just cant be like you
im gettin why you tell me what to do
cus we never really talk things thru
we both know thats not like you

like damn
why the fuck you look at me damn
I be doing what I want cause I can
I do what I want cause I'm me
I don't care if you hate you can leave

the ceiling

the ceiling (prod. cay2o)

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

cut my lips.

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

books

<3 ur all amazing

prod. me

lyrics:
is there really a good time that we could talk about it?
when I bring all this shit up I feel im so dramatic.
am I really the type of guy that u should talk to?
cause i’m kinda selfish
I wish that you would think this through.

look at my goals I’ve already done most of them
I dont know
where the fuck to go from here
I do this for all of you I feel like I’ve known you for years.

took me everything to get here
my complexion is gone I fuckin disappeared
wasting my life and i cant shed a tear
cant look them in the eyes cus im so fuckin insecure

sittin and thinking im buggin im not done with my life.
I got too much shit to do and its bout time I realize
that I can make my way back.
so tell me what the point is.. am I doin the right or is it pointless
dont say I copy shit bruh I fkn worked for this
stress is eatin at my body I fkn hurt for this

(yea it fkn.. yea it fkn hurts)

took me everything to get here
my complexion is gone I fuckin disappeared
wasting my life and i cant shed a tear
cant look them in the eyes cus im so fuckin insecure

dramatic

dramatic.

love tears us apart (prod.brobak

love tears us apart (prod.brobak)

check out the bros::
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn
lyrics 

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

snow on her dress watch us fade yea,
snow on her chest heart break yea,
she told me we should take break yea,
im lookin at my phone
dumb, stressed out, and i feel all alone,
don’t
try to use yo dome,
if i break out i jus hope i go home,
stressed out in the back so im sippin on crone.

lil skele:
I took a lil too much 
I be moving slow shawty I ain’t in a rush 
yeah black out in the backseat
I’m a lil too fucked if u ask me 
yeah
it’s like bury me in Louis v 
I been hella faded my eyes getting hazy 
Ion love that bitch she crazy 
ion ever leave the house chill by my lonely 
i fw anybody don’t pick my phone up when it’s ringing 
bumping dg and I got wrist on icy 
feel like guitarboi sipping on peace tea
I been steady stacking bands I got the money

yung axstn:
The nicotine helps me get over 
I’m not your friend you’re never sober 
my girl yeah she wants me over 
i feel the same just wish you were closer
now if you don’t mind I’ll be back in a bit
Cause the shit in my head it makes me wanna quit
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there 
and I know that you want me right there
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there
you miss me all the time I just wish I was right there

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

it's getting harder to sleep now (w/lil skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

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it's getting harder to sleep now. (w/skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

support: https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics
i saw ur eyes in the shadow of my closet
i take it all, if i didn’t i woulda lost it
lots of x’s in my brain, i feel the cross hit
relaxed to the max in stacked fit

breaking hearts, like my shawty, do u feel me,
I’m fucked up, but its normal, u don’t feel me
don’t hate on the dream of a failure,
i just wish that i could just fly away forever.

waiting for the day i get to see her
she’s light itself, but im the reaper
darkness himself, lives inside me
i just wish that i could get these pills outside of me.

i saw ur eyes in the shadow of my closet
i take it all, if i didn’t i woulda lost it
lots of x’s in my brain, i feel the cross hit
relaxed to the max in stacked fit

shadow of my closet

shadow of my closet. (prod.caspr)

thanks for everything 

follow suisai: https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

lyrics:
and i just want you to know that, im fine
i know i looked sad, im just bad at goodbyes
everynight i get high and have flashbacks
but can't remember ur face, and im so glad

yea i can't remember your face, i wont chase it
blunt stuffed with 3g's im ok, i'll face it
its bout time i fell out of love, had enough of your shit
its time to get over it.

suisai:
please turn around
wanna re live that moment
picture perfect

like the first time 
we'd ever locked eyes
you knew it too then

that this wasn't right, there was that
look you had, i could see
my whole world
its shattered now, everything 
crumbling, i could lose it all

but your pupils tell the story
keep watching for a good ending
even tho know it'll never come

flashbacks

flashbacks w/suisai (prod.spyder)

follow https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

lyrics:
u said it takes one to know one, but I dont rlly care
got my heart in a cage aint nobody goin in there,
I been gettin bands, I dont rlly see the point tho
everybody judges I can see through they halos

Im in a struggle 
I go through hell
I can barely smoke 
cuz my brain inhales 
all the fuckin toxins in my blood i cant tell
if im goin crazy im a lion in a cell

I been stayin down, im fucked up
my brain stay hatin me an I feel stuck
I cant make shit if I feel numb so I take one to the face and I get rlly fucked

i try to hard!
(most the time and im over it, over assumptions)
I need a sign that its not too far!

lion in a cell

lion in a cell (prod.nevrfall)

lyrics:

It was cold when I met you
I didn't think that I would ever pull through
now your hearts on the rescue 
saving me from thoughts that would haunt you

Imma give you my hope
and we’ll take pics on the road
baby lets take this slow x2

if I loose you, ill dig a bigger hole than if i’d mess up
I cant control it 
your hand looks cold girl lemme hold it
there's nothin like the way u walk 
I think that's what sold it

It was cold when I met you
I didn't think that I would ever pull through
now your hearts on the rescue 
saving me from thoughts that would haunt you

staring at ceiling, girl where are you?
I want you in my arms but imma call you
these lonely nights of fearin what i'm gon' do
lookin at life, I can't see it without you x2

i can't see it without you x3

cold

cold (you pt.2) (prod.ocean)

ly guys

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/prodspyder

lyrics:
noone can break me down
I put myself in the ground
no way ur gettin me out
of my head, in my bed
I sleep through all the dread
in my heart, turned to stone
run away from my home

oh
you wanted someone to know
I wasnt there and I hope
you find someone that the needs you the most
don’t
go on an keep callin my phone
I like when im all alone
in the sheets I turn into a ghost

say goodbye I might fall tonight
cyanide in my colon, I
hope that u get the message
cuz im to scared jus to text i

oh
i wasnt there for u why would call
girl don’t
tell me you love i dont care at all

breakdown

breakdown (prod.spyder)

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘦

lyrics:
I know I seem different, sit down u should listen 
I know I feel so distant, im not me I kno u wont miss this

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x2

I don't even know who I am
i'm aching 
its suffocating 

smoke some shit, hope i feel it
my chest to weak for these feelings
I start breathing heavier 
, i'm insecure, my life's a blur

fuck I wanna feel u on my lips, yea
I know hasn't been long but I still miss yuh 
u callin my phone u cant leave alone
I rlly like that, I cant lie 
yea I rlly cant fight that 

confused ab my life and where i'm goin now
I hope I make but sometimes I think don't kno how

“ look at the brightside” fuck that 
u don't even know me 
sayin shit like u rlly think we homies

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x3

chemicals

chemicals (prod.kamikaze)

s/o soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

me:
its the same shit,
3g’s and I face it
I stay breakin
down larry in the basment
distance
I feel distance between us
try to make up all these false candle wishes x2

skele: 
yeah, hop in the whip and i dash
brand new beam all black
im off the shit i might crash
ya
a couple k in my wallet
brand new car just bought it
racks pour out my wallet
might get rich and buy hot topic
its the same shit
everyday i dont feel it
the distance, baby tell me do u miss this
i cant face it, i dont think im gonna make it
i cant take it, down larry in the basement

me:
why you try so hard?
i wanna go back to dancing in the snow in my front yard, 
jus take a picture it'll last long, you act like I wouldn't care if you were gone well you're so wrong. 
put an 1/8 in a blunt and then I face it, then replace it because

its the same shit,
3g’s and I face it
I stay breakin
down larry in the basment
distance
I feel distance between us
try to make up all these false candle wishes x2

larry og

larry og w/skele (prod.yago)

lyrics:

I give everything, it never comes back to me
why am I so nice to ppl who rlly dont mean shit to me 
why do I keep thinkin so much I rlly need some company 
I rlly need u next to me

they say wake up but I dont wanna go
I jus wanna lay in bed until I grow old
I dont rlly wanna show 
do u rlly wanna know what i know 
cause I know its hard.

u discard
everything so hard 
u act like i dont exist but u got my heart


wasted potential
20 mil but im still broke
I hate how life goes 
I hate this cycle

wasted potential

wasted potential [prod. blade901 x 5head]

<3
lyrics
they callin up my phone cause i glowed
i ain never had no one to hold yuh
now Im switched up shawty yeah im bitched up
I’m on my shit baby i don switched up

yeah I’m eating cream cakes in the hallway
listening to taking back sunday
imma start doin shit my way
more confidence this year and always

I’m burnin up
i feel the warmth of her touch
i feel the rage of the sun
its already begun
imma make this my year
imma make all u hear me. x2

they callin up my phone cause i glowed
i ain never had no one to hold yuh
now Im switched up shawty yeah im bitched up
I’m on my shit baby i don switched up

yeah I’m eating cream cakes in the hallway
listening to taking back sunday
imma start doin shit my way
more confidence this year and always

switched up/glowed up (p.splashgvng)

shoutouts to https://soundcloud.com/itsokayroses for hoppin on this wit me

lyrics:

dam u rly stuck up
I been sittin here waitin for yo love but
u mad again and thats bad luck
u dont care that my days fucked
and it goes on and on and on and I cant figure out
what are u mad about?
why are u sad again?
I keep searchin for stupid little reasons to be like this
but u keep searchin for stupid other reasons for me to be pissed
I might as well not call at all, I fall so hard against ur wall
I been thinkin bout last week, why u always ask me “how are we doing, are u fine, are u passed me?” lastly,
I wanna talk about us fr, cus u been distant and I dont know how to feel when u cut me off like traffic
I swear to god ive had it.

dead roses:
wait, can we jus lay here
u can go on and on about ur troubles, lets get cozy and cuddle
it can be like the first time we met I dont know where we went
feels like the love is gone I can tell in ur words,
I jus wanna know whats goin on
u been layin low I know somethings wrong
I just wanna feel ur breath once more
wanna put my head on ur chest, feel ir heartbeat and ur hands on my neck as the world burns and our lips connect
cause I, cant help but realize whats going on, whats going on
cause I felt that way before I know its hard, I know its hard

stuck up

stuck up w/ roses (p. eric godlow)

Prod by. me :)
mastered by soundcloud.com/cay2o
lyrics:

they whisper to me, wither away
don’t want them to see so I cover my face
i’m insecure and my feelings dont matter
stuck in a loop am I like this forever
fuck it I might be
feelin low like highkey
how you act so fuckin bland like a white tee
I dont think you understand why you like me
why you like me you ain nothin like me

ima do it for my friends and the people who don’t mean shit
cause I’m the only one who gon give what they need
shit if I ain gonna make it
then I hope whoever does knows how to treat a fuckin bag and keep they friends close too
dont know you do I have to,
crack a smile to a stranger, bet they lied too
gonna get a tattoo, 18 real soon
ima hussle till I make up back to you

I don’t want no problems
cause I ain gonna solve it
I know everyone around really hates me and it’s okay
i’m sleepin till its too late
for any of my plans to work
fuck it ima wake up when all this shit easier

nothin like me

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

if u wanted to w/skele

prod by me //

lyrics:

i don't think it's fair how u talk to me like this, i get so fuckin pissed i wanna throw my fuckin fist thru the wall.
i dont rlly care if u talk down on my name, I got family care about me I don't need u and these lames.

time is ticking, time is ticking, they can't hear me out.
all this isolation got me feeling distant now.
far from perfect, I'm not worth it, get away from me.
fml i kinda hate it, that's the truth at least.

oh, how did I fall so low
no don't..

"u cant tell the truth" u tell the truth, but u gon fuckin lie.

i lay in bed afraid to death, i lay awake at night.

fracture

prod by me again love u guys <33

lyrics:

maybe its the way that I been feelin lately
I keep trippin on your laces its so complicating 
suffocated by your breathe
while you’re sleeping
tell me is it me or is it everything this weekend

so its me and you 
in this polaroid burnin 
I cant seem to tell the truth
its so hard when im with you
burnin pictures in my wallet you can see it right 
its the only way im ever gonna sleep at night

fk it tho, it’s okay im gettin my money up
I know you dont believe me but I give a fk
if I fall, imma end it all
im tired of these fights endin in draws

I get so fkin stressed that I cant calm down
and all my friends are busy and they gone now
I cant help but feel alone cus I dont go out 
im so stuck in my head I cant get out 

I say I love you and I mean it, I know you dont believe it
all the shit that I been feelin I wish I wasnt breathin 
I seen it cant believe that im not dreamin 
I always close my eyes cause I cant look I’ll jus be terrified 

terrified, of my visions, im so terrified
look me in my eyes, cant u see this fkin parasite
parasite, eatin at me killin me inside
I cant fall asleep and I cant get up I put my life aside

polaroid

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

stay here

stay here w/skele & yung axstn (prod. cay2o)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jolst for the fye beet

lyrics:
i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore. x2

i get so pissed and i hate it, i know im not me jus say it.
my posture sucks and im breaking my back just to stand, but i won't say shit.
everybody use my energy like im a fuckin phone
they like "kais is fuckin stupid god i bet he'll never know" 
yeah i notice, its hard to know shit 
i don't really talk to them because im too damn focused.

too damn focused on dreams that i have you should know this,
if i ever give this up because some bullshit in my head i'll regret till i die, i'll regret it till im dead.
shit don't make sense
how am i supposed to get this off my chest?
i been tryin my best
they're not impressed
how am i supposed to feel when i can't rest?

i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore.

insecure (prod. jolst)

merch out now<3

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

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