Shoot for the stars aim for the moon type vibe ⭐️

alone w arid (mxsui)

Sorry it's been a while
Thx @chriad 4 mix & master

Lyrics:

Why'd you lie
You said that I'd be fine
Said it was in my mind
You lied but at least you tried
More than most would do for me
I wish they could see
My Misery...

My health, on the decline
I can't tell
What you mean by im not well?
Can't you see why I can't tell?
Wanna live, but kill myself
And I won't cry cause it won't help
And I'd choose life if it wasn't hell
It's not my fault im just unwell

That's my life
That's my life
Wanna die
do you wanna die?
I tried, I tried, I tried
I'm unwell, unfit to survive
but you lied, you lied
Cause this life is yours and not mine

Fine, I accept the fault was all mine
And I apologize for your time
In the end, I can say I tried

That's my life
That's my life
Yes I cried
Cause it's too hard to survive
Take what's mine
You'll get nothing if you take what's mine
Waste of time
That's the story of my life...

Life's A Tragedy

Life's A Tragedy (SwiftSlash)

featuring @llostvision & @xona (check them out)
produced by me & @xandror2
expect more music from me from now on :)

lyrics
seph 
treat me like a butterfly
i can't make amends while i'm falling down
you got me fucking switching sides
i thought that we were friends
it goes all around

this shit been going on 
i don't think that i can take it
leave me in the dark 
got me feeling so sedated
tearing me apart
you don't think bout what you saying
stab me in the heart
swear my body been decaying

ellvee 
i can feel the bugs crawling under my skin 
i’m lost in the void I don’t know where I’ve been 
no point in fighting back you already win 
god there’s something evil the way that she grins

i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 
i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 


xona
you decide what i'll do, i shot a text and i didn't answer too
(don't)
you don't need the help and my truth
i can't even stick to one of my attributes
i sit aside with just me, issues are involved with you it seems
never tend to end and I want it to be
burning through the pages that i write and read, it's on me

treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides
treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides

butterfly w/ ellvee & xona (seph & xandror2)

@victxrw
@012207
@1wasterr

[arid]
u know im doin what i can
i know it wasnt planned
but everything's so real
u know im fallin wen u stand
spinnin round in my head
just give me time to heal

its not what i wanted
do u know the deal?
cuz im feeling haunted
ur taking me back
where we had started
i tried to reach out
but im not far yet

[victxrw]
i so feel hopeless
cuz im at my lowest...
i thought we knew this
tht im always useless
i need a distraction 
2 keep my mind at bay
when i see my vision blacken
i still say im okay :):

when im really not
nothing is enough
i need it 2 stop
im coughing up blood >_<
falling off the cliff
bones breaking brittle
ur 2 hard to love
ur just like a riddle

wanted w/ victxrw [me + baz + wasterr]

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change

(blit)
its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
(go)
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change
dont try 2 talk to me if u dont like me
yea u do all this stupid stuff 2 spite me
its killing me, the pain its stuck inside me
i dont like u, im just tryna say it nicely

did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it 2 me
(blit)
did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
(go)
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it t-

(blit)
(go)
(blit)
(im restless, no sleep)
(ik i hurt u, go burn me)
(go)
(whats wrong with me)

(165)

i'll never change

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPIRhrhSVjo
Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
With one mistake
A flap of the wings
Blown out of the water
It changed everything
It kept on spiralling bigger and out of control
And it just worsened and worsened until it ate me whole
Reduced to a monster
Falling down for you
A million nights alone
A lost state without a home

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

You’re in my brain now don’t think I could change it
Stuck in bad patterns and I can’t even say it
Yeah I was told a few times and I know it’s dangerous
But knowing how I am, I’ve tried before and I’m
Still inside I can’t open up
Tryna change my life cause I’m sick of us
Just going round in circles
I’m the horse that fell over every hurdle (ah, ah)

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

Music Video

Opal Eyes

spotify 14th jan 2023

ty @buginfestedfloorboards for main guitar :3 rest is prod me 

the stars align
the knife turns inside
i find new ways
its all the same

it hurts too badly
this story ends sadly
my pains too heavy
just end me
just end me

keep trying
keep crying
keep trying
and never stop

keep trying

with @serginaa :D

produced by zekzo, tanuki & soma @zekzo099 @prodsoma 
mixed & mastered by tanuki & marmal8
art by: https://twitter.com/kmk221B

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:

why do i try?

all my time is running me out on me
yet i never got to tell you my thoughts
was too scared to get close to you 
but i’ll never make the same mistakes again

i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
u could lift me up then just watch how i melt
through ur fingertips 
put up with all the cards you’ve dealt
if you cared how i felt
you’d never say that to me
but it’s no surprise 
when i look into ur eyes

avit:
and just see how empty you are
walking ‘round like you’re already dead 
makes me sick to see u like this
don’t understand it 
but my hands are all tied

sergina:
i can’t force it out of u to tell me that ur fine
when the hour fades 
ur heart is cold compared to mine
i know u forgot
it doesn’t mean that ur alright
so come find me somehow 
find me somehow 

avit:
i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
i would never run away, i’m right here
and forever will never be enough
i don’t care what u decide in the end
so just wait, could u wait?

gina:
do u see me?
do u feel hurt?
watch as i bleed
for what it’s worth 
is this the cost?
is this what’s love?
cuz if it is
i should give up

avit:
i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
i would never run away, i’m right here
and forever will never be enough
i don’t care what u decide in the end
so just wait, could u wait?

No One But You

Stream!

No One But You feat. Sergina (Prod. Zekzo & Soma)

maim. +blxty & mental

Prod https://soundcloud.com/vibemode & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Backup vocals from https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves https://soundcloud.com/josslockwood & https://soundcloud.com/polly-urethane
Art by https://soundcloud.com/worldwidewilly

How could you mean it?
Whatever you know 
I was somebody
Don’t touch til your gold

You can’t say
I deserve it
I was there when 
You couldn’t be all alone 
Whoever you are 
Your soul will get reached to
Have the fun that you need to
Cause it’s gon be all gone
Can it be
The one that you see
No matter it’s cold
I know you miss me
And you’ll hold your tongue
When it’s all done
Done done done



Your love feels out of body how could you feel him yourself 
Saw him act like nothing walking in December well 
I was looking forward seeing friends is how I dealt 
But seeing him in person you can’t fathom how it felt 
How it felt how 
Coldness turnt to melt how 
Could it happen so quick 
I get it I know why
Don’t really I’m on standby 
To me he’s like your dream guy
I know not you would bleed out
I feel so naive how
Why holding on to you hurts so bad
You never know what you miss til it’s gone gone gone
You won’t speak til you’re
Wrong wrong wrong
Wrong wrong wrong

You can’t say
I deserve it
I was there when 
You couldn’t be all alone 
Whoever you are 
Your soul will get reached to
Have the fun that you need to
Cause it’s gon be all gone
Can it be
The one that you see
No matter it’s cold
I know you miss me
And you’ll hold your tongue
When it’s all done
Done done done

When It's All Done (o0o & Rosesleeves)

do you know its okay?
you know its just fine
oh it don’t mean nothing
if i’m left behind
and you make me crazy
i know when you lie
you don’t have to save me
we had a good time

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

i don’t wanna be over
in spite of it all
if you ever need comfort
just give me a call
nothing ever gets warmer
it only gets cold
if you ever need me
you know i’m yours.

i dont wanna be here
not without you
i dont wanna be here
not without you
not without you.

white lies

wouldn't you wanna learn how to stop?

Ruin You For Me (music video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSN673-gMqY

When It's All Done (o0o & Rosesleeves)

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