october playlist

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bipolar(vile)

@omgisai @1afflicted

lyrics:
a-a-a-a i don’t get it
a-a-a-a i-i don’t regret it
c-c-can u shut up
i already said it
yeah ur so dumb
maybe just forget it

a-a-a got a glock, where im aimin?
one shot in his head, now he faceless
he a no name yeah he fucking nameless (nameless)
w-w-we put his head up on the pavement

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me dead
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me de-e-a-ad
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend
end-end-end-end
end-end-end-end

its so lame bro
u the same bro
we sending shots out
we gon make it fatal
its so lame bro
u havent changed bro
we sending shots out
we gon make it fatal

said i like u 
but i just like to pretend
hunnid shots yeah 
u are not my friend
if i pull up w that choppa its the end
(of ur life) 
yea if he talking down
we gon pull up with that-

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me dead
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me de-e-a-ad
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend
end-end-end-end
end-end-end-end

pretend ft. isai

track inspired by @yuzue ily
very diff track i hope yall liek :3

lyrics:
so tell me why?
tell me whyd you have to lie to my face like that
inside my mind
inside my mind i feel like i have been so trapped
i think that i got 2 attached 2 u
fked around n lost now theres nun i can do
tryna figure my way outt (tryna figure my way out)
nd i lost all that i got
ik that i cant fix all my flaws
n ik that i js say that alottt :/
but im so scared that i might js fall off the edge

(js kno i tried so hard 2 make it right)
(but im not scared to die if it means ill die for you, die for you)

n i try so hard to contain myself but it seems like nothing js work now
nd everyday i try so harddd, but it doesnt work out
u cant save me, u js break me
p-p-push me off the edge fall 100 feet down
u cant save me, u js break me
fell into ur trap now u got me looking like a fkin clown

i losttttt, all that i got (all that i got)
i cannottt, cope w my loss (cope w my losss)

lost all i got

decided to make a part 2 for https://soundcloud.com/1akura/lost-all-i-got-02ashes-1
prod drmabeats
lyrics:

that day u told me its over
nowadays its all i think ab
ur heartt gets cold like october
cn u pls tell me wen things went right south
whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

when its time ill come out
from this mess out my shell
say ur fine i cant tell
(tht ur really not)
but i guess time will tell
when will i find myself
stuck in the pits of hell
(ik u never cared)

now im done stop tryin
u tried to take it all from me
yea i stopped, stopped cryin
from memories that made me bleed
yea im done stop tryin
ur somethin that ill never need
ur evil stay away ffrom me
i swear that ur heart is full of greed

whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

lost all i got pt. 2

digicore ft. teto !! referenced a bunch of other teto songs here too :)
prod by yandere <3
art by me yes its imitating channel lol

reach u ft. kasane teto「yandere」

start boring 
01:05 <--  main part

@selfloved

and it's fucking 2am, still thinking 'bout you.
everything is stuck inside my head, don't know what to do.

yeah i will stalk your instagram to see what you do,
'cause i love you so much it breaks my heart in two.

2am, i can't let you go.
2am, i still need to know.
2am, my heart says stay.
2am, you drift away.

i know its just not gonna enough,
baby i might be in love.
don't make me feel unloved,
i will give you all i have,
but i look so bad your everything i have left.

God baby im looking out for you,
i need your love now.
just follow me inside my bed,
you already are inside my head.

God you make overthink my life,
i need you here right now, all the time.

God baby you look so beautiful,
ima loser but its okay.

OMG you look good,
OMG marry me.

can you now take me,
i need your love right now.
i been waiting all the time to be with you.

God can you be mine now,
God can you fuck me now.
God you look beautiful,
just take out my soul.
blow my head out right now,
im gonna kill me now,
cause your not here right now,
you're with a different guy.

me, a stalker? no

erd (krovarxiv + seerkle)

produced by m0rphxne & nte

OUT ON ALL PLATS

all this time i was sat there crying
all this time you were sat there lying
point that gun and you shot with violence
at the heart so i broke the silence
i saw it all before the fall
every time i went outside and
so screw it all i saw too much
dont plan to die unless it's mindless

now im six feet under, loved her
told her everything stuck to wonder
one thing that she never learned was to 
shut the fuck up leave me alone get your luck up

all this time i was sat there crying
all this time you were sat there lying
point that gun and you shot with violence
at the heart so i broke the silence
i saw it all before the fall
every time i went outside and
so screw it all i saw too much
dont plan to die unless it's mindless

ENTITLED W/Ellierokks (prod. centrlx + wxwx21)

@diegointhedark @ddertbag

had 2 reup track glitched :x

red light w/diegointhedark (ddertbag)

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