beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

cuts on my face i cant kiss urs
but i wont cry cuz it burns
salt in the wounds as they call it
i cant describe how it hurts

no one else ever mattered
no one else ever cared
pieces of my brain scattered
trying to find u but ur not there

oohooh saw u at the dance
but i cant approach u no i jus cant
no i jus cant move
no i jus cant move

cuts on my face i cant kiss urs
but i wont cry cuz it burns
salt in the wounds as they call it
i cant describe how it hurts

no one else ever mattered
no one else ever cared
pieces of my brain scattered
trying to find u but ur not there

requiem for you - salt in the wounds

listen my whispers before I never speak again, let's keep this secrets, can't handle this #😭

and all I have is pictures of you

sample is bedroom community by glass beach, amazing song

here it is again
a heart of excitement in the form of a girl who hates her life
as she sits alone on the floor of her bedroom
waiting for answers, wasting time

here it is again
i wish he had substance
wish that you'd notice right from wrong
that does not concern me
im just a lil kid
playing in the snow, having fun

i hope he'll be okay, 'kay
even if you don't notice
but everybody knows he hates his life
that does not concern anyone, it's so sad
they would only care if he takes his life

and as he comes back from school its like a lock on his heart
he's trapped in these walls
he's here for an eternity
then he drops his fucking bag beside him
nobody greets him
he's just standing stupidly
run into his room and the door is locked and shut, not open, nobody ever calls him back
so he'll never leave his bedroom in this bedroom community

a girl who hates her life

prod. rutherford

i’m wishing that i died back in 2023
why can’t ever just stay happy
it’s not what i wanted but i guess im finally free
take me back inside so i don’t freeze
look at me stand alone just imagine all my pain
it’s like you forgot about that day

did you even look back

Austincore:

I know that you're the one 
Who already know
It's too late 
Yeah I'm on the floor
Clutching my note, and you hope
That I'm waiting sitting so patiently 
But you'll see me lying down
In permanent sleep and you'll know

Junkermail:

Baby I need you to understand please
Cause you see
I just want you to believe in me
And you said
It just wasn’t really that deep
But the marks on my arm
Came at 0c a piece

And you know

How many days you've been
Away from me
And I can’t speak my mind
So I just say cheese
And I hate the feeling of crushing 
On you so bad
And when it come to conversation 
I have nothing to add
But hey your candy eyes
Make you look so sweet
But when you say something sour
I just broom and sweep
Underneath the shower water
I just sit and think
How things would be
If it was just you and me

Rvbes:

I swear you're in my walls
The way I still hear your voice
You just left me to fall
You left me with no choice

Now I just stare at the ceiling
I can't shake this feeling
My heart feels so sore
and I can't take this anymore

You keep on calling and texting
Again and again and again and again
I really want this to end

You say it was my fault
Yet you won't look back
I locked my heart in a vault
So you won't get the last laugh

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