six days after christmas - all i had asked for

a page from my journal i made into a song

reset | prod sabotage

@menthol100s cover
beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

(ive felt
this way
oh no
i rlly shouldnt stay
i felt
so strange
will u
talk to me again?)

requiem for you - how is it already october (cover)

i will never reach eighteen

you’re always all up in my dreams

i don’t know what the fuck it means

 i never wanna go to sleep


every time 

you look at me

i start to float and feel so free 

i really thought you fucked with me

but that was just a fantasy 

feels like you’re my enemy 

you rockabye like anne marie


it’s simple like abc 

or maybe even 123

i love you more than my weed

and everyone i’ll ever meet 


bitch you took my soul from me 

you’re fucking up my self esteem

the only thing that helps is lean

or maybe some promethazine


everything felt like a scheme

or something from a movie scene


even when you’re in my dreams

you always drift away from me

i never wanna go to sleep

cus i will wake up and i’ll scream

dreams

a short project for valentines day (ALL PLATS)


It was right infront of you??? (feat. Losyr)

prod. @requiem-for-you + @kiheir

lyrics:
hold me, closely 
oh control me, only 
i'm obsessive, reckless
only me

valentine collector

rest in peace and fly high brother you got me through so much and im forever greatful for your music and wisdom, just out of respect this is probably my last song like this

a tribute should go on

Hope u enjoy 
lyrics:
i think i fell into my dream 
i feel red white blue yellow and maybe pink
maybe its just make believe 
maybe i gotta go and peek
maybe I'm a fucking loser 
cause i like unicorns and rainbows i like faggy girly things
gotta keep u and remind u I'm a loser in my dreams

Maybe pink?

prod @prodpishogue

art by my girlfriend @meow-602722542 :)

maybe its all fine by me
my anxiety crawling and crawling
maybe its all my fault 

:L

my last attempted

crushed

Plead Defeat

i’ve guarded my heart
With all that I can
Anticipating the walls
to fall in 

my shelter is your gaze
and i can’t bear to see

watching my arms retreat
i flag for surrender
put down my weapon 
and plead defeat
If I stand against your love
i’d rather let my knees go weak

i’d rather let my knees go weak

I don’t want to let you go 
I don’t want to let you go 
I don’t want to let you go 
I don’t want to let you go 