AMV OUT NOW ON MADDIE feels: https://youtu.be/tjJOkaXrGw4

MISERY

ig: @0yukixx
ninewaters ig: @lovefromninewaters

@0yukixx + @ninewaters

p. @ninewaters

stop feeling like this w/ ninewaters [p. ninewaters]

u got me in chains (prod. SHADE08)

produced by janj0

wispir x staggy x sadboymood :p

back & forth w/ wispir + staggy

produced by tykun

lyrics:

you said you'd be here til the end
you ripped my heart out
i don't know where to begin
guess i was not the human that i should've been
you always did me wrong 
i tried to let you win
everything passes so at least i know i will-
i will get better one day i won't have to deal-
with all the shit inside my head it gets too real
already tried hiding my feelings keep them sealed

tell me was all my fault?
tell me what i did wrong cause i don't know
i don't got no one to call
when i'm on the juice i keep losing control
i got way too many problems
i want to solve em,  can't do it on my own
maybe this time i'll go all in
maybe this time when i fall i won't break my bones

break my bones 
i need more some time
wish i can't rewind
but i can't rewind
i felt so right
just you and i
under the moonlight
under the moonlight


bridge

you said you'd be here til the end
you ripped my heart out
i don't know where to begin
guess i was not the human that i should've been
you always did me wrong 
i tried to let you win
everything passes so at least i know i will-
i will get better one day i won't have to deal-
with all the shit inside my head it gets too real
already tried hiding my feelings keep them sealed

i know that i'm not perfect
i know that i'm not worth it
i'm looking at the man inside the mirror i feel worthless
my cries for help ain't working
i guess i do deserve it 
i'm no longer a person
i'm no longer a person
i know that i'm not perfect
i know that i'm not worth it
i'm looking at the man inside the mirror i feel worthless
my cries for help ain't working
i guess i do deserve it 
i'm no longer a person
i'm no longer a person

spotify

til the end (tykun)

BHB IS BACK BBY! we finna start droppin on here again so show sum love!
https://soundcloud.com/fang_gang_noah_2
https://soundcloud.com/zenimoe

Baby Noah x Zeni Moe - Ballers (Hide The Blick)

I said again, I don’t wanna be a victim no more
You take your time, to make me weaker 
You see me bleed on the floor
It’s a miracle how I keep getting up for the same old shit
Think it’s time I dip 
Into the water again 
Water again
was there a subliminal message from all those voice notes you sent
Cus I can’t decipher guess this isn’t my sixth sense and I been
So lost for so long,
I’m bugged out 
And I 
Need a reason cause I’m flat out 
On my face again 

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid 

I’m just tired sitting in the corner again
I’m so tied up I can’t call none of my friends
I just wanna fade away till I don’t exist 
So I can’t complain 
I’ve been falling again 
Everyone they turning me down 
Like the grit and the gain 
Now they Spit in my face 
I’m left unfazed 
Pacing around 
Stuck inside a spiral or maze 

falling into the same trap
A thousand times
Tried to find my way out, 
But the guidance always lies
no need to go boast
Had me crawling like a roach
Think it’s time we made a toast
I’m forever as a ghost now

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid

Roach (feat. Vails Prod by. The Sound Clown and lvposeidon)

tell me abt it :/

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6ZWmDGmyYkcNxxpJ0jhQLp?si=7b29aaf5481c4e49

what can i do? | prod. michael harrison

hardwork

Changed Up

🌒💞💫💜

lyrics:

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
it's a long way home and i never wanna know
what if i fall? where will i land?

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
don't let me go
please don't let me go

i had a dream last night where i
fell down the stairs a thousand times
been feeling fine but every time i close my eyes
i think about all of the shit i try to hide

can't keep my doubts at bay
they'll never go away
i'm finding solace in my bed again
try to avoid the pain
i think of all i've gained
i know it's hard but i'm not giving in

it's far from over
i pull you closer
i can't do this on my own

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
it's a long way home and i never wanna know
what if i fall? where will i land?

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
don't let me go
please don't let me go

please don't let me go i hate this
i need some help i'm so frustrated
every night's another nightmare
lose my mind i need you right here

i can't describe what i keep in my chest
so fucking pissed i just wish i could rest
but i'm up with the sunrise again
won't you tell me that all of my hurt's gonna end?

it's far from over
i pull you closer
i can't do this on my own

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
it's a long way home and i never wanna know
what if i fall? where will i land?

before i go to sleep will you hold my hand
and tell me it'll all be fine in the end
don't let me go
please don't let me go

please don't let me go

stop feeling like this w/ ninewaters [p. ninewaters]

yuki (@0yukixx)