There is always help 💞 sm looove for all my frens dealing with these feelings.
1-800-273-8255 - Suicide Hotline 
1-877-226-3111 - Addiction Hotline
1-877-565-8860 - Trans Hotline
1-844-228-2962 - Eating Disorder Hotline
1-877-455-0628 - Self harm Hotline 
1-888-640-5174 - Depression Hotline 
1-703-360-7273 - Anxiety Hotline

these maybe won't work where u are so this too: http://ibpf.org/resource/list-international-suicide-hotlines

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pull on my hair, while we make out on the couch
i’m still lost in the fog, but the medicine helps 
i can’t get rid of you like a hair in my mouth
you’re the last thing i see right before i nod out 
angel dust crystal lite, make u ugly inside
tattered wings fluttershy, smoking on ultralights
i think tonight is the night, call the suicide line, passed out with a smile, i hope they find me in time

put it under my tongue let it melt in my mouth
feel the rush comin on, and my veins start to smile 
black wings carry me high, dark angels home in the sky
i gave up on life, my eyes dry but my thigh cry
bleed out in the tub, and my lips turn to ice 
i don’t wanna go but the shadows decide 
no time for goodbyes, save your tears i’ll be fine
fading away crawling back to the void

i think tonight is the night, call the suicide line
pass out with a smile, i hope they find me in time

tonight is the night, call the suicide line
pass out with a smile i hope they find me in time (╯︵╰,)" />

𝕤𝕦𝕔✄𝕪𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 - 💔13 Reasons Why prod. dead bart 💞💗

GRACE FOREVERMORE - Hate It All

prod https://soundcloud.com/cz100x
free digdat 🎱🎱🎱🎱🎱🎱🎱

digdat - 8 Style II //100x edit//

[~prod by me~]

*full version now available*

runnin up that hill (Kate Bush cover)

may ##clipsss @8t33n___

produced by @b4gr1m

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

last night, i was searching, steady burning
calling so far 'cause i swear that last night
when i was hurting, steady yearning
for you last night, all night
for you- i've been descending
my life is ending
i'm still pretending, all night
last night- i'm tryna run now
i'm tryna fall now, i'm tryna run now, run now

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

so dazed, i swear she want me
she doesn't know me, she can't control me
hold me- fold up
and now i'm driving, and i been crying
i'm searching for you, fly in-
fly there, i'll come and see them
i'm never free then
the burden's burning, i'm falling, i'm fucked up
they didn't know me, they'll never know me
they'll never find me, find me-

i swear to God that i'll never come around
you're searching far but i'm nowhere to be found
i'm in the snow i'm sippin medicine right now
she really bad i swear that she could hold me down
but i'm cursed and famous
my euphoria still been draining
and she could seek for my replacement
never could afford the payment

the last night [prod. before grim]

autistic trapstar freestyle

im still feelin sick im runnin now from smthn
right or wrong my heart responds n i dnt function
but my ceiling fan resolves under starlight
im still feelin what u call sick on long nights

it’s the year when i been runnin runnin runnin
im so numb that i forget who i wasnt
i still rly want u there, yea beside me
i still rly want u there, yea beside me

i been rottin / i been fallin
i dont have no cards to play but im all in
cant recall it / smthng wrong man
is it rly right or wrong when im all in
(in this calling)

sickness… used to want it all the time
twisted // watching from the sidelines
soullllll / used to feel u hide it
chokeee / whistle when u ride it

it’s the right thing tell me it’s the wrong thing
i was so lost / dreaming so disgusting
if you’re all in / tell me if im all in
i was fallin / into fucking darkness

so the ending was occurring to me nowww
when i show up they look at me like a clownnn
so just tell me if ull rly hold me down
all this money but im never goin outtt

ceiling fan [prod. wintertears x luvnote]

lyrics
bridge:
i think about you darling, and when i do it scars me.
and we can hit my plug, baby he won’t even charge me.

hook:
scared my heart may break with my hands around your waist.
i’m talking with my face, cause i don’t know what to say.
show me how you taste, plant a kiss upon my face.
i can show you everything you’ve dreamed about today.

s/o lil bro @callme004 on the beat, follow his IG @0tomekk
s/o @unfriendlyuser on the art, follow his IG @extratentacle