fck meds i mean ssri-type of antidepressant they hrdly even studied those meds sideffect enough for our minds.

since the first time i heard this song, I realized it would become one of my favorite songs :'(

prod. @charlieshuffler

LYRICS: 

before you speak upon my situation
what if I told you that my limitations 
are larger than you think 
and I can't push past them
no matter how hard I try
when the burdens that I'm forced to carry
got me dreaming about sleeping in the mortuary 
I feel the weight of my own personal ceiling
crumbling down to bury me
cause the structure of my mind is immutable like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing you can do about it
cause the structure of my mind is set in concrete like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing that you can do
I know it's hard to see
my brain tissue isn't exposed for all to see
but if it was I would hide it
like I hide everything else
I hide my feelings too 
but this is getting way too hard to keep from you
could you tell by the way I always moan like I'm depressed?
or is it the rope around my neck?
cause the structure of my mind is unchangeable like the color of my eyes
I'm a fuck up by design and there's nothing I can do about it
the medication is a joke
it just makes me want to choke myself with my own two bare hands
until I suffocate and die
wipe your tears, wipe your tears
I didn't mean to make you cry
I'm just trying to explain why I'm like this
the color of my eyes
and I would change that too 
I know it's cliche but I always wished that they were blue
or green
maybe I'll go and buy some colored contacts
woooahhhhhhhh

color of my eyes (prod. charlie shuffler)

ship me in a big box
please forget to poke holes
i say sorry too much
your words are just too cold

you told me to kick rocks
life is just so dull
back, theres still tomorrow
kob says this is getting old

fire and fury you wont burn for me
ive got clouds right above me
its been like this since i was scene
you dont even know me

call my name ill turn away
been like this for several days
your love burns within me
with fire and fury 

you told me
everything is gonna be fine
this isn’t close to being right
im so sick of choosing sides
can i just sleep through the night

all my friends are dead, im so alone 
im so sick, i dont wanna go home
my cars still broken man, i dont know 
ship me in a box, i dont wanna go home 

https://open.spotify.com/album/3gLNf3lyI1U6af8GonYxTU?si=5QJDx-x2RIq1bD3EfMWxMg

big box (prod. hkfiftyone)

BETTER OFF

inside my head (Feat. Brady Amour)

fuck it if i make it, ion even care at all :(
https://soundcloud.com/emofruits

rainfall w/ emo fruits

isolation music (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

Bonnie and Clyde feat. aka Luca (prod. splashgvng)

tell me if it hurts

tell me if it hurts w/ bangss [prod. vaegud & hxrxkiller]

MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LMNGAEJgIM&feature=youtu.be

Self titled track from my upcoming EP "Selfish"
8.30.2019

lyric video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvtTJUtRKk0&ab_=&ab_channel=Fearce

prod @prodreaper
recorded @ Sound Vault Studios Chicago

-Lyrics-

Not another song about a girl
That used to consider me her world
Oh why must this always happen
You know I've told you before when we were just friends
That I
Can't stand to be in love
Another year goes by 
Suffice on other drugs tonight
I'm sorry i never told you
So confused about life
I just wanted to hold you

Selfish down the center now i can see
Never could i understand the reasons that you'd tell me
So stuck in my own self-sorrow
Always acting like you'd be here tomorrow

Self - indulgent to the core
You scream that you don't care
But you go looking for more
Always turn another page
To find out you've been there
This world is gonna end
Will you stay or will you finally change
That same story you've been telling

It's about fucking time that we all start yelling

Can't say i never told you
After all of these years
I just wanted to know you

Selfish down the center now i can see
Never could i understand the reasons that you'd tell me
So stuck in my own self-sorrow
Always acting like you'd be here tomorrow

Selfish (prod. reaper) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

When i look down i never really got that far
And when i look up i remember im counting all the stars
When i look down i never really got that far
But when i look up i remember im counting all the stars

Wasting all my time on 
You while your with him
Wastin’ away

I came so damn far just to turn around and go back home
Spent all the money i had tryna get to you now im all alone
Anxious stressed and depressed is just a cocktail that i know so well
Cant get your face out my head i hope a bullet in this gun will help

Yell
Yell
Help
Help
Help
HELP

for anyone, anywhere

to whom it may concern

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[intro]
midwest city boy upset, midwest city boy upset
im a goner i confess, im a goner i confess
bullet holes inside my chest, chest
im upset all the time

[hook]
collapsed lungs but I keep on breathing
dont know how my hearts still beating
life is a game then I must be cheating
simulate death & youre the reason

I cant get a grip these days, feels like im grasping at straws
jump ship & battle these waves, too late the damage is done
tear drops all over my face, pop pills just to feel love
strait jacket down to my waist, white room its where I belong

[bridge]
im a goner im a goner yeaa
im a goner im a goner yeaa yeah
ohhhh ohhhh

[hook]
collapsed lungs but I keep on breathing
dont know how my hearts still beating
life is a game then I must be cheating
simulate death & youre the reason

I cant get a grip these days, feels like im grasping at straws
jump ship & battle these waves, too late the damage is done
tear drops all over my face, pop pills just to feel love
strait jacket down to my waist, white room its where I belong

[outro]
stay strong, for what?
I think ive seen enough
right now, its dark
but all the lights are on x2

Goner 2

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Goner 2 (prod. kid.missile)

your least favorite artist's least favorite artist
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color of my eyes (prod. charlie shuffler)

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