FUCK A MUSIC CRITIC TOO I TAKE A PISS OUT ON MY OWN ART 

The song as a whole is awesome. But I am in love with that instrumental. Like wow. Just beautiful

x X x

https://soundcloud.com/wakeup-gavin
vocals mixed by @cpt_sad

every time i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
talk to ur bitch i try my luck
i know that she wanna fuck she wanna fuck
yeah she wanna fuck!
how i know cause she talked me up
she pulled me off right to the side said baby let me slop u up
idk what the fuck ur on about i just wanna get this nut!

played out 
fade out
all these thoughts inside my head
they fuckin sound the same now
never one to do this shit in front of you
i gotta keep it to myself
i been in the background worrying all abt my health 
every little detail you thought you knew so well
was all apart of the plan i wont pick up my cell
stashin all my shit up in the centerfold
i get pulled over but theyll never find the fuckin shit im on
baby wont u let me go jus let me go i gotta go
every second away from my addiction thats a deeper hole
i dig for myself
i need sumn to distract me
nothin in this world will ever seem 2 make me happy
i flick my ash all up in the backseat
drive away my feelins like a mf taxi
something in this light makes me see 
every detail in ur face
theres no fucking way ill ever remember this day

i step outside gotta double up
this beat im on is hard as fuck
i been always tryin my luck
but idk what the fuck is up
i know what u be thinkin
i know i cant be wrong
i know what i be thinkin
i thought it all along
life will surely change in the blink of an eye
what once made me laugh will now bring tears to my eyes
im off away with it
i never fuck with this
i dont want to believe 
that what u did to me
is still fuckin with me to this day to this day
i just wanna throw it all away

music video

stash it in the centerfold (prod wakeupgavin)

prod. @peteproduction_cz
engineered @IOFmusic

lyrics:
I feel sorry for myself now
so sorry
cause no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
I wrote tons of different drafts
but no one respects my craft
does it just sound like every other sad sob story
I thought I'd at least gain points for the honesty
and vulnerability
but I feel sorry for myself now
so sorry
cause no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
I was promptly made aware that nobody really cares
I guess it sounds like every other sad sob story
that no one is trying to hear
I apologize to all you guys
I'm so sorry
you must be tired of hearing about my sad sob story
I know I don't need coddling but I still hate all this tough love shit
isn't there a middle ground between sympathy and judgment?
I was just trying to be honest
but I feel sorry for myself now
so sorry
cause no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
guess it got repetitive cause it was always the same shit
I know it sounds like every other sad sob story
that no one is trying to hear
nobody wants to listen to my sad sob story
no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
nobody's trying to listen
nobody wants to listen
nobody gives a fuck about my sad sob story
now I'm starting to question if this whole thing's for me
cause I'm kind of tired of listening to my own sob story
I should burn it all in rage
and then turn to a new page
to leave behind the ashes of my old sob story
that no one was trying to hear
no one was trying to listen to my sad sob story
no one was trying to listen to my sad sob story

Stream on Spotify

sob story (prod. pete production)

nothing,nowhere. - CHR0MAKILL3R (unreleased)

Inmyheadfreestyle

big thanks to the producers and features on this mixtape go check them out.

9. You (Prod. Chromoc)

<3 
Art and song all done by Brady Amour 
vocals mixed by @forestafire
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Now you lay down with these pictures in your head 
Praying out loud wishing you were dead 
Watch my body fall into the street

Sleep in my clothes 
When I’m sleeping over 
this time your gone 
I hope it’s not over 

Promise me you left the key
Promise me you left the key
I swore I’d do anything 
I swore I’d do anything 

Imma take back like I know you wanted 
I’ve grown tired of feeling nothing 
I don’t  think  it’s  me.  
Now you lay down with these pictures in your head 
Praying out loud wishing you were dead 
Watch my body fall into the street

Sleep in my clothes 
When I’m sleeping over 
this time your gone 
I hope it’s not over 

Don’t tell me that you’re leaving 
I know you don’t need this 
I’m keeping every secret
Promise that you’ll see it

I hope its not over (prod. Brady Amour)

prod. @sorrow_bringer

lyrics:

I face denunciation as they frown on me
for all the times I lost my reason and took a dive straight off the deep end
now everything around is falling down on me
I grapple with this sinking feeling as the cracks grow in the ceiling
I feel the waves of melancholy drowning me
while artists spread their shitty spam to all their non-existent fans
I hear the voices grieving for their shallow dreams
and I feel empty
witness the last dying breaths of monogamy
as lovers trade their wedding bands for hollow aimless one night stands
I guess their expectations trumped reality
and I think I'll stay inside today
I watch the gradual decay of my family tree
with branches falling to the ground, no sense of meaning to be found
I guess that being just wasn't cut out for me
and I'll continue to hide away
I revel in this dark Ottawa winter
I've realized that there's beauty in the cold
just leave me here to freeze to death alone now
then bury me beneath the icy snow
I've sung my swansong for all of humanity
I never understood this place and now I think we should part ways
I've finally come face to face with insanity 
and I think I lost my mind today

I think I lost my mind today (prod. sorrow bringer)

Prod: @blackkoi99
Record/Mix/Master: @deviantraps

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LYRICS

[HOOK]
It's in the way you look at me, I know I make you wanna up and leave, why dont you ever wanna talk to me? You know my past is always haunting me, exhausting me, just walk with me
It's in the way I hurt myself, and all the bullshit that I tell myself about myself I hate myself
I just really wanna kill myself, but I need you, I won't leave you.

[VERSE]
I've been crying out for help but no one ever helps
How can I ever love if I never loved myself?
Just put me in the dirt.
Turn my skin to ashes.
I'm just fucking hurt.
Tears falling on my glasses.
I don't wanna die in a hospital bed.
I don't wanna be responsible for your happiness.
I can barely fucking manage all the thoughts in my head.
On account of all the damage taken over the years.

I'm so tired now
I might just lay my head
On the table
Maybe I can get some rest
I'm so tired now
I might just lay right here
On the highway
Watch the headlights coming near.

[HOOK]
It's in the way you look at me, I know I make you wanna up and leave, why dont you ever wanna talk to me? You know my past is always haunting me, exhausting me, just walk with me
It's in the way I hurt myself, and all the bullshit that I tell myself about myself I hate myself
I just really wanna kill myself, but I need you, I won't leave you

i won't leave you (Prod. Black Koi)

prod. @curtainss

lyrics:
I'm heavy-hearted and my head is spinning cause my thoughts are in a whirl
spent too much time here at the bottom of the world
and now I'm praying that it's not real
sometimes I wonder how the people at the top feel
I will admit, I really miss when I never cared
oblivious, I really wish I wasn't self-aware
of all my mistakes and my problems
because there is no way to solve them
tried to fix my life by taking each step like a flowchart
just wound up going round in circles like a go-kart
fuck a bitch, I break my own heart
fuck a music critic too, I take the piss out of my own art
I should be out there trying to get a buzz 
too busy moping over everything I never was
even has-beens have the memories
and it hurts thinking of all the things I'll never be
and I hate the fact that all the songs that I make are wack
I'm making tracks that won't make any type of impact
waiting for someone to pass the torch
I just want to leave a mark like J.Lo's last divorce
but I can't think straight cause my thoughts are in a whirl
so you can find me at the bottom of the world
and now it's so bad that I question if this shit's real
sometimes I stop and wonder, how does Taylor Swift feel?
now I'm getting blackout drunk cause I hate being wide awake
life or death, never know which side to take
who the fuck are you to judge me?
we're all just subjects in a study
and I feel my interest slowly dissipate
as I decide I no longer wish to participate
cause I'm unneeded like a fifth wheel
and I know I'll never know how Taylor Swift feels

тαуℓσя ѕωιƒт (prod. curtains)

level up! [prod. deliverthecrush]

With What Heart? [Makemesad] (prod. Cap'n Grim)

Prod: @blackkoi99
Record/Mix/Master: @deviantraps

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LYRICS

[HOOK](x2)
Maybe if i drink enough I won't feel it
Maybe if I try real hard I won't need it
You make me wanna do better
I'm failing but I won't let up

[VERSE]
I spend my weekends wasted now
Catch me lying on the ground
Got my whole picture painted out for all to see
It's just me
Cant you see?
I'm not free
Anxiety has made me weak
And now it's got me on my knees

[HOOK](x2)
Maybe if i drink enough I won't feel it
Maybe if I try real hard I won't need it
You make me wanna do better
I'm failing but I won't let up

тαуℓσя ѕωιƒт (prod. curtains)

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