I FEEL THIS HEAVY, I ALSO FEEL A LITTLE ATTACKED CUZ IM PRETTY SURE I FIT THE SKID DESCRIPTION LMAOOO

prod. JonBoy
mix/master @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I waited so long 
But you never showed up 
This is so stupid 
When will I ever grow up
Bad decisions 
Based on desperation 
Lack of vision 
Staying in stagnation 
Feeling down as fuck 
And I'm always lost 
Wish I was a true believer 
Staring out at the empty parking lot of this rundown movie theater 
Just sitting here 
The seagulls fled
Left me on read  
I fall apart
Just toss my heart by these stomped out darts and shopping carts 
I'm feeling dead 
The things you said 
Keep on playing on repeat 
In unison with my heartbeat
All my worst regrets ring in my ear real loud
It's not easy to ignore that 
I'm the only one who is here right now 
There must be a reason for that 
There must be a reason for that 
Feeling down as fuck 
And I'm always lost 
Wish I was a true believer 
Staring out at the empty parking lot of this rundown movie theater 
All my worst regrets ring in my ear real loud (the things you said play in my head, it's on repeat until I'm dead)
It's not easy to ignore that (I fall apart, just toss my heart by these stomped out darts and shopping carts)
I'm the only one who is here right now (I'm feeling dead, the things you said)
There must be a reason for that (keep on playing on repeat, keep on playing on repeat)
Staring out at the empty parking lot

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empty parking lot (prod. JonBoy)

prod. @splashgvng
mix/mastered @prodbybrody

lyrics:
Lately I don't know where I fit in
Lately I just don't know where I fit in
I never identified with the preps
The trend of conformity is something I don't get
The jocks play hockey 
I don't cause that's just not me
Brad's a goon
He left me bruised after he fought me 
Lately I don't know where I fit in 
Maybe I'll just dye my hair black and hang out with the skids 
They listen to weird music 
And they're skinny as a toothpick 
They could never beat me up
Just mock me cause I'm not as odd as them 
I wonder what it's like to be a nerd
I'm terrible at math and science
And just okay with words 
The thugs still scare me 
Like that one dude named Barry
He sucker punched me for no reason while he was high as fuck on cocaine 
It caused me pain
Preps and jocks and nerds and thugs and skids 
I guess I'll never know exactly where I fit in
Thugs and nerds and jocks and preps and skids
But at the end of the day, they're all just kids 
Lately I don't know where I fit in 
Maybe I'll just paint my nails black and hang out with the skids 
A bunch of misfits 
On drugs that are illicit 
Maybe I'll just hang out with the skids 
Lately I don't know where I fit in (preps and jocks and nerds and thugs and skids)
Maybe I'll just wear dark clothes and hang out with the skids (I guess I'll never know exactly where I fit in)
A group of rejects (thugs and nerds and jocks and preps and skids)
Devoid of any respect 
Maybe I just belong with the skids
Lately I don't know where I fit in
Lately I just don't know where I fit in

the skids (prod. splashgvng)

prod. @barremadethebeat
mix/master @prodbybrody

lyrics:
got people walking all over me like a balance beam
and I've been taking all these L's like I'm a bad sports team
I feel the pressure building
coming apart at the seams 
and I'm close to giving up 
I'll be found at the lowest ranking
face down on the ground like I'm going planking
and just when I think all my cares are dead
my ego starts to rear its ugly head
got people walking all over me like a balance beam
and I've been taking all these L's like I'm a bad sports team
I feel the pressure building
coming apart at the seams 
and I'm close to giving up 
I feel like prey in the midst of vipers
or a sieve surrounded by snipers
and I've been taking L's since I was born (I've been taking L's since I was born)
while they sit back and watch eating popcorn
got people walking all over me like a balance beam
and I've been taking all these L's like I'm a bad sports team
I feel the pressure building
coming apart at the seams 
and I'm close to giving up 
now I've got the feeling that you're mad at me
why does everything have to be such a travesty?
it's been driving me to the brink of insanity 
no more hope, I've given up
no more hope, I've given up
no more hope, I've given up

taking L's (prod. Barré)

eternal sunshine ☀️🫧

@cpt_sad

prod 
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves

every way w/ yesterday (prod irby x caves)

perfect darkness

Til I'm Dead (feat. YungJZAisDead)[prod. 4evr]

shinigami x lil lotus - drown together

blossom

prod, mixed & mastered by @youngburial

photo by @itsjaslee (instagram)
edit by @jungmicheal

lyrics:

leave me alone
don't call me phone
i've seen the dark side
and i don't wanna see it anymore

i been fucking off
i can't find my keys and
i been drinking too
i can't stop myself this time

i been fucking all night 
i can't find my keys and
i been drinking too much
i can't stop myself this time

i'm gon' drown in it

tags
poppin tags
living fast
i've been ballin on and off
i don't plan
i don't brag
i'm gon' drown in it

can't find my keys

she only hit me up because of my design Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

prod. amadxus & me
cover art by https://twitter.com/n1ghtf0rce

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Bixby ✨
💎 @ihatebixby 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatebixby/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatebixby 💎

✨Amadxus ✨
💎 @amadxus 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/amadxuskawaii/ 💎
💎 https://twitter.com/amadxuskawaii 💎

lyrics:
i can never tell u how u how im really feeling
looking to the sky wondering if u can u feel me
everyone deserts me no they dont deserve me
keep my circle small sit back and watch the bridges burning

tears flow like a river
didnt even kiss her
but she stole my heart
delete the drafts that say i miss her

and i know she hates me
please dont tell her
that i still care
and i still love her

and i know im winning 
always tryna get more commas 
got  hoes  thinking that i want them
must be something in the water
i pull to the function 
know that all im wearing prada
got a new taste for designer
and she knows im a provider

pls don't hit my line
i swear to god im doing fine
she only hit me up bc of my designs
and i got new taste for designer
yeah yk im rocking prada while ur shit all made in china

and get the fuck out of my mentions
pussy boy u are pretentious
i got new designer jeans and shit yk my ife expensive
and i got new taste for designer
yeah yk im rocking prada while ur shit all made in china

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designer talk w/ bixby ღ (prod. ihatepolar & amadxus)

your least favorite artist's least favorite artist
613
est 2017

the skids (prod. splashgvng)

1080p dreams

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