tbh i was just ranting over a beat to let my feelings out, pretty amateur

im so confused i dunno wut 2 do now u say u lov me but u alwayz seem to let me down
we both know its not how it was before n it hurts so much cuz now all u do is ignore
why is it so hard for me to just control my feelings say ull love me forever but u always end up leaving
i just wanna go back but maybe its too late but u dont even care why do i try in the first place
i wanna leave but im so scared of change i wanna let go but im so afraid

i rly just wish all these thoughts would stop 
and i know its not all ur fault but it rly hurts me a lot
i just wanted comfort but all u do is use me use me~
why is everything like this? why is it so toxic?
get out of my mind i dont wanna feel the distance...

i dunno what to do i just wanna stop crying 
maybe i should say goodbye i always feel like im dying 
n i know u dont love me n ik u dont care 
what the fuck did i do? why is everything so unfair?

im sorry its like this im sorry i cant fix it
im sorry i ruined everything im sorry i was toxic
im sorry i loved u too much im sorry i still love u
im sorry i drove you away im sorry that i stayed
im sorry i even loved you in the first place

i should just say goodbye 
but it hurts so much inside
i dont know what to do 
im lost without you..

the devil has the best tuna

dedprincezz