Rouri404

Still can’t feel ❤️‍🩹

ServeInTheKitchen

My top played tracks of 2022

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twt: moonkidkyu

I KEEP LOSING MY HEAD 
I KEEP ON SCREAMING, IN TERROR, I THINK I'M BETTER OFF DEAD
I THINK THE PEOPLE I FRIEND DON'T GIVE A FUCK IN THE END
SO GO AHEAD AND TIE YOUR NOOSES, PUSSIES, I WON'T PRETEND THAT I'M OKAY
TRIED TO KILL MYSELF BUT HONESTLY MISTAKES WERE MADE
LEFT ALONG A MESS BUT YET I DO NOT FEEL A CHANGE 
I'VE BEEN IN AND OUT OF MENTAL WARDS WITHOUT ESCAPE 
SOMEONE CALL THE COPS BEFORE I SKIN OFF MY OWN FACE

FREE ME, BITCH, COME RELEASE ME
FREE ME, BITCH, COME RELEASE ME
FREE ME, BITCH, COME RELEASE ME
FREE ME, BITCH, COME RELEASE ME

FUCK

KYU X LANDFILL - PLEASE STOP ME

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

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narcissist (yungspoiler)

@jolst
me and vaeo tapped this in while jackie rolled blunts in LA it was vv fun


Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

Picking up the pieces stay falling apart when your not here
Looming in the distance i'm watching your shadow disappear
Forget myself, no helping hands out
Get left on the shelf, would go but I can't now

Back to the wall breaking down I don't know what you want
Picking at my skin you acting like I do it for fun
Seperate my mind from my body
Know you coming down too if you wanna try me

I'm a hostage to you just another captive
Under spells feeling better than I have been
Locked away in your gaze, so gently falling
Kick me down again until I come back crawling

See your shadows moving up and down the hallway
Always felt so plastic I thought you never saw me
Whole time wondering why I stuck around now
Stranded in the forest, no one looking for me

Out on a limb and outta options, walls caving in on a broken coffin
Dragged on the concrete in the chains i'm Locked in
It's almost hurts less than being forgotten

Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Falling quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

porcelain

luminesence w/ vaeo (jolst)

Cold breath running down my neck
Life been constant stress
Know that I'm a mess
No more tears are left now
Thought we had a chance
Said its for the best
Still I know that you'll be coming back around, coming back around
Still faded, been playing myself for too long
Narcissistic prick only listen to my own songs
Always bullshittin' swear that you would never do me wrong
Always lies, know I really wish that you would prove me wrong

Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off
Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off

I don't trust your boy know he lying every word
If any girl come near me, there's no option but to curve
Always laying low, only talking to myself
I'm starting to realize that this ain't good for my health
Lonely, met a new one
Is it too soon to say that I'm in love?
Hold me, physical touch
Surprised I got you, guess it was luck

Don't show my face oh please don't record
Don't let him in, promise me you'll ignore
Drowning my voice, don't care if it distorts
I want your love I need more I need more
You need to quit
Alcoholic
She hauling two beers and that's not attractive
But your so pretty on the outside
Hurting inside
Stay with me if you wanna walk a straight line

lostcause w/ heylog (31sentinel)

ashole

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/cursenosebleed

(Do I really want it anyways?)
(Do I really want it anyways?)
I tried my hardest to not care, coming back to you know its not fair
Dead roses been left out, bugs crawlin'
I guess you noticed I'm calling
Got a bad hand, still fuck it going all in
Know when I wake up yesterday will be forgotten

Need something more need something realer than this
I fucked up bad, there's some things you cant fix

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate

Why do we try so hard when it wont last
Closing my eyes now hoping we don't crash
Sick of your voice, know I still cant forget that
Think its a choice, if I could I would go back

Only need one night, to show you I can be your man
Please give me your hand right now
Things never go according to plan
Think I saw you last night laughing, dancing with him

Still you know that ill be okay, yea ill be fine
Taking life at my own pace, think we met at the wrong time
Really thought you were mine
Guess its all my fault and I really don't mind

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

(We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate)

Do I really want it anyways?
Do I really want it anyways?

nosebleed (dercept)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/open-water

Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I

Don't wanna hear you scream my name
We're going down in flames (we're going down we are, we're going down)
Don't say I'm not the same when your to blame
We're going down we are, we're going down

Cause things never go the way you wanted (way I wanted you)
And I feel stupid waiting for this (know I'm not waiting on you)
Cause things never go the way you wanted (way I wanted you)
And I feel stupid waiting on someone who never cared or gave a shit
Wish that I could take a hint, shoulda known I'd never fit
Always falling right back in
Yea don't think we'll ever win (don't think that we'll ever win)
But I ready for my end, I been ready to watch you

Fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I

open water (WLVSKY)

Lap #1

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/cursenosebleed

(GORESET)
Noticing the way that you talk to me now
Yeah this isn't where we started out
Always been afraid of things I can't explain
Its out of my control, I started watch you changing

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn

Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

Yeah there's shit I didn't know about
Left me in the dirt like I'm something you could do without
Look where I'm at now, staring in the crowd
Think I saw your face and I fell straight to the ground

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
(Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn)

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

curse (dercept)

hate my guts w/ kuriosity

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

REVENGE

art by @cmten

how long til you're called away?
hit him til he get it then he crawl away
get the cash in play
i don't wanna talk get the cash in play

i play with a red ray no mysterio
melt face when i play through the stereo
any case imma just stay leaving scary oh

i just wanna die here
i just wanna watch it fucking kill them all like it killed me
i'd cut myself and watch it fall but i can't bleed
all alone until i fall. i concede.

i'd admit defeat it that would make it stop

how long til you're called away?
hit him til he get it then he crawl away
get the cash in play
i don't wanna talk get the cash in play

HXSTAGE MERCH

calledawayx86(prod. hxstage)

come around (goodbyex2002)

broken

Mission w/ plsbug + snipztea (NOVÂFLED)

Break Me w/ rouri404 + kuriosity (NOVÂFLED)

I WANNA GET OFF THE MR BONES WILD RIDE

LINEUP:
@LVSTFORPAIN
@SNIPZTEA

PRODUCTION BY @VENTINGPALACE
ART BY @JAMESGORCZYCA1

I GOTTA GO

@nastiitaxii @nastiitaxii @nastiitaxii @nastiitaxii
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Fixing races with my conscience, cop a 40 for that nonsense,

I'm so bored of being conscious, anxious paranoid and nauseous,

I'm to weak to build a tolerance, but way to strong to care,

Burn the cigarette till ashes picking butts out of my hair...
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Don’t fucking care, the only thing that I have left to do is die,

Watch me rot away for years, you act surprised a fucking lie,

Pretty pills and orange bottles in my casket, only right,

Leave me facedown in the ditch off 60 milligrams of white...
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This a semi final suicide, the kind that makes you stare,

Because nothing makes me feel alive like falling out my chair,

Calling up my hookup tryna cash out on a scare,

But he knows I'm not the kind of kid to lash out unprepared...
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Bloody noses how my throat is dripping vision starts to fade,

Poison dragging through system cutting years off like a blade,

Feel the resin on my walls I judge the time by grams I’ve weighed, 

Toxins oh my god I’ve lost it bleach my fabric and just wait...
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Drag my body off the carpet just so I can get retarded,

I don't wanna feel like garbage but I still don't have the knowledge,

With the money that I spend I bet that I could pay for College,

But the only kind of lectures that I get is from my father...
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Sick and tired anxious, nauseous, I’m not cautious I’m a corpse,

Try to sleep it’s fucking pointless my reality is warped, 

Please don’t tell me how to stop I do the wrong shit till it’s worse,

I can’t stop it, fucking lawless self destruction just occurs...
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Make it hurt bitch please just make it hurt

Make it Hurt (ft. Na$tii)

@weresuperstitious
@fleegangofficial
#fleegang #fleepop
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