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lil Saturn x Xtettra Spaceship
visuals by Joe Syer
https://youtu.be/EOzevI-6RqE
Produced by Lean
https://youtu.be/8uxy17WUOzU
Moral support by Dookie Bonds

Spaceship

Spaceship-lil Saturn x Xtettra Prod. Lean

oilcolor: @oilcolor  
nobloodnotears: @nbnt


[bonus] fair trade (prod. oilcolor & nobloodnotears)

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be so clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

Call your name in the flames
Wanna hear you
Reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
To my hell too
Once you're like me
Nobody can save you

Once you're like me
Nobody can save you
Once you're like me
Everyone will hate you
Might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
Become an addict
With some habit's that will hurt you
In the night
Memories will haunt you
There's no telling to the damage that they might do

Ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
How you think I got these issues

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Why do I do this
Torture my own brain

Why do I do this
Drive myself insane

Pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
Try my best
Just to end up feeling
Permanently depressed

Ever since I lost my soul
Nothing been the same
The weather's getting colder
And I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
The whole entire day
So I can stay inside
And never see another face

Never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
Till I'm fucking gone
This shit is boring
Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

Spaceship-lil Saturn x Xtettra Prod. Lean

17XL