i havent slept in 13 hours and i cant even cry nothing comes out. this is all that i can think of, this song replays in my head. 

empty soul... just for a moment. hope ill wake up soon

been drowning in your songs, theyre so relatable and beautiful <3

S a d n e s s

Goodbye, Oh My

Raw and heartfelt rap track about longing for a full family.
Empty chairs symbolize hope and loss.
Urban color scheme sets a lonely mood.
Lyrics dig into childhood absence and resilience.
Dreaming of both a mother and father by your side.

Both of Them

no samples.



lyrics:
lay me down beside the interstate
let me see your beautiful face
kiss my scars and help me make it fade
cuz i can't take this fucking pain..
you know how much i feel
when im with you
you dont wanna lose me
i know how you feel when i'm in pain

interstate.

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

guitar played by me

lyrics:
stop to catch my breath and clear my head
dont think i can keep this up
i just want to go back to sleep instead
im tired and ive had enough
and i dont have the strength
to keep fighting anymore 
honestly im struggling 
just to pick myself up off this bathroom floor

and i know 
its not the first time
that ive been here
just leave me here
to suffocate 
in my own mind
ill probably be fine

....
just hide away
isolate
they cant help you anyway
maybe ill be fine one day
maybe ill just fade away
....

i dont think ill make it on my own
im tired of
feeling so alone
but how was i supposed to know

Probably Fine [prod dub]

prod. @nbnt & @oilcolor
https://soundcloud.com/nbnt/nobloodnotears-nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii-02-amy-winehouse?in=nbnt/sets/nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii

i done spent a lot of time by myself now
i gotta a couple bad bitches in my cell now
i picked up some bad habits on the way down
its time to go now
i think its time to go now

hold on just for one more night
hold on, baby put up a fight
its been too long since ive seen the light
bitch im too gone
yeah fuck this life

i do not remember your face
the kiss of your lips or the taste
i just remember the pain
toxicity flows from my feet to my brain
and im not the same
3 months ago i was just cutting my wrists
but now im up in the day writing these hits
i know that im someone you miss
but i could not care bout you bitch
get the fuck out my mentions

Follow me <3

hold onto me (prod. oilcolor x nobloodnotears)

no sample, me playing guitar!! prod @uglyzucc
art by @undergroundunderdogs

lyrics~~~<3

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

In my mouth, i cant get it out 
I hate the taste, never washes out 

You were always nothing to me
We shared love but you’ve broken me 
I dont know if i can breathe
With pale eyes you’re watching me

You said im so fucking stupid
Eyes closed and i feel so clueless
The rooms cold how do i get through this?
I dont know if we should do this

In my mouth, take away what i’ve found
Decay of everything. My brain shuts down

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

guitar by me, prod @4evrgone
mixed by @yung-jza-shawty

✧LYRICS✧

everybody's someone else behind closed doors
picture perfect memory, what more to ask for?
wrapped up in your sheets, never felt so warm
everybody has someone that they choose to ignore

how do you sleep at night knowing im not there anymore
how do you think that i would forget?
i guess ill go on, 
nobody's the same behind closed doors
i guess ill go on, 
everybody has someone that they choose to ignore

Everybody Has Someone That They Choose to Ignore (prod. 4evr)

Lost Soul (prod. tothegood)

im sean (prod. sinwithme)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAxJqPkVZ0k

lyrics:
(hook)
Ohhhhh nooo 
Not like that
Please dont act like that
I dont really wanna hear you call me back
When you make up for all that shit that you did

(verse 1)

No no girl
Im on the go go girl
Fuck that bitch
I need a go go girl
Iced out wrist like a snowglobe girl
And your the only one i want in this lonely world
Gahh damnn
Fuck my head up once again
Take my hand and dont let go
And tell me everything i wanna hear you gotta know by now

(bridge)
"insert sad crooning"

(verse 2)

Stop right there baby stop right there
Not another word i aint tryna hear
What you gotta say
Cause its all the same
And its been played through
Like yesterday
Ohhh
guess i gotta let you go
But all i know is im better off inside
My room alone

lonely world (+ 93feetofsmoke)

spotify/apple music

Lonely World (+ 93FEETOFSMOKE) [video in description]

https://soundcloud.com/velvetqueen
i do not own

VELVETEARS - NOTHING HURTS MORE THAN LOVING ME

Nothing,nowhere. - Otw (unreleased)

Already 25yrs old. Idk what to write here. I like to sing and do some covers even when I can't sing but it's something that I'm doing for myself because ima fine with that. xoxo

one eight hundred<3
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Contact me 4 thing ?
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Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

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