Sad times

Sed liaf

😍BOPS

Peace

Alt.

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Spyro <3 PS2 (Prod by Foxwedding)

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

salty!  w/ atlas

BALLADS 1

SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK

TEST DRIVE

NO FUN

Joji - NO FUN

take the top off
i just wanna see the rain one time like
every time you put them bars on my timeline
you don't even make it hard for me to write

i'm outside with my wrist so icy
say fuck my life, don't do it lightly

i don't wanna come back when you're done with him
i don't wanna come back
come back, 

she's outside with the wrist so icy
no more fucking lies, no more lies

do you know, i wanted to go
a month ago, but you told me no
i swear to god it's okay, i got the fucking motive
want me to hold the thing down while you fuck me over

what's so funny bout the way you had me feelin' baby
100,000 in your DMs on a daily baby
say you don't really fuck around then why you playin baby?
i got nothing else to say but you betrayed me baby

but it's okay i'm doing fine now
traded you out for some wine now
i got bitches all the time now
don't need to talk about no lies now
i'm outside with my wrist so icy

i don't wanna come back when you're done with him
i don't wanna come back
come back,

outside

jus to see u (eldrick beats)

@poorstacy - make up (prod. nick mira)

Twitter: @abocmusic
Instagram: @abocmusic

Lyrics:

(ABOC)

I feel numb yeah, yeah I'm faded.
I'm so stuck inside my head I can't go places.
So much time that I've wasted, I dont drink but I'm wasted.
Everything is tasteless.

I don't trust nobody yeah I be speculating, I be making beats always staying creative.
I just popped some ambien now I'm feeling weightless, I gave up all hope lately I'm feeling faithless.

I do these things by myself, I don't need nobody helping me, boy go help yourself.
I make my own beats but I be rappin' as well.
I've got my own sound I sound like nobody else.

Shorty she so fine I had to marry her.
I be workin' everyday so we be livin' steadier.

I ain't taking time off till I drive a Tesla.
ABOC got that little bit of extra.

I feel numb yeah, yeah I'm faded.
I'm so stuck inside my head I can't go places.
So much time that I've wasted, I dont drink but I'm wasted.
Everything is tasteless.

I don't trust nobody yeah I be speculating, I be making beats always staying creative.
I just popped some ambien now I'm feeling weightless, I gave up all hope lately I'm feeling faithless.

I do these things by myself, I don't need nobody helping me, boy go help yourself.
I make my own beats but I be rappin' as well.
I've got my own sound I sound like nobody else.

Vas Ememro

Vas Ememro ~ (Prod by @1aboc)

Gage - Without You (prod. Nick Mira)

I LIKE UR CLOTHES THEY'RE SO KAWAII ≧◡≦

Hentai Kitty

TRASSH - I'm Frum Hall0ween (Prod. by daniel)

Thank you so much for listening and the support recently!

Twitter: @abocmusic
Instagram: @abocmusic


Lyrics:

(ABOC)

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

And I know you're hurt by the things that I do. (And I know you're hurt by the things that I do)

And you know I'm hurt by the things that you say. (And you know I'm hurt by the things that you say)

And I know you're hurt by the things that I do. (And I know you're hurt by the things that I do)

And you know I'm hurt by the things you say.

Imaginations taking me away. (Owl city)

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

Got gorilla glue in my bag, I'd rather be soft than fake and wack. She left me but she want me back you're now too late I'm already set.
Got gorilla glue in my bag, I'd rather be soft than fake and wack. She left me but she want me back you're now too late I'm already set. 

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

 Babygirl that's our fate. 
 Babygirl that's our fate.
 Babygirl that's our fate. 


Ily all <3

Already Set ~ (Prod by @1aboc)

2004 spring Break math packet [ft Jony, Kudz, VINSO, ddertbag]

Close To The Edge (Prod. Pendo46 x StarBeats)

wouldn't have spent the last 6 months with anyone else <3
i love u dingus 

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last

and you can call me late at night
we'll fall asleep together
on the phone if you'd like
or we'll escape into the night
and talk about whatever
that's been bothering your mind

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last
try to make you laugh
i never wanna see you sad
we can take our time
we don't have to go fast
always by your side
i'll never walk a different path
i'm always by your side
doesn't matter where i'm at

even without a reason

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJpbLSiQpHg&t=0s

every-body in a airbnb
i spent 40 fkn*-dollas for the key
off a bucket, i go deep off the weed
in my head where i beeee

on vacation shorty movin wid her foreign body
tramadol & coke... that's tha hobby
noone speaks 2 me; ion know nobody
pour-up to the top, moving like a zombie

new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
folk dom måste lära sig att nångång ta ett nej:-/
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
pengar ramlar in ja ba chillar me DIN tjej...

every-body in a airbnb
i spent 40 fkn*-dollas for the key
off a bucket, i go deep off the weed
in my head where i beeee

on vacation shorty movin wid her foreign body
tramadol & coke... that's tha hobby
noone speaks 2 me; ion know nobody
pour-up to the top, moving like a zombie

cocaina & latinas in my hotel
i wont say shit cus someone gon tell
2weeks for the shippin im like; ohwell
highscchool musical but i got expelled...

done alotta stupid shiet that i regret,
airbnb we only cop the best,
gaspack & i put it in my ciggarette
bno throw a show, ofcors bro get a set

every opportunity ima take
benz cost alot, & it came wid no brakes
drip n i drip i feel like ima lake..
2019 errbody need some steak .

new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
folk dom måste lära sig att nångång ta ett nej:-/
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
pengar ramlar in ja ba chillar me DIN tjej...

AIRBNB (prod. vinso) ~ MV in desc

I spent a rack and I never made it back - (Prod by @1aboc)

FANDOM

Dream Boy

wrong time

From the heart, Sincerely - Mr. Strvck 
Comments are always appreciated <3
Prod by Raspo Beats

Trust Me (IG: hellstrvck_)

HeY yAlL afTer a whiLe I'm baCkj WiTh aNOtheRf SoGn!21!11

o u t    o n    a l l    p l a t f o r m s !

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Lyrics:

(ABOC)
Take me back to the day where I found you, I wish I could erase what my mind views, nowadays I've got nothing to lean on. Your love is fake every time that you withdraw. (2x)

O yeah,

Shawty tell me what you really want from me. 
I will never hurt you but you run from me.
One day you say you love me then you're done with me.

Light a blunt up so that I can finally fall asleep.
You got me feelin' so incomplete.
Do you even care 'bout my self esteem? (Do you even care 'bout my self esteem?)

And she said:

Hey there I got a question for you.
"How much longer will you let me bore you?
I'm counting the days till the day that we will fall."

And I said:

(Hey)

"Hey there I got an answer for you, you were there for me when no one cared to.
Stay with me cuz you don't bore me at all."

My brain goes:

Take me back to the day where I found you, I wish I could erase what my mind views, nowadays I've got nothing to lean on. Your love is fake every time that you withdraw. (2x)

Tysm to anyone listening! <33

Brain Behavior (Prod by @1aboc)

Listen my music before the world ends... thanks🖤🥀

Brain Behavior (Prod by @1aboc)

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