Super personal track about my upbringing in a cult, the personal consequences of it and how I decided to deal with it. Thank you so much for the wait. 

Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3DHXStpiR8&ab_channel=aboc 

Lyrics: 
Aboc

Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone
Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me

Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was

Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

I could never seem to find the answer to it
I used to always blame it on myself

The scars on my arms are a permanent memory, of what I tried to run from every time 
Guess I'll never know what a free will is like. The damage is done, I'll get by

Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone
Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me

Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was

Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah
It's time for me to deal with all the consequences
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

God bless you thanks for listening! 💖💖💖

I'll Get By

I'll Get By(Prod by @1aboc)

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