i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering
it wasnt cold its just that i dont know what im doing
hit it from the back so she cant see my face 'cause
i dont wanna be here so who am i here for?

im holding back so much i turn to ash and dust
because the feeling the i loved so much has just begun to cut

dont fall in love with me
(just touch, touch me)
dont fall in love with me
(just touch me, i cant handle it right now)

half of me is here and the other half is gone
left my fucking body just so i could write this song
(x2)
	
i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering 
it wasnt cold its just that this is fucking killing me 

dont fall in love with me
dont fall in love with me

falling in love with me shes awful good and
i just hope that she accepts how deeply flawed i am
i wish i didnt care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time i wish that i was listening

LOVE DEAF (iof x king theta)

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job a drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever worked if it worked and I've seen so much for 21 youd think my lifes a movie
Know I'm here for you when it gets bad and need a shoulder you can cry on
'Cause I'm warm and if I said I didn't care then I'd be lying
I just want to listen to you make you feel alright
Dont worry when I'm gone just remember you're a star too

Feel what I feel, I dont know- I dont know what to do
Feel me

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job and drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever works when it was given to me, I've seen so much you'd think my life was a movie
And if I decide to die I want you to know its not your fault and I love you
You helped me when its hard more than you could know, that's why I gotta go <3

Nerves Of Steel (rinne)

Maybe

Crewsont x Something Sacred x Baby Eros - Talk Tonight

Endzone (vrtex 1eighteen)

prod. by @lilrodger
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

Take that
Bitch where the fuck my grave at?
I’m ready die yet I keep seeing the same act
Change that 
I should Have been here since way back
Pyrrhic spit the shit that make your puny dumb brain splat

These pussy bitches want fades, and go rounds
Before the second goes off, you hear the sound
123 while I’m rolling on the e
I been slanging md
So, I get all for free

I’m a fucked-up reaper
With a broken scythe
Got an iced-up cleaver
With a bitch that bites

Yeah, please don’t ever leave got you sucking on my gun
Yeah, she thinks that it’s my dick go you tweakin off the drugs

I-I-I've been, been glitchin 
While I’m binge drinking
Drugs that I’m mixing
Since you've been missing
I’m wasted and faded
Listening to jaded
Feeling devastated
Why’s love so complicated?

It’s complicated, it’s complicated, baby
It’s complicated, it’s complicated, baby
I’m complicated, I’m complicated, baby
We’re complicated, we’re complicated, baby

Don’t tell me that you love me bitch I’m better off lonely
Taking drugs fast but I’m decomposing slowly
Guess it works out for the best cause I can’t feel my chest
And I just wanna be dead
I don’t wanna be friends

Everything that you said
It just plays in my head
Yeah, it plays in my head
 
We've been around the block a few times to know
That we don’t do so hot all on our own
So, baby for the night pick up the phone
Let’s intertwine our souls till we are bones but it’s…

It’s complicated, it’s complicated, baby
It’s complicated, it’s complicated, baby
I’m complicated, I’m complicated, baby
We’re complicated, we’re complicated, baby

Cut me fucking deep yeah
Twist it and turn it
Bleed me fucking dry and
Throw me in the furnace
Exactly how we planned now
Pull back the curtain
Don’t hold nothing back now
Your favorite burden

complicated

prod. by @nevrfall
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
im in pain again oh well 
i tried to get up and I fell
everything is going dark now
I just wish that I could get out

be the person you wanted 
be the person you came to
but im too broken hearted
i guess i hold the blame too
im too fucking scared now
to ever say i hate you
lay to rest in my coffin
I hope he doesn't change you

say that i'm fine but you know i don't lie
i did before it left tears in my eyes
losing it all left me empty inside
but i don't wanna live and i don't wanna die

what do i do when im feeling this way?
get drunk and hurt I guess I'll never change
PTSD till i'm going insane
shutting my lips I'll scream in my brain

and i do better when I'm alone alone 
but this place aint a motherfucking home
and i do better when I'm alone alone
but this place aint a motherfucking home 

ball and chain around my ankle 
watch me down the whole damn handle
choke on smoke i feel it strangle
weave your web inside im tangled

standing still like a poster 
watched it as they stole her
weight up off my shoulders 
but I wish i could hold her

be the person you wanted 
be the person you came to
but im too broken hearted
i guess i hold the blame too
im too fucking scared now
to ever say i hate you
lay to rest in my coffin
I hope he doesn't change you

say that i'm fine but you know i don't lie
i did before it left tears in my eyes
losing it all left me empty inside
but i don't wanna live and i don't wanna die

what do i do when im feeling this way?
get drunk and hurt I guess I'll never change
PTSD till i'm going insane
shutting my lips I'll scream in my brain

and i do better when I'm alone alone 
but this place aint a motherfucking home
and i do better when I'm alone alone
but this place aint a motherfucking home

i hate it here

Thank you so much for listening!

Lyrics: 

I tried my best to show you what you’ve done.  But you’re so blinded by the ignorance. 


I still fight myself, divisions in my mind.
Dissociated, on my own.

I’m still waiting for the answers.

Give me a reason I should be holding on to all these lies.



You can tell me that you’ve had enough.

But the toll you took is everlasting.

I wish I could rewrite the past.

To make sure that this never happened.




I still lay awake at midnight.

Did I really think this was the truth all along.

The days go by and I’m growin older.

But the mark you left is still right there.

Just cuz you can’t see it,

Doesn’t mean it hasn’t been there all along.



You can tell me that you’ve had enough.

But the toll you took is everlasting.

I wish I could rewrite the past.

To make sure that this never happened.

Meeting Myself(Prod by @1aboc)

Prod. Andy Broski

Lyrics:
Laying in her bed
Laying back, thinking 'bout what she said
Now she quiet playing hearthstone
I'm starting to think her heart's stone

I remember when I met you on Xbox
First kiss in my car as the sun dropped
Never listened to my music when I did pop
Now the tear drops and you're gone

'Cause text is different than words
She in pain but she can't tell you where it hurts
Looks like i'm going to write another sad song
Another heart broke, another girl gone

(She's gone, yeah)

I don't know what to say when
You start to look my way and say
I think we could use a break

I think we could use a break

I don't know what to say when
You start to look my way and say (yeah)
I think we could use a break 
I don't know what to say when
You start to look my way and say (yeah)
I think we could use a break 

She here and gone like halley's comet 
Don’t wanna fall in love, shawty please stop it 
Heart feel the pressure like my heart in a moshpit 
Lonely fans on my line cause I’m ballin', Yeah 
Yeah, I’m ballin 
Spending checks blowing smoke in a coffin 
Got Chanel on my neck, keep 'em off me 
Another ghost in the mirror they still haunt me

I don't know what to say when
You start to look my way and say (yeah)
I think we could use a break 

(o0o0o)  x3

I think we could use a break 

(o0o0o)  x4

Lonely Fans (feat. Jordy Ryan)

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7LGr3Ky5Wc

available on sadchill: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E23xWD40hCQ

featuring @leoivmusic
produced by @fantommuzik

☆☆☆☆

[lyrics]
[skylarallen]
Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care 
It’s all the same to me 
I take one step forward and four steps back 
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere 
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care 
So leave me alone I can’t be close to what you need from me 
I can’t be myself 
Until you let me catch my breath and breathe
Times change people change yeah they walk away 
But I don’t ever really listen to em anyways
I know the difference when I see it look em in the face 
See their opinions never mattered to me either way 
You won’t save me 
I can’t save you 
Try to change me 
But you never do 
Some things never change
That’s the bitter truth 
But we try anyway 
Yeah we see it through 

Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care
It’s all the same to me
I take one step forward and four steps back
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care

[leo iv]
i know you want someone else 
BBsimon on my belt 
is it wrong that i cant tell 
how the fuck did i end up in hell 
another day where i stay awake 
i dont wanna go & take a break 
its breaking me when i see ya face  
tell me how do i leave this place oh  
diamond dancing yelling my name  
everyday im out of my mind 
or out of my brain 
nightmares talking yelling my name 

[skylarallen]
Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care
It’s all the same to me
I take one step forward and four steps back
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care

nightmare (ft. leo iv)

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Meeting Myself(Prod by @1aboc)

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