悲しいs o r r o w

mucke

Top 50: Alternatieve rock

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQw-v62j04g

Produced by @user-397100824 x @yagoproduces

MIX/MASTER: @trechorboy

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
it's not about me, but the way i dress
cus i know i'm a mess and something's wrong in my head
and i'm trynna forget, until the same day ends
but when the night comes i don't wanna fight love

and every second that i think about death
you're up in my mind and then i start to regret
outside in the sunlight, i'm alone at midnight
if you were by my side i'd feel alright

[Bridge]
omg i'm shaking, just saying,
i can't walk, can't ignore my feelings
my heart's cold and my brain's not a part of me
and i won't stop fuck i'm bleeding internally!!

[Chorus]
every day's the same, baby let's go back to my place
play my song, drink, go home with a pale face
you bring me down, i wanna see you and i can't wait
no i can't wait, baby no i can't wait

every day's the same, baby let's go back to my place
play my song, drink, go home with a pale face
you bring me down, i wanna see you and i can't wait
no i can't wait, baby no i can't wait

[Verse 2]
i just wanna see you baby can't wait
turn the phone off, lets talk why you came late
4 pm and you're waiting on the sidewalk
pick you up hug and kiss you how can i not
you hold my hand like it's the very fucking last day
even though you know that our love is everlasting
you look so happy, that makes me smile
i haven't felt like this in a while

[Chorus]
every day's the same, baby let's go back to my place
play my song, drink, go home with a pale face
you bring me down, i wanna see you and i can't wait
no i can't wait, baby no i can't wait

every day's the same, baby let's go back to my place
play my song, drink, go home with a pale face
you bring me down, i wanna see you and i can't wait
no i can't wait, baby no i can't wait

[Slow drums]
fuck your opinion, i know i'm falling
all the memories, i'm now recalling
but pain is temporary it goes away with time
that's what they say i don't believe it, baby don't you cry

[Bridge 2]
but pain is temporary it goes away with time
that's what they say i don't believe it, baby don't you cry

[Chorus]
every day's the same, baby let's go back to my place
play my song, drink, go home with a pale face
you bring me down, i wanna see you and i can't wait
no i can't wait, baby no i can't wait

every day's the same, baby let's go back to my place
play my song, drink, go home with a pale face
you bring me down, i wanna see you and i can't wait
no i can't wait, baby no i can't wait

Official Music Video

TEMPORARY PAIN (prod. skgotthesauce x Yago)

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Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

Sunlight On Your Skin

Lil Peep & ILoveMakonnen - Sunlight On Your Skin

Prod. Yung Xander
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Lyric Samples:
Juice WRLD - All Girls Are The Same

Lost W/o U

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Cloud 9

God Loves You When You’re Dancing EP on iTunes: http://smarturl.it/glywyd  

God Loves You When You're Dancing

Riptide

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself...
i deal with these problems
you don’t wanna know where i got em from
heart fucked
double cup up
am i hot enough
pullin my drawstrings
and with my chain she do the same thing
i let it fall cause they like it when it’s dangling
fuck a booth i record this in my room
feel like lil peep cause baby id give u the moon
i do this myself it’s handmade ain’t talkin June
i don’t wanna hear no empty promises you gotta prove em

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for

Out My Chest (prod. smokerose)

my way out

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
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@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

SPOTIFY

Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

SEON
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Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/seon/1450454400

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Know you work for me
See you slave in the day 
Bought a car for me 
All mistakes that I make 
Still you saving me
Losing trust 
So I thought that you hated me 
You created me

I’m the one to blame used to lie lie lie
Never change ways didn’t try try try
Knew that it’s over the light to the fire
Ran away gone I was lost for a while 

That’s how I gave up it all
Left my family for a fall  
I’m so sorry that’s the truth 
Mom and dad oh I love you

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the times that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

You stayed but I leave 
Now I’m getting clean 
See things how I never used to see a newer me 

Wrote this song for you 
I’ve been needed to 
Tell you thanks for all 
You’ve done for me a growing seed 

Call me and we talk for a little while
I just need to hear your voice it calm me down when I’m in the wild
You tell me it’s okay to tell the truth but I’m in denial
Im missing being home and back when I was a little child

Sorry for the past I know I‘m failing as a son
Bet you wish you didn’t have me only having one
I will make it right give me time and I’ll be home

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Where Do I Get Started- Single

Where Do I Get Started [prod.Kado]

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

Out on all streaming services the 26th of march. c:

I decided to become my own band and make a Pop punk song. Let me know if you want more of this!

Lyrics:

I tried to find the origin of all the guilt and shame inside my mind.
It was pretty unsolvable, I had to self reflect cuz I was blind.

Using drugs wasn't much of a getaway, after a while you forget the very thing you were running from.
And you need more and more just to elevate.
While it consumes you to the point where you can't control it.

Remember the sorrow fades away x 4
It's only temporary, not forever.

I ain't tellin bout my plans cuz they want them to shatter.
Don't think too complex cuz it's all just a pattern.
Watch out for them fakes cuz they all just be actors.
Don't care what they say cuz it don't really matter.

I tried to find the origin of all the guilt and shame inside my mind.
It was pretty unsolvable, I had to self reflect cuz I was blind.

Using drugs wasn't much of a getaway, after a while you forget the very thing you were running from.
And you need more and more just to elevate.
While it consumes you to the point where you can't control it.

Everything will turn out to be just fine as long as you don't lie to yourself.
Don't identify with all the voices in your head.

Trough all the terror you still matter,
You still matter.
Trough all the terror you still matter.

It's only temporary, not forever.

Self Reflection (Prod by @1aboc)

Detrimental immortality TV
bringing the end of humanity 
lets change the picture to avoid tragedy 
lets make a fake personality

Faces I make myself this ain’t seasonal 
They say these complications aren’t feasible 
Decisions always ends with a free for all
Vices they burn my eyes, with bright chemicals 

Dunno,
Assassinate 
The things I care for,

I’ll never run when things keep falling,
Baby it must be hard to be like you, like you

I hate everything you’ve expected from me back then,
Deception don’t even begin to fit the writing,
You paint a picture like there’s something that you’re hiding

Dunno, oh well
Dunno, oh well

I’ll never run when things keep falling,
Baby it must be hard to be like you, like you

Detrimental immortality TV
bringing the end of humanity 
lets change the picture to avoid tragedy 
lets make a fake personality

DEMONICALLY INSPIRED (PROD. ERLAX)

The Brvtalist is pleased to present the new music video for “EIS” by the German band PAAR. Soaked in layers of New Wave and post-punk, swathed by modern electronic sounds and experimental punk, PAAR have created a musical body consisting of beats and synths, refined with steady textures of guitar and bass, sanded with distinctive lyrics and vocals. Composed of Ly Nguyen (vocals), Rico Sperl(bass,synths), and Matthias Zimmermann (guitar), the band draws influence from artists such as Xmal Deutschland, Cocteau Twins and Siouxsie and the Banshees. They deliver now the exceptional album Die Notwendigkeit der Notwendigkeit, fusing genres such as post-punk, coldwave and darkwave, featuring 8 killer goth bangers that gets you going. 

Video crafted by DAS DIKTAT.

Out on digital format + vinyl. Pick up the release here now: https://paarmusic.bandcamp.com/album/die-notwendigkeit-der-notwendigkeit

@paarmusic

PREMIERE: PAAR - EIS

Listen my music before the world ends... thanks🖤🥀

Self Reflection (Prod by @1aboc)

ABOC || @1aboc