it was december and i knew i was better then that
i spent my money on things that i would later regret
they changed once i found you 
every single person in my life wants a round two
promise that i give my love only to you
theres not a single person i would rather choose
yeah my eyes they lock on you
i dont have a different person i would choose 
rather than you
idc how faar away you are i just want
you in my arms
i tell your parents that i love you and that i will get on my 
knees for you
i will bleed for you
im just breathing for you
my life is all about her
i text her every hour
hold her till i devour
till i devour
4
and these years have passed
and theres not much to laugh about
but i have you baby
and you have me now
but i love you no matter how faar away we are
braking my spine for you
anytime you want
cause im so in love with you baby hold my arm

devour

prod @prodvelvet
lyrics

tell me how do you pretend like that
when everyone is on to you
people are watching you from the back
while i just don't want you to lose

woah I'll be there for you
tell me how
tell me how
how to save a life

you matter
yeah you matter please don't forget

sometimes it don't seem like day
it seems so dark
there is not a light
not even a spark
put your hands together
let's pray together

you have to pull through
you have to pull through somehow
you have to pull through please
please

tell me how do you pretend like that
when everyone is on to you
people are watching you from the back
while i just don't want you to lose

woah I'll be there for you
tell me how
tell me how
how to save a life
save a life

tell me how to save a life

lyrics 
maybe i'll try a different style
wear stuff that i don't really like
fit in and somehow then i might
find friends that my mother likes

maybe i'll just paint my hair
red blue i don't really care
spend me some of your time
i think you could really like me

how come that you're so full of yourself
a shitty narcissity man you need some help
why you ignoring us man we don't wanna harm you
harm you

maybe i'll try a different style
wear stuff that i don't really like
fit in and somehow then i might
find friends that my mother likes
maybe i'll just paint my hair
red blue i don't really care
maybe i'll try a different style
wear stuff that i don't really like
fit in and somehow then i might
find friends that my mother likes
maybe i'll just paint my hair
red blue i don't really care

why you gotta be so cruel
i thought you wanna be cool like us

something that i always wanted

prod by idlyblare

lyrics 

politics and wars
they’d throw me right out of the window, I’m sure
I’ma make it worse
I’ll tie my shoes just to get out and get loose

politics and wars
they’d throw me right out of the window, I’m sure
I’ma make it worse
I’ll tie my shoes just to get out and get loose

to get loose
to get loose

what is the point, yeah you drink to get over it
why can’t you see you’re the one who doesn’t believe
in yourself
in yourself

1 2 3

politics and wars, it all sounds so stupid
I just shot a guy and his name was Cupid
I don’t watch the news, I’d rather stay this stupid

politics and wars, it all sounds so stupid
I just shot a guy and his name was Cupid
it all sounds so stupid

I’d rather stay this stupid

politics and wars
they’d throw me right out of the window, I’m sure
I’ma make it worse
I’ll tie my shoes just to get out and get loose

politics and wars

a song dedicated to my grandfather who passed away two days ago.
prd by. idly blare
I'm sorry I suck at goodbyes
I wish I could look in your eyes
I'm sorry for all of the lies I might've told when I was a kid
I'm sorry, yeah I suck at goodbyes
I wish I could look in your eyes
Just one more time
You send me down a memory
That you were playing in the park with me
We were carving our names in a tree
Now death took you away from me
Took you away from me
And I hope you see what you really, really meant to me
How is Grandma gonna live without you
And how am I gonna breathe
Knowing you won't be here with me
I know you're up there and you can see me
I scream as loud so you can hear me
I love you, Gramps
I hope you understand

im sorry i suck at goodbyes

lyrics:
I wanna tell you
How I feel
That I’m still not feeling real

Like a creep in the night
I’ma move by your side
Let the fog raise up
I don’t know if I’m not enough

Not enough
The alcohol is nodding off
Feel a little safer when I’m with you on my pavement
I can’t tell you nothing about me or about my payments
I know that I’m not the same and I’ll never be
I was there and I don’t give a shit about your therapies, no
Keep it all locked in my mind
For this is something you should never find
Shooting out the lights

creep (p.neverforever)

most of it prod by. neverforever, michael harrison

i just wanna throw em all away mixtape

lyrics:
i forgot
i think im aging too fast
i look back
i cant leave shit in the past now
i relapsed i wish that i could've just backed off

ive been working overtime again
my body's weak ill call a friend
i watch my cards flip from the wind
and change my destiny again
and again
and again

the winter is coming soon
so enjoy the fall afternoon
i wanna live by the sea
and pick out the leaves
that look so dear to me
you look so dear to me
wish you'd live near to see
me everyday
i wanna kiss you every day

i forgot
i think im aging too fast
i look back
i cant leave shit in the past now
i relapsed i wish that i could've just backed off

dont you know, dont you know, dont you know, where to go
dont you know, dont you know, dont you know, where to go
dont you know, dont you know, dont you know, where to go
and so on..

the winter is coming soon
so enjoy the fall afternoon
i wanna live by the sea
i forgot
i think im aging too fast
now
i look back
i cant leave shit in the past
now
i wanna live by the sea
and pick out every leaf
you look so dear to me i wish you'd live near
to see me

dont u know (p.neverforever)

lyrics:
somehow it would ache my heart
when you would go away
somehow i would fall apart
and it would break my heart
i would stand at the window saying my goodbyes
there i am i am
here i stand here i stand
as a man that i promised you to be one day
yet i’m so far away
yeah i’m so far away
from being what i wanna be
ouh ouh ouh ouh
don’t u know don’t u know
it matters to me the most
i love to watch the snow fall from the far sky
i love to watch the snow pale out all the lights
don’t u wanna go back
don’t u wanna go back
guess i don’t wanna know that
cause you’re all that i have
you’re all that i have
here i stand here i stand
as a man that i promised you to be one day
yet i’m so far away
yeah i’m so far away
from being what i wanna be
ouh ouh ouh ouh

devour

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