prod @overoveroverover
master @aestyboy
@noahsuri

ask me when its gonna be over im like any time
blood soaking thru my jeans but i feel fine
touch deprived when im alone im not really fine
baby do u want me too i dont see it in your eyes
baby can u tell me what u see in me
baby can u be the one for me thats all i need
think i need some change in my life its too stagnant
hit me with the curveball i dont wanna see at all
i didnt want it in the first place
though i was never first place i was always last 
tell me would i be last on your list?
honestly i feel like we were made in abyss
i dont think it can be me and you together
i dont think it can be you and me forever
all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting

(all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting)

can we still turn back and rewind
could u still look at me and say that ur mine?

i was never first place (over)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @vito2300, @breckenford
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter & @itschrismarek
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_ggkLZCXOI

lyrics:
Taylor's Diary:
do you fuck with me for real, or is this just some sick joke?
if you plan on leaving now, go ahead I’ll grab the rope
bet I jump right off this bridge while the rope digs in my throat
I just need you in my hands, swear to god, I won’t let go 

I need you right hear
you're my new chandelier
met that girl in Cleveland, now my team's the cavaliers 
tryna overcome these obsticals, I’m too filled up with fear
every girl I fell in love with made a ocean full of tears 

I fucked up when I looked in your eyes
my ex went away, I hate goodbyes
you gotta get used to days where I cry
you gotta get used to days where I’m fried
blue eyes, they fit you so very well
tell all of my secrets to the mirror he would never tell
it had to be some magic cause the love that you give is more then a spell 
I’m so glad that you pulled me outta hell 
blue eyes, blue skies, I can’t tell the difference
'cause I still hide behind despise
and when you find out, it’s good riddance, yeah

brecken:
why you tripping, baby?
I could feel the distance lately
listen what I'm saying when i tell you we could make it
you think that I'm crazy
i think that you way too dangerous 
and you been changing up the path that i thought we created

i've been defeated because i been tryin' my hardest
and you just never wanna see it i get pushed in the darkness
all my feelings i been grieving gettin' tossed in the garbage 
and i just can't explain the thought I'm seeing without you just dippin', departin'
yeah, you would wait where ever that i'm parkin at
now i feel like it really might be far from that
now i'd do anything to get that parking pass back
if i could just explain what you been disregarding
and thank god, that i ain't somehow have a heart attack
saw the dog tags from my brodies, and i thought it made my soul collapse 
i just used to think that I can't be a part of that
but i just gotta face my fears, and dying friends is part of that
lemme roll a wrap
i'm anxious with my peers I readjust my hard hat
i been stupid sad
when i'm at work i cannot focus i get sidetracked
i'm just in my head
i'm just tryna get out before friday hits
and if not i don't think i'll make it up to the weekend

VITO:
get you going
got you feeling right
and when you're coming down
I'll be there to hold you tight
and now you remember
i loved you forever
just call me whenever
and we'll be together

i don't wanna pick a side
don't know to play it tight
you been on my head tonight
i thought a lot about it
dude you can't change my mind
so come meet me on the outside, the ouside
hearts pierced through the middle
skin strung out and briddle
don't care about me a little
being up in the littles
dig my head in the pillow
i'm exchanged for the willow
man i cry till i'm mellow
comes back around, tell me "hello."

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

zerbrechen
/zerbréchen/
(von etwas Sprödem, Hartem) [durch ein Missgeschick, durch Hinfallen o. Ä.] 
in Stücke brechen

selbst Worte koennen Menschen tiefe #Wunden zufuegen
lasst sie euren Gegenueber nicht #entzweibrechen

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master @noahsuri

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@noahsuri
nimm mich, nimm mich und zerbrich mich
so fuehl ich mich wichtig
also mach es auch richtig
du bist nicht einsichtig
trotzdem bist du durchsichtig
Argumente sind fluechtig
schliess meine Augen jetzt seh ich dich

ruf mich an und sofort bin ich da
lass alle stehen und liegen, ich bin fuer dich da
kann niemals selbst fuer mich einstehen
gefangen im ewigen Kreislauf
ich bin dabei zu verstehen
die Zeit sind nimmt ihren Lauf

ich weiss nicht was ich will
ich weiss nicht was ich tun soll damit du mir gehoerst
ich fuehl mich wie ein Magent, denn ich bin anders gepolt
mein Koeper teilt sich in zwei, ich kann nicht heilen

hab das Licht lange nicht gesehen und ich kann es nicht
hab dich schon lang nicht mehr gesehen und ich wag es nicht
ich trau mich nicht den Schritt zu gehen ich hab Angst um mich, denn ich hab Angst um dich

zerbrich mich (suri spaceboyry)

Private Service

(Prod. Anyvibe & Enigma)
Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

She got that perfect body show me how it work
When she shake it she gon change my universe
Bad bitch yea you know she got the curves
And she gon make it work, uh uh
We be at the club all night
Yea we making love tonight
So let’s enjoy this life
Dance like it’s our wedding night

Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Who that girl in the photo right there?
Pretty eyes and that natural hair
Looking good no matter what you wear
You and I would make a pretty good pair
So let’s go on the dance floor show me what you’re made of
And you look so perfect with or without your makeup
We’re locked in forever you know I won’t break up
She feeling kinda freaky she might put the tape up
Te amo bebe exploramos el mundo
Solo quiero que te mantengas seguro


Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Gifted (Prod. Anyvibe & Enigma)

Art cover by SaveHaven https://www.youtube.com/@safehavendot
produced by SVI https://www.youtube.com/@levlsvi

TAKE A HEADSHOT (PROD SVI)

tracklist
boy is gone - mon1ka, agnes
nu:lvl - bambino’s & cephi
wowoutro - yawning portal
all i do + let you go (jersey club remix) - prodbysaint, clara la san, limbo
m.i.a. (nafftero remix) - xxxo
dog fear - djcorpmane, organ tapes
mmm hmm (nemet the doll remix) - sexxy redd + lancey foux
sustancia (jotadelli edit) - judeline
“y dime” tuneado, lacroix version - ms. nina, tomasa del real
all i can take (kenji araki remix) - justin beiber
ghetto confetti (nusualy remix) - gloosito + la zowi
sacred - karashnikov
como antes (mntjy remix) - wisin + yandel
tacones de putx - traxxdealer, negraconda, brujaprieta
blow ya mind (x club. edit) - hide the junk
been bad - charmur
water (fazobeats jersey club remix) - tyla
pull up (odf vip) - special request, oli bloom
0161 - effy
believe - eli brown
ando mas que mal - raidacuatro
true star - ssaliva
ivy heal (bdstf blend) - frank ocean, ico

now playing: 011

Streiana (AI)

Collab with https://soundcloud.com/noahsuri

Produced by SVI https://www.youtube.com/@levlsvi
Cover art by safehaven https://www.youtube.com/@safehavendot


Messy Thoughts w/ suri (prod. SVI)

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

Billowed up in a winter storm
Go ahead and slam the door
Things don't change, maybe pop another adderall
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Messy Thoughts w/ suri (prod. SVI)

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