https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fKrNyXq1k8

i spend minutes with my feelings in it
i don't give it
Lost a lot but i won't finish with it
i got a limit
Keep on chasin what i lost my dearest
i can't invision
on a mission to get back my vision
from the division

please put down the razor
my thoughts screamin along
please get some help i can't
anxiety 2 strong
stabbin me everyday
what for?
all of this time
was it worth for?
somebody who didn't care at all
but u thought that it was ur call


the damage is done and im sorry but there's no reversin it
put in a person like you in my spot and you'll drop
to the ground not questioning
i didn't know that i could love
i gotta turn my feelings off
leave me alone and knock it off
poppin a pill im noddin off
aquafina and molly they holdin me ransom
panic attack at the club i keep dancin
shawty approaching me sayin im handsome
something ain't right i can see that she had some

dice of life
you know it's random
lies on lies
and i can't stand em
eyes on me
cuz im her fandom
used to be scared of ghosts
today i hop in a phantom

Division@mikeAl0ne (MV IN DSC)

Derealization
A new layer of lies
I'm falling too high like a star
With soldiers outside the city limits
Smuggling the light of the last chance
I know it's hard to give her to me
I'm not counting on it, I duplicate the stack
But still, give me time
I'm so close, I don't want to fall
I still see her and I can't sleep
I still see the mistake of a few years ago
Then the voice says yes
I love you, but I want to die
I'll never be the same again
I'm still looking for love, and I don't know if I even have it for myself
I don't want to anger you, to say something's wrong
I just want to help
But I won't do it alone

I keep seeing you being kidnapped
Even though I can't sleep anymore
Whether it's like this or forever
Don't carry a woman's advice
I'm walking through the forest
There is what I truly feel
Oh
I don't ask, this is my fate
Where is my true home?
So many scars, I haven't seen anyone else
You can't trust me like you do
Fate has dealt the cards this way
Tears on Secondary flows.
I know I'm still not ready.
But I'm not trying anymore.
The dream of being different someday.
But it can't leak out.
Make it about hundreds of songs.
And you'll never hear me.

Derealization.
A new layer of lies.
I'm falling too high, like a star.
With soldiers outside the city limits.
Smuggling the light of the last chance.
I know it's hard to give it to me.
I'm not counting on it, I'm duplicating the stack.
But still, give me time.
I'm so close, I don't want to fall.
I still see her and I can't sleep.
I still see the mistake of a few years ago.
The voice continues, it says yes.
I love you, but I want to die.
I'll never be the same again.
I'm still looking for love, but I don't know if I even have it for myself.
I don't want to anger you, to say something's wrong.
I just want to help.
But I can't do it alone.

domasnosebleed x nosgov - ostatnia szansa [Slowed & Reverb]

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Really wanna die I can’t even lie
Fucked up and I really don’t know why
Switchblade shawty cutting up another line
Shawty always on my dick but never in my mind 
Antisocial I don’t like to party 
Pull up to the function yeah I can’t feel my body 
Different color hair and nails like Jeff hardy 
Turned into a junkie yeah momma I’m sorry 
Fuck my life i just really wanna die hoe
Tell you that I’m fine but we know it’s a lie tho 
Vampire in the night, I don’t like the light hoe
Switchblade by my side take it everywhere I go 
Yeah we geek hard yeah we sniffing up coke up
Bitches love me, but I ain’t even sosa
Tell me that she love me yeah, I don’t even know her
To be honest yeah I ain’t never really sober

(Verse 2)
Asking why my life’s like this 
Feeling like I don’t exist 
Am i just really worthless 
Life’s a movie, and mines a shitty flick

Mines a shitty flick (2x)

Life’s a movie and mines a shitty flick

Gave you my time and my heart
Wanted to die in your arms
But you never felt the same way 
All these years you threw away
Break my heart, rip out my spine
Take my love and wast my time 
After what we just been through 
In my dreams I call to you

In my dreams I call to you (2x)

life is a movie and mine is a shitty flick (qryy)

@pressure666

your blood I want it 
Your track I’m on it 
Your luck is over 
Wanna see you run 
yea I wanna see you run 

I don’t know who you are and I don’t wanna know 
X you out my mind then I x you out my life 
I let you in my heart and then I paid the price 
You didn’t play fair yea you didn’t play nice 
All I wanted was to play a part 
But you played with my heart 
And that’s only the start 
All you did was pushing my apart 
And that’s just like the person that you are 

Like rust on my skin 
Like rot on my mind 
Your touch, disgusting 
Your heart, can’t trust it 
your blood, I want it 
Your track, I’m on it 
Your luck is over 
Wanna see you run 
yea I wanna see you run

wanna see u run (pressure)

1. prod by @mikeAl0ne
2. prod by @ripkanashi @myroongocrazy @mikeAl0ne

i9 was dead long time before meeting you
they all hate
while they pity you
they dont know me
what im goin thru
im not over
im on the portion
of what can i do to myself
not goin dead yet
and i can hear their voices talkin after ill kill my self
like how could he do it for himself
like we were always tryna help him
like he never seemed to care
and all they always thinkin is themselves
like how could he do it for himself
i lower my pants 
then im placing hand on the blade
startin mayhem
like how could i do it for myself
like i fuckin care
you actin like i fuckin dont despite with my every breath
cause how could you do it to me
its crazy you talkin bout being shit
you cheatin and talkin something bout me
im leavin this town im about to leave

i was dead long time before meeeting you @mikeAl0ne

1. prod by @mikeAl0ne
2. prod by @ripkanashi @myroongocrazy @mikeAl0ne

i need a sedative
to diseappeear/appear
stop fuckin bothering me
stop fuckin bothering me
i need to cut more weight
i need to cut more veins
i need to cut vain people
out of my life 

i know i cant see
moldin fadin, bitch
fuck you you deceive
dont know how i feel
i feel like i dont feel
i see that i dont see
i talk how i cant talk
i live like i dont live
fuck you you deceive
fuck you you deceive
fuck you you deceive
fuck you :|: you deceive
i gain and dont receive
you dont listen - i dont speak
its all my fault im goin nowhere
i need a sedative

i need to cut more weight
i need to cut more veins
i need to cut more weight
i need to cut more veins

i need this will to die
it gives me safety
i dont fear to fail
ill just die eventually

i know i cant see
moldin fadin, bitch
stop bothering me
fuck you you deceive
fuck you you deceive
make money with me not off me
i cured the sickness for the week
i am the villain im victim
i cast the feelings under seal 
im under sigil under freeze 
i live the living of nothing
i am the mimic im not me
fuck you you deceive
i never trust you you deceive
moldin fadin bitch
you dont listen and i dont speak

you deceive @ripkanashi @mikeAl0ne @myroon

produced by rainn god
cover art by @chimii777

LOSING SANITY IS BEAUTIFUL interlude (rainn god)

@luvarrow @yungfuji16
produced by rainn god
cover art by @chimii777

luvarrow:

Wanna come back to you
Would you come back to me?
I can't tell if it's true
I don't know if I believe
Would you want me to see
What's been happening to you?
I don't wanna be me 
Got some things to undo


That's not true
You don't want me like I do
That's not true
You don't want me like I do
Yeah it's cool
They can lie to me if they wanted to
Talk to me, what you wanna do?
Lose myself, yeah I've had to choose

Lose myself, yeah, I need to move
You're too weak, whatchu tryna prove?
Damn, I made it, I already knew
Woke up sick ain't nothing's new
I hear your voice, I'm used to you
Don't wanna feel but I'm feeling you
Trust me like I've trusted you
They can't take me away, I can't keep falling
Monsters are in my head, I can't control it
Don't wanna end up replaced
I'll just keep going
I don't know it, might aswell just focus

fujiiro:

we're not in a rush
brush it off, make it last long
you want me like i want you
i wanna keep that trust yuh
i dont care
lets talk that talk
we gon live in a mansion
yuh
when ur around i feel no pressure

czego nie rozumiesz ya
ona siada na mnie
mowi bardzo kocham cie
ja wiem ze naprawdę

i just hid a new scar from you
woke up sick, woke up new
but i really lost the clue
she stuck to me like glue

luvarrow, fujiiro - NOT TRUE (rainn god)

can’t look away + Nosgov (prod sumkreso)

i just need to let it out now
cause everyday im fkn high 2 the stars
cause everyday my life has fallen to parts
its a different pill today i try switch it up
or im sorry for the wait i tore it to parts
to parts
to parts
if only you knew
to parts
to parts
i hate waiting
need a different outlet
i been tryna run from judgement
dont you think its stupid?
at this point im crying
im so tied to trying
im 2 fkn off it
try to hide it nowadays

cause im reaching the point
where my health is destroyed
am i filling the void
pull me here for as long as i thought i would

die young
die young
yes im tryna die young
i guess im tryna die now
die now
guess im tryna die young
die young

oh
cause everyday im fkn high 2 the stars
cause everyday my life has fallen to parts
its a different pill today i try switch it up
or im sorry for the wait i tore it to parts (2x)

evryday high 2the stars (Live&Learn 177p)

fuck it i get distant
feeling like a whore
i just did some pillz tday
feeling like a chore x.X
sometimes im just thinking i cant do this anymore'
i been on a delay walking down the hall

and they hit me up tday told me i cant do it
pull up on a tour
fuck it get into it
go to kuru show u can hear my music

oc oc 80 i know i abuse it
i been oxy poppin then i make my music (dosey, dosey)
i still got my soul, i know how to lose it
i keep winning shit, dont know how to lose it
yea bitch 2k26
i still wake up sick
i guess i want more of it
i can tell that ur a fan
but then hiding it
better send some love it could come at assist

...
i thought im giving up
i thought im giving up
i thought im giving up
i thought im giving up but im back to it
oh i gotta do it
all i gotta do is
all i gotta do is
keep going
keep going
keep going
keep going in

fk the industry now i do it how i wanna
fk the industry shit i do what i wanna
24 years old now yea thats fkn crazy
but i keep on going yea i cant be fkn lazy
like them
like you
like you
these bitches need some help

oc oc 80 i know i abuse it
i been oxy poppin then i make my music (dosey)
i still got my soul, i know how to lose it
i keep winning shit, dont know how to lose it
oc oc 80 i know i abuse it
i been oxy poppin then i make my music
i still got my soul, i know how to lose it
i keep winning shit, dont know how to lose it

breaking rules (Live&Learn 177p)

I post slowed down versions of songs i like

domasnosebleed x nosgov - ostatnia szansa [Slowed & Reverb]

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