Derealization
A new layer of lies
I'm falling too high like a star
With soldiers outside the city limits
Smuggling the light of the last chance
I know it's hard to give her to me
I'm not counting on it, I duplicate the stack
But still, give me time
I'm so close, I don't want to fall
I still see her and I can't sleep
I still see the mistake of a few years ago
Then the voice says yes
I love you, but I want to die
I'll never be the same again
I'm still looking for love, and I don't know if I even have it for myself
I don't want to anger you, to say something's wrong
I just want to help
But I won't do it alone

I keep seeing you being kidnapped
Even though I can't sleep anymore
Whether it's like this or forever
Don't carry a woman's advice
I'm walking through the forest
There is what I truly feel
Oh
I don't ask, this is my fate
Where is my true home?
So many scars, I haven't seen anyone else
You can't trust me like you do
Fate has dealt the cards this way
Tears on Secondary flows.
I know I'm still not ready.
But I'm not trying anymore.
The dream of being different someday.
But it can't leak out.
Make it about hundreds of songs.
And you'll never hear me.

Derealization.
A new layer of lies.
I'm falling too high, like a star.
With soldiers outside the city limits.
Smuggling the light of the last chance.
I know it's hard to give it to me.
I'm not counting on it, I'm duplicating the stack.
But still, give me time.
I'm so close, I don't want to fall.
I still see her and I can't sleep.
I still see the mistake of a few years ago.
The voice continues, it says yes.
I love you, but I want to die.
I'll never be the same again.
I'm still looking for love, but I don't know if I even have it for myself.
I don't want to anger you, to say something's wrong.
I just want to help.
But I can't do it alone.

domasnosebleed x nosgov - ostatnia szansa [Sped Up]

“As long as I am breathing, in my eyes, I am just beginning.”

― Criss Jami

I post slowed down versions of songs i like

domasnosebleed x nosgov - ostatnia szansa [Sped Up]

Sulph