talk2me

love u :)

lyrics:
took a train ride across the country
now im starting to see what im missing out on
days pass and u never really call but
your startin to see what your missing out on
half a milli in couple weeks 
shows money sleep repeat
never really knew i could get this far
cold drugs antihistamine
girls offa lsd
never really knew i could get this far

been on my own minute now
its been too long feelin stressed out
they said roll with the punches

well i said fuck this
i think i fall in love quick
i dont wanna talk shit
can we change the subject?
now im with a drunk bitch 
talking bout her husband
i dont wanna hear nun
can we change the subject? 

at a party with these strangers idk
and i really wish she’d say sum
but kinda wish she dont
she got blue hair hairdyed*
it matches her sweater
if she ask me how im feelin
say idk i could be better

been up for 24 hours
she gave me 24 flowers at
ive been ive been alone in my room
she said the world could be ours 
but thats a scary ass thought
i mean like what would i do
i never even 
thought 
that i would get this far

can we change the subject?

E3YS (HASTE)

out on all plats
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3E6yQkIDGNAIPpNBS1e38u?si=8e6e166a5bed45fe
p: @shadeaway

lyrics:
I see your eyes around the corner
I splash my face into some water
Yeah, paranoia, and disorders
It's not safe, I tried to warn her

She didn't listen 
yeah she was fuckin' gone in an instant
I start to lose cognition
It's gone along with my vision

It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I lead my mind into a ditch 
think I might pop my fucking lid
They tell me I'll go far and I'm just a kid
I know, but I don't really want to exist

It's so damn hard to stay awake
Bad thoughts, and all of these headaches
My minds a glass, about to break
Overthink about every step I take

It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

haunted

prod grayskies
love yall!
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6IpqnZFOyU
lyrics:
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Ah
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
I been doing the
I been doing the-

Not my fault
It feels like yesterday
So alone
I got my debt to pay
She left and came back
But drunk as fuck
She said I did it
I set her up
Oh
Told me she never spoke her mind
No
That bitch so crazy, starts to cry
Oh I felt the pressure is building up
Ran out the bathroom
I had enough

Letter to my younger self
Just go ahead, fuck the world
Hate all of their stupid shit
'Cause you're just a little kid

Just put a gun to my face, you know it 
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Ah
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
I been doing the same

Left without a warning
Now I'll never come back
She said
"I know I keep on living rent free in your head"
Show me anything you do
'Cause I know that it's bad
Keep on yelling in the mirror
You know that I left
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
"All he does is make her cry"
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Can't you see the fucking lie?

Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Face down, gun up
Lose it
Fuck
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Face down, gun up
Lose it
Fuck

SPOTIFY

GUN TO MY FACE

trying new stuff... 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩

https://open.spotify.com/track/3LrPn7zIswLyRE34F7Wsg0?si=-dGSfcTTSeuUqnYopSdBBg

prod star/recyclebin 

thanks for helping me mix @alkayn 

𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦

and we’ve been here before
i can’t cope anymore
got my head on the floor
as you slam close the door
in my face
yeah i feel out of place
really missing you grace

and i know that i messed up
why won’t you pick up
it’s all down to me
i get that you don’t wanna repeat history

i feel so alone
like a king with no throne
i’ve been overthrown
by doing of my own now

just know that i can’t help it
im so sorry that you think i’m being selfish
please don’t go i don’t want you to perish
i’m finding it really hard to sell this

press your lips against mine
maybe for the last time
as we lay back and finish our last glass of wine
let our souls intertwine
you make life so divine
shivers right down my spine
our hearts are aligned

been here before
i can’t cope anymore
got my head on the floor
as you slam close the door
in my face
yeah i feel out of place
really missing you grace

𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦

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