fear (siemspark & 80root)

i dnt rlly 
get wht u see in him
im not rlly 
scared of competition i wont stay a friend

see (guda)

produced by yungspoiler
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

here I sit and I wait for change again
how did I end up this way?
I ponder relationships, can't stand
ruin it all inside my head
another step forward sends me plummeting back
I thought I could trust them
kick me down in a ditch
when will it end, I'm engulfed in the sadness
You played me a fool I....

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
Why was I so damn naïve
The jokes on me
No one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open muffled by the breeze

I plea
the jokes on me

I got this feeling I might just lose it all
I waste my fucking time I constantly spend sighing
evidence is in my view, I just don't want that truth
no one around, the eyes on you
please god...
again I'm a fool, I let you fuck me up

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
why was I so damn naïve
the jokes on me
no one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open, muffled by the breeze
popularity contest
fake real at best
thought you were my friends
guess it will not mend the holes that you shot through my chest

lumina

eyes on you, jokes on me

Stream

eyes on you, jokes on me (yungspoiler)

with https://soundcloud.com/lolydkm and https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce  . have a happy song for once

Wake up, feeling dead to my core
I wana look up at the sky, don’t wana do it no more
I’m like, “hold up”
Feeling kinda dead for a moment
But I’m fine again

Think it’s time again
That I finally win
Think I’ll finally live forever, never die again
Mind racing back and forth, think I’m cycling 
And every time I fucking talk, i know it don’t make sense

Like, hold up
Pull up to the spot with a bag, and roll up
If he runs away, I break him down like crowbar
Playing with the strings like guitar
Never playing with my heart again

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down
I don’t really wanna talk to you now

Why you always gotta make things so complicated
Why you hitting my line, why you gotta be faded
No I don’t wanna tell myself that it’s ok
Yeah, it’s not okay

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down

i think i'm fine again w/ ydkm (plxce)

I've been struggling with the image of myself. How people perceive me, the way I look, the way I act. I'm a self conscious person.

Lyrics:

please don't look at me
don't come here I'm hiding
just don't look at me
I hate when they're eyeing

Please don't look at me
you're so
{your so god d*mn ugly)
ugly
why bother even loving
you're just oh so disgusting

I'm trapped in my thoughts 
and the words that I make up
Tumbling over and over again

I've never been friends 
with the man in my head
I needed escape
but he wanted me dead

please don't look at me
don't come here I'm hiding
just don't look at me
I hate when they're eyeing

Prod. Guda

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor (guda)

beginning of the end (prod. by yungspoiler)

prod. grayskies

I woke up to a funny feeling in my head
Reality it mirrored the wrong face
Turn backed the clock changed the pace
I melted down, ripped my face
A new frown in its place

Distortion's clouding up my mental
Its liquified and skewed, like in a photo
And let me know if I'll ever know

Let me know, will you ever show your face again
Cause I don't wanna see nor mend

""I hear it calling me
I hear it call again
I hear it calling me
Again""

Not another of his cursed cast falling
Another text of empty promises
And I'm the worst made common
You can blame me but it all comes down to this
Check the clock, what's the time?
I've been tracing the lines
Flick the switch, up the light
Get escaping the mind
Yeah another cursed past off him
I've been chased out of line
Get escaping my mind

Cast out the shadow
Lead me into the wrong way
Told lies to keep at bay
Yeah you turn to the drugs, like your best friend
Approaching me again
Simple questions unanswered

And I've been left to die
Entangled in your lies
It caught up to you this time
Its no longer in disguise
You're apprehensive about the weight that your actions held
You were right to be that way

So never show your face again
Cause I don't wanna see nor mend

""I hear it calling me
I hear it call again
I hear it calling me
Again""

Not another of his cursed cast falling
Another text of empty promises
And I'm the worst made common
You can blame me but it all comes down to this
Check the clock, what's the time?
I've been tracing the lines
Flick the switch, up the light
Get escaping the mind
Yeah another cursed past off him
I've been chased out of line
Get escaping my mind

worst made common (grayskies)

Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor (guda)

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