@ulovely ty bro ily :) we both on the come up <3

Wow this is amazing uve got mad talent keep going and drop MORE CONSISTENTLY!!!!!!! the more quality u drop the more chances u hav of making it 

fuck it im making this public i made this in 30 min

god im sad and pissed off and i feel like such a waste of space for not doing the open for https://soundcloud.com/okstarkie even though i tried for 8 hours straight

lyrics:
[prechorus]
 god im pissed off
tryna make it right
i cant really ever help it 
i cant get her off my mind (who lol what am i talking about )
its the hardest at the night time
eyeing up the razorblade
i got these thoughts up in my mind
that i cannot get away

[hook]
i put 20 on my soul
screaming out im getting old
i swear to god they do not like me
they just liking what i've shown

why the fuck im always wasting all my time
i got places i should go
i got methods i should try

but im stuck up in my ways
so ill vent inside this throwaway
i just wanna cry
but i cannot find the time
(cough)
cannot find the time
swear to god im never right
i just wanna go to sleep
swear to god i just wanna die

[verse]
i cant even keep the will enough that i can scream
baby i just wanna overdose and i just wanna sleep
tell me why im always so upset and why i feel these things
i just want to sit inside my room and cry at my tv
(yeahhh)
lately ive been feeling like im r4msey 
cus anxiety's my only friend 
i popped another ady
now im reeling off the chems

wishing it would end
lying on my bed
i feel horrible for ghosting hunter (and my friends)

[bridge]
yeah
im a worthless piece of shit
i pop another ady i dont ever wanna sleep
cus when i sleep i see the faces of the people that i hurt inside my dreams 
fuck
my
life
(crash!)

[prechorus]
 god im pissed off
tryna make it right
i cant really ever help it 
i cant get her off my mind (who lol what am i talking about )
its the hardest at the night time
eyeing up the razorblade
i got these thoughts up in my mind
that i cannot get away

[hook]
i put 20 on my soul
screaming out im getting old
i swear to god they do not like me
they just liking what i've shown

why the fuck im always wasting all my time
i got places i should go
i got methods i should try

but im stuck up in my ways
so ill vent inside this throwaway
i just wanna cry
but i cannot find the time
(cough)
cannot find the time
swear to god im never right
i just wanna go to sleep
swear to god i just wanna die

[bridge but outro]
lately ive been feeling like im r4msey 
cus anxiety's my only friend 
i popped another ady
now im reeling off the chems

wishing it would end
lying on my bed
i feel horrible for ghosting hunter (and my friends)

vent (ninewaters)

fear (siemspark & 80root)

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/H7gZkjRpAtM

feel da music, experience da swang.
purple forg

prod. nate (@ivajnate) and me!

saythat

produced by yungspoiler
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

here I sit and I wait for change again
how did I end up this way?
I ponder relationships, can't stand
ruin it all inside my head
another step forward sends me plummeting back
I thought I could trust them
kick me down in a ditch
when will it end, I'm engulfed in the sadness
You played me a fool I....

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
Why was I so damn naïve
The jokes on me
No one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open muffled by the breeze

I plea
the jokes on me

I got this feeling I might just lose it all
I waste my fucking time I constantly spend sighing
evidence is in my view, I just don't want that truth
no one around, the eyes on you
please god...
again I'm a fool, I let you fuck me up

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
why was I so damn naïve
the jokes on me
no one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open, muffled by the breeze
popularity contest
fake real at best
thought you were my friends
guess it will not mend the holes that you shot through my chest

lumina

eyes on you, jokes on me

Stream

eyes on you, jokes on me (yungspoiler)

with https://soundcloud.com/lolydkm and https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce  . have a happy song for once

Wake up, feeling dead to my core
I wana look up at the sky, don’t wana do it no more
I’m like, “hold up”
Feeling kinda dead for a moment
But I’m fine again

Think it’s time again
That I finally win
Think I’ll finally live forever, never die again
Mind racing back and forth, think I’m cycling 
And every time I fucking talk, i know it don’t make sense

Like, hold up
Pull up to the spot with a bag, and roll up
If he runs away, I break him down like crowbar
Playing with the strings like guitar
Never playing with my heart again

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down
I don’t really wanna talk to you now

Why you always gotta make things so complicated
Why you hitting my line, why you gotta be faded
No I don’t wanna tell myself that it’s ok
Yeah, it’s not okay

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down

i think i'm fine again w/ ydkm (plxce)

I've been struggling with the image of myself. How people perceive me, the way I look, the way I act. I'm a self conscious person.

Lyrics:

please don't look at me
don't come here I'm hiding
just don't look at me
I hate when they're eyeing

Please don't look at me
you're so
{your so god d*mn ugly)
ugly
why bother even loving
you're just oh so disgusting

I'm trapped in my thoughts 
and the words that I make up
Tumbling over and over again

I've never been friends 
with the man in my head
I needed escape
but he wanted me dead

please don't look at me
don't come here I'm hiding
just don't look at me
I hate when they're eyeing

Prod. Guda

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor (guda)

wooooooo


Ive heard it said
Time and again
Youre not my friend
Dont you pretend


Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?


In autumn i learned that im not the one you want
When winter came crawling i found out who i was
Now springs here theres no fear and i finally moved past you
In 2 months ill be healed lying with my tears cleared

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

I know its all too much, bloody wrists, torn lips, i sit waiting
On you to fall in line, waiting, hatred growing i cant

Find the right way to you
Are you lost too?

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

(shoutout bella for this part)

Im falling to pieces x2

(kindof)

ruin ur stay

shoutout @ericreprid
~
I can’t trust lil' shawty she a runner
Cop this Cartier like a stunner
That lil’ shawty a hoe so I can’t love her
She gon' hit the road when shit gets harder
Yeah
I’m gon' let this shit blam if you not vam
Can’t fuck with no fake shit they would never understand
If we don’t make money together it don’t make sense
Only fuck with Vamily bitch I ain’t gon fuck with them

[Verse 1]
Said she can’t help me cause her hands are tied
Do a lil’ BDSM but when shit gets rough I got vamily ties
Money gon' come money gon' go seen this shit plenty of times
Shawty want this, shawty want that, but I don’t pay her no mind
This year I’m finna get stupid rich
Might cop a new X6
My brudda see you like who is this?
We not who you coolin’ with
Bitch better stop with that foolishness
Or you gon' lose your shit
You hit me up and I knew what it is
Cause I ain’t new to this shit

[Hook]
I can’t trust lil' shawty she a runner
Cop this Cartier like a stunner
That lil’ shawty a hoe so I can’t love her
She gon' hit the road when shit gets harder
Yeah
I’m gon let this shit blam if you not vam
Can’t fuck with no fake shit they would never understand
If we don’t make money together it don’t make sense
Only fuck with Vamily bitch I ain’t gon fuck with them

[Verse 2]
Ok that boy a fucking goofy he a RICHARD
Stacking my digits my blood be so cold and I’m feelin’ like I be a lizard
Bitch I got food for some thots so I’m taking that hoe out to fuck up some dinner
Shawty be seeing these hunnits on me so she steady be calling me mister
I know lil' shawty get greedy for likes so I cut that bitch right out the picture
Whole lot of colours inside of my wallet my money be tryna play twister
I be done fucking that bitch it is what it is I’m finna dismiss her
Lately I’m focused on makin’ these hits so how the fuck I’m finna go miss her

[Hook]
I can’t trust lil' shawty she a runner
Cop this Cartier like a stunner
That lil’ shawty a hoe so I can’t love her
She gon' hit the road when shit gets harder
Yeah
I’m gon' let this shit blam if you not vam
Can’t fuck with no fake shit they would never understand
If we don’t make money together it don’t make sense
Only fuck with Vamily bitch I ain’t gon fuck with them

fear (siemspark & 80root)

MO$H

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