fairy tale

hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/7ripp0
https://soundcloud.com/okeefey
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

me: 

ill take the blame
i kno that its a secret
ill try n listen
wish i could b forgiven
my past mistakes
will always be a memory
n i cant change
i try but somethings missing

n i cant scream
yh i suffer in silence
the boy who cried wolf
will always keep on crying

n i cant lie 
sometimes i wanna end it all
but i cant fall 

pandoras box i keep it
i keep it close
u n me i need it
i cn feel it

arid:

yeah i leave it all behind im on my own
i just wanna die here i dont wanna be alone
its too hard to try again
its too hard to find again
yeah i tried and tried its too hard just to cry by flow
yeah i wasted my time i know
yeah dont say u want it
i feel haunted
i dont want to fall
i dont know why i steep so low
i think i found my way back home
yeah i tried my best
yeah u know the rest i know

Spotify <33

pandoras box + arid (rippo + okeefey)

pichu - left her (toshi x kuru x waifu)

produced by @sanriorose
mixed and mastered by @emorave

on and on (dolly)

@1kkishin @minteaness
sorry for the absence just been really busy
i'll try to be more consistent :)
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lyrics
i wanna take your heart
I won’t give it back
i just wanna walk you home
I don’t wanna leave you sad
if you ever need a thing
all you gotta do is ask
can’t you just be with me? 
I love all the time we have
x2

kishin
i miss all the times we had
girl just let me take u back
yk u belong w me
gets hard to forget the past
tell me what u want girl 
i promise u just gotta ask
yk i could get it fast
just to see u 100 on the dash
yk we could fix all these problems
bby gimme time n i can solve em
n yk i never ever been dishonest
so lemme take u heart back
cuz my heart aint intact
ik we've had issues
but we could look way past that
i been focused on myself
countin up my blue bands
but yk i would drop it all for u
cuz yk that our love is true

i wanna take your heart
I won’t give it back
i just wanna walk you home
I don’t wanna leave you sad
if you ever need a thing
all you gotta do is ask
can’t you just be with me? 
I love all the time we have
x2

Spotify

be w me +kishin (minty)

@saikyo29
@blushxoxo
ariel i honor you forever 
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do you need me now <3 w/ saikyo (blush)

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@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
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u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

kuru - lol p. kuru **calvin exclusive**

her eyes green like an olive,
baby can u stop it i dont think my hearts responding
living everyday with ur voice in my conscious
maybe im obnoxious
maybe im so-
maybe im so tired of it all
wanna hear you one more time
i stay up always crying i just want you to reply
i can't help but i think that im running out of fucking time
its shredding me to pieces im not even in their mind
started being rude to all my friends,
im sorry
theres so much going thru my fucking head,
im sorry
i hope one day ill just make amends
my chest hollow dont think ill see you ever again
nah shit im off it
take my heart and toss it
in my bed im tossing i can not sleep im coughing
i gave you everything i could and you laid out my coffin
you knew i tried my hardest, tell me where it started
i was just a tool
tool for you to use
was it something wrong
what should i do
you know im sorry too
cus i was such a fool
i was mean to you, close my eyes and sing to you
can you call me back
probably not
but its fine just forget it let him take my spot
i wish you were here like what more can i say
four years and they're gone
i was 15 coming home to tell you all about my day
now im 20 and i hate myself in every fucking way
i cant say that to your face, no
im a mess now i dont want to hurt you
i just breakdown but i never mean to
and since last year i feel the same as last year
girl ur my fear, you should know ur my fear
her eyes green like an olive,
baby can u stop it i dont think my hearts responding
living everyday with ur voice in my conscious
maybe im obnoxious
maybe im so-

olive (kuru)

no no no
no its a no
would you still be happy if you knew what i know
now the times moving slow
minds getting blown
imma get myself pwned
shut it up nah i dont wanna talk
girl my stomach's turning up
this is hate this aint love
you just blame me im done
blocked all your punches
proved all my hunches
your name is a tongue twist
she treat me like she dont know me
she wants everything from me
always act like i dont know
i seen it back then when i told you so
you gonna give your heart away
you give up on me right away
then and now it was night and day
wanna link im a flight away
ugh ill see you soon
nah im just manifesting but hows it already june
and people hitting my line but none of them are you
tell everyone that im fine and they just see right through
i know its my fault you dont have to tell me
i wish you where never gone someone help me
i been screaming out
ask if she sees me now
i went a different route
im always passing out
i know its all my fault
you put my heart at a halt
she treat me like she dont know me
she wants everything from me
always act like i dont know
i seen it back then when i told you so
you gonna give your heart away
you give up on me right away
then and now it was night and day
wanna link im a flight away

june (kuru mental)

you dont know how i be feeling 
you dont know how i be thinking
dealing with this pain take an ibuprofen
i’m not healing shit my head could break the ceiling
if we getting paid then shit it do not matter well be chilling
omg 
omg we be up
shawty said she wanna come and eat me up
omg
don’t want her around it’s only money that i touch
gang said that i’m going up so imma have to trust it
archive on my body throw a party in the lobby said she wanna come and top me
and they clones they just copy and you keep doing that talking while my bros we be locking in
she gon come at night time
you can’t ride my wave this a fucking high tide bitch
and we pull up at the right time
thirty past nine
in my best life
you in your past life bitch
yo girl hit my phone said she reminiscing
about like what we did before i got a superstition
that she want me to come again and try a new position 
opposition i told bae come lets go
magician on the low make her disappear 
she don’t fuck with you now you’re shedding tears
i make your money times two times twenty-two
tell ya momma imma need that fucking money too

copy (kuru)

walk in walk in w money i cant throw away
stop me stop me from dying there is no way
no matter how hard i try it wont go away
stop me from falling 
i wish they saw me
i wish you would hold my hand try to calm me
colder than winter, snowing in autumn
how can you get any lower than the bottom
can't show emotion i'm staying solemn 

just a little bit
i’m indifferent
to your problems
innocent
don’t you give me that
because we both know
about your dark ways
and your bad side
and all of the wrong things
that you said behind my back
how could i do this for you
when we both know
the person that you are on the inside
outside you pretend to be nice
but i know who you are inside
you want to change then
you gotta prove it to me
you gotta prove it to me
you got to show me your problems
lay them all out there
show me in confidence
you want me to care

notice how it feels to fall
i'm stuck on the outside looking in
i wanna see you fall
can't tell who i am will i even win
can't tell who i am what i even do
i'm a psycho true.. you're a psycho too
and what did i do to you
you can tell that i'm falling
i'm falling for you
and if all that is true
well i'm sorry for you