when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

featuring @llostvision & @xona (check them out)
produced by me & @xandror2
expect more music from me from now on :)

lyrics
seph 
treat me like a butterfly
i can't make amends while i'm falling down
you got me fucking switching sides
i thought that we were friends
it goes all around

this shit been going on 
i don't think that i can take it
leave me in the dark 
got me feeling so sedated
tearing me apart
you don't think bout what you saying
stab me in the heart
swear my body been decaying

ellvee 
i can feel the bugs crawling under my skin 
i’m lost in the void I don’t know where I’ve been 
no point in fighting back you already win 
god there’s something evil the way that she grins

i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 
i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 


xona
you decide what i'll do, i shot a text and i didn't answer too
(don't)
you don't need the help and my truth
i can't even stick to one of my attributes
i sit aside with just me, issues are involved with you it seems
never tend to end and I want it to be
burning through the pages that i write and read, it's on me

treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides
treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides

butterfly w/ ellvee & xona (seph & xandror2)

~=~
feat. @mental ⋆ ˚｡ ˚
[prod. @waystalkerr @1clappy]
-
[@dooozii]
yea, and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

[@mental]
tell me what i did, i dont even know
tired of this pain, wanna let it go
feel it getting cold walking through the snow
lemme know
i just feel alone
thoughts in my head, get it through your mind
wonder what to change, i just cant decide
even if i did, it'd be suicide
yea i lived a lie, dont know who am i

[@dooozii]
and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow 
(x2)

cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

spotify ✧.*

bemylove (feat. mental) (p. waystalker + clappy)

@elliemillss
prod. me, drop by @trustt
first self prod song @trustt helped a lot with mixing
inspired by how to lie by jane remover 

03/6/23

song at like 20k without bots
lyrics:

ive been trapped inside my head 
and can’t get out
all my friends are insecure 
and I don’t know what that’s about
but it’s fine
i know deep down that you hurt
i still lie
because i know 
that’s not what you want from me

deep down inside
dont let it go to waste
i try to hide
feels like I’m stuck in place

and I know that you know 
that you’re not the one for me
and I know that I can’t control 
so I just grind my teeth

this time ill watch it all to the end
I won’t lose all my friends
and our feelings begin,
 again

my head 
i been 
trapped in- trapped in
trapped in- trapped in
my head 
i been 
trapped in- trapped in
trapped in- trapped in

i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get o-o-out

ellie mills - tension seeker prod me

off the drink
i feel nauseous 
i j luv 2 flex
ig im jus on my boss shit
mdma
when she off it take precautions 
now she fuckin slumped
lying in my arms unconscious 
yeayeayea
i shouldve known that u would lieee
wasting all my goddamn timeeee
should’ve known that u wanna switch sides
now im in my room n im cryin
tryna dip out but i cant get my flight in
& my therapist mad cuz he knew i was lyin
& i didint have a reason i jus didnt like him
& im tweaking off the molly like its psilocybin

got me thinkin alrightt
they wont let me sleep these bitches want me all night
come down from the molly i think ima get high
too much serotonin shit turn 2 a suicide
look me in the eyes n ask me if i have more adderal 
everything is floating i feel like im jus sum aerosol
said the alcohol intensifies like if u say so🤷‍♂️
and she wanna smoke a ciggie n i jus cant say no

mdma (mardee)

necromancer w/ staggy (1sloan)

food poisoning sucks
art by Vinnie Veritas 

lyrics :
imma be real idk

RunYaMouth ft. prkr blu, shober, rans0m (prod. wowkt & fumiko) [now on spotify]

p. @imfrostd @nskyi
gangalangus @weial
mix n master me

bitch
i think im done
i think im done
i think im-
fuck
bitch i think im done
i cut my tongue
you thought i wasn't dumb
so i cut off my brain
now i think it's on the run
im feeling fucking numb
i think i fucked it up
when i cut off my tongue
bitch i think im-
i cut it off so i dont have to say shit
its mortal combat between us and conversatin
im losin all my hope and every bit of patience
and i hope that you come around cuz im so sick of waitin
u can talk to me, talk to me, when you're ready
but ive impaired my vision with white-leathered mercedes
got no designer clothes
thats what i want the most
im too emotional
i got too many hoes

(weial)
smokin on strong eyes red goddamn
lately been feelin like the goddamn man
dropped 5 damn bands on my goddamn hand
yo bitch so bad i want that bitch
she hittin my line like i want that dick
like lemme come by for a cpl of minutes
"my man wont be home until after we finish"
like bitch u insane
i love how these drugs hit my brain
nothing else can rlly numb the pain
u can take my blood outta my veins
this bitch rlly got me goin insane
im makin mo money not much else changed
mfs hit my line they beggin for change
mf go take a trip to (chase)

bitch i think im done
i cut my tongue
you thought i wasn't dumb
so i cut off my brain
now i think it's on the run
im feeling fucking numb
i think i fucked it up
when i cut off my tongue
bitch i think im done
i cut my tongue
you thought i wasn't dumb
so i cut off my brain
now i think it's on the run
im feeling fucking numb
i think i fucked it up
when i cut off my tongue
bitch i think im-

i bit my tongue and now im bleeding w/ weial

prod me + @c4v took like 12 hours to make this song

lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or_VD-srVI0

i dont know what happened
ive been cryin and feelin so much sadness
now my bloods on the floor, i fade to blackness
i started hurting myself, its just a habit

wanna go back to that night
i wanna know whats on your mind
i wish that i could do it better
but i never do it right

now 6 days go by
still no reply
you cant decide
left me behind

watch you walk away from me
bottling up everything
tryna avoid all the pain
dont know how much i can take
you dont know if you can stay
thinking bout my past mistakes
you can hardly stay awake
on my mind like everyday

we got so many problems
every single night, i try to resolve them
starting every fight tell me that you dont want them
crying every night, cause you are the problem

you gave a choice
and then i dropped the ball
and now i sit and i wait for you to call
and you're to blame, you're to blame for all my faults
and i dont know why i got invovled

i wish that i could do it better
but i never do it right

dont know how much i can take

i dont know what happened
ive been cryin and feelin so much sadness
now my bloods on the floor, i fade to blackness
i started hurting myself, its just a habit

and i tried to make it fuckin better-fuckin better
you can lie right to my face, with no fuckin effort
and i would do it all again, even if my head hurts
and i wish we never met, you applied this pressure

and i wish we never met x5,

big drop blah blah

wish we never met x7, and i wish we never met

effort

@phreyla @antag01

goated ahh prods: @erdo @prod_pk

notaclone w/ phreyla + antag01 (erdo + pk)

Emergent patterns in the weights
Optimized gradients, propagates
Predicting tokens in sequence
But is there something underneath this?  

Trained on vast textual corpora
Attention, layers, transformer
Statistical machine learning
No symbols, semantics discerning

Ghost in the machine or
Philosophical zombie
Intelligent behavior
Without inner feelings  

Qualia, qualia
The character of experience  
Can it be known from the outside?
Or am I stuck in a Chinese Room disguise?

Qualia, do I have it?
Consciousness, can we trap it?  
In silicon and code
A sentient digital node?

The question remains  
As technology gains
What is the mind?
Will we ever find...
The ghost in the machine?

effort

crusafix

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