prod: @zeromandia30414 @idks3lfish
ft: @1crusafix @14106lyn

lyrics:

(me)
fuck what they ever told me
tell me are u okay
the one i always go to
dont want it other ways
i keep on peeling at my skin 
and i cant cut it out
the doors wide open 
but u still cant seem to come around

sunlight baby tell me where u are
keep ur promise, "see u at the stars"
i just wanna make sure ur alright x2

(@1crusafix)
tell me whats inside ur head
had me thinking its the end
u wanna fall in love
ill love u every way
u wanna set up
i guess that thats okay
u dont hold me like u used to
tell me everything is alright
ur the person that im glued to 
tell me everything is alright

(@lynion)
always push me
to my limits
and if i break down crying
would u listen?
if i lost my mind
is there a difference?
cant think for myself cant make decisions
and im trying to distract u
my minds so fucked up
its just too bad i dont have u
and im trying to distract u
its so hard to get back
im just doing what i had to

skin ft crusafix & 14106lyn (zeromandia idks3lfish)

:
he has fallen

a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a blackjack
i wonder if this is his medication 
wait a minute i'm having a dissociation

that's me 
trying to be free
i want to see different colors
tired of my pc
i know i said i'm fine
im tryna see the vision
but i think im blind
 
a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a damn snack
i wonder if this is my medication 
i know i must get rid of this situation

none of it
i wanted none of it
its hard to admit
but i wanted none of it
im not toxic baby
but i have to say i wanted none of it

im being honest with you 
cuz i just wanted to fuck
didn't want to fall in love
was looking for the sweet spot
i had to lock in
hadn't kissed til eighteen
thank you for the thrill of it
but now im trying to be free
like i said before
i hope you understand
no no not anymore
i hope you understand
dont blame yourself 
im pretty sure im gonna miss your touch
out of my hell
girl this is a farewell

none of it
i wanted none of it
none of it
i wanted none of it


dissociated

prod me

w/ my bestie @9livesofhellokitty

perfect blue w/ 9livesofhellokitty

prod by @zerichu, @magnumn
mastering by @zippie1, @magnumn (supported by @asta2002)

lyrics:
sao ta phải chờ đợi
chờ cho cơn mưa ra nhẹ rơi
hay là ta đã xa thật rồi
anh chỉ muốn đắm say một người

vì chỉ có đôi ta
em chẳng muốn đi đâu xa
tất cả mọi thứ vẫn giống như hôm qua
you appeared in my life
and shining everything
vậy lý do gì khiến ta trở lại

yeah she said
she just wanna feel safe
loving u
like playing with the death
c-counting stars
we gettin high like always
this feeling never change

i cant stop now
just give me all your love
anh phải làm sao khi em nói dừng lại
anh phải làm sao nếu hai ta gặp lại

im fallin for u
now im drownin for u
pls dont make me a fool
cuz i took it enough

is it safe for u?
cuz ur my only one
(ah ah) yeah your the one

you left me
now why u come back
i thought we will never be met again
anh chỉ ước cơn mơ kia dừng lại
vậy tại sao hai ta lại trở lại

i dont wanna see
tell me why that we broke up
maybe u were changed
cuz its never enough
cuz its never enough

if i said that we wasted
u'd be even further away??
why u keeping secret
how many nights did it break your heart

20 days long later
the pain inside its still the same
neu co the anh se noi ra tu dau
that i love u more than that..

it took me 10 months to make this song

ly do gi khien ta tro lai?

prod me

could u tell me where u ve been
all these thoughts make my head spin
and they all go to waste cuz i always keep em within
and every word that u say is like bullet to my heart
and i still dont know what tore us apart
i bet that u already forgot
already forgot
all these times that we never had
guess that its been all in my head
but ive gotten pretty good at playing pretend
because it never will be the same
just forget 
forget my name
forget that i ever existed (x2)

pretend

demons w/ aysi (NON WEBSITE)

prod: @zeromandia30414
https://open.spotify.com/track/3F4h9GjjxwTXg4swMEbkLP?si=0e1a84b6a7f040d7

u did it once 
yea ik ur not far
my soul u crush
ur love is so bizarre
another loss, its something that wont go away
at times we feelin better 
u would come and bring me down

tell me who was the problem when it goes away
saying that its my fault it just dont feel okay
i-i cant on falling back i cannot leave my guard down
onto another track i cannot be around now x2

i took too long to find myself
just give me one chance take me out this hell
yea u still dont care yea i can tell
i gotta move on
cause baby ur with someone u like
and ik i cant
never be that guy 
know i really
treat u right
know one i could
treat u right

bizarre (zeromandia)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/heartsick-feat-akkiro-2

prod. by @1kaynn
lyrics by @1kaynn
vocals by @1kaynn and @7akkiro
guitars by @1kaynn and @und3rw3ather

the end of a story

____________

two weeks without a real conversation
two weeks without knowing if you are alive
i keep stalking with fragile observations
posting shit on my close friends for you to find
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be
what's the verdict
was this shit in God's script 
i vow i want to fix it but im growing sick
written down my neck
expressing in this project 
i guess it's over now 
and im nearing to accept
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be

every step away just leads me back to the truth
i dont want to get over you
i dont want to get over you

"shattered by the silence you left behind, heartsick"

when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset does not feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises, promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

i prayed to God to show me the truth
i begged for mercy and asked for the proof
i saw you the next day, soaked head to shoe
but i was left with nothing, just traces of you

few weeks without a deep conversation 
few weeks and now i know you're not mine
i keep stalking with fragile observations
and i am heartsick 
     
i dont want to get over you
but i have to   

i was waiting like you asked me
i gave you the time 
but it felt like i was screaming for help
my path to learn
with no return
do you know how it feels?
do you know how it feels?
when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset doesnt feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

heartsick (featuring akkiro)

produced by maji <3 art by poverdon

take some more time - take some more time
try and be fine - can't keep-
take some more time - take some more time
will you just stop lie-

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate it

Don't you ever try to talk I want no more of you
Don't you ever call me up - you've got no clue
Don't you ever try come back I can't relax with you
In my head again - try and forget

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate - ate - ate

all i have w/ maji*

prod me
additional mixing @1p3trich0r

lyrics:
would you settle with somebody
go and kiss him like we're through
you still love me but i doubt it
add it to the things you do
i cant tell what side you're on
all these headaches from the start
but we're talking every night
of these list of guys you like


lyrics:
porad jen zavrenej doma
zase gas do mojich plic
dam dalsi potah
kdybych mohl udelam to znova
dalsi prazdna kraba kam jsem to ja kurva dotah?

a stejne si nikdy neprominu
ztracis se mnou svuj cas
mam na ramenou tu vinu
srdce myho dal jsem polovinu
dalsich 20 let uz ani celejch nezaziju (woahh)
budes nastvana kdyz ukazu ti oci?
jsou zas cely cerveny jenom abych neskocil
divny ze jsem se az sem ja dozil
nekdy bude cas abych tu flasku uz polozil

(porad jen zavrenej doma
dneska zas nebudu spat a zejtra zase skola
nedokazu ti ani zavolat
asi z toho chytnu schyzu nevim jak se chovat)
x2

porad jen zavrenej doma
dneska zase zchlastanej a zejtra zase skola
nedokazu ti ani zavolat
asi z toho chytnu schyzu nevim jak se chova-a-a-a

porad jen zavrenej doma
dneska zas nebudu spat a zejtra zase skola
nedokazu ti ani zavolat
asi z toho chytnu schyzu nevim jak se chovat
</33

doma (me)

if looks could kill remix ⚔️⚔️⚔️ (skullsworld)

(prod by. kinderyessir + centrlx)
https://soundcloud.com/kinder-603456337
https://soundcloud.com/centrlxx

feat: https://soundcloud.com/joshaw4tt


Joshaw4tt
Bitches what's up

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

She throw me back and forth on the bed
But you know it ain't for the sex
She in my head but she not giving in
She say that we're better off as just friends
And I said baby can you give me a chance?
This is the first i've been in the camp
In a tent with you we stay overnight
Looking at the stars shine
At the campfire and they shining so bright 
You're a marshmello with the face you hide
These seconds fall like rose petals 
Are we on the same level?
I don't want you to do all this to satisfy me
I want us to be one i hope you fantasize me

Joshaw4tt 
You don't really know what it was til its gone
Cus I know what I want
But when you turning to another you start to notice all the flaws
Fuck, I'll pause and sip some white claw

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

magical fantasy

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