"Im obsessed but this is not about you."

master by @vokafanclub

out on streaming now :)

update: 
ran it through my tape machine (dont know if ill keep it lmk) (streaming is still the og version)

Lyrics:
and my mother said that you just might be the one
and what I know about my mother, shes never wrong
even tho
theres some secrets I've been keeping that make me run
I'm not quite sure if they would push you away

push you away from me
when I slow down

I dont know how to say it
I dont know how to say...

that it's so hard to keep you entertained when I'm not the one giving
and I dont wanna hit a full break cuz I'm scared you'll get caught spinning
so I will just lay down and shut you off
cuz I just might...

push you away from me
when I slow down

when i slow down...

(where i slow down)
(we'll wake up, where i slow down)

this isn't about you

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/i-give-up-on-you

i give up on you
our love was untrue
i give up on you
i cant see this through
im done with the pain
theres nothing to say
because your promises faded
my heart feels betrayed

did the night calls mean anything to you
or were you only chasing something new
i gave it all but what did you do
was it real or just a game to you

i see you in my dreams i know i miss you so
but i just cant understand why you let me go
your love was radiant now its barely there
i wish i could rewind but you left me on read
im chasing the past but its fading now
im stuck in my head i cant shut you out
miss the way it felt now its full of doubt
im lost in the moment and i cant find the ground

i give up on you

i give up on you

i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

helpless

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/heartsick-feat-akkiro-2

prod. by @1kaynn
lyrics by @1kaynn
vocals by @1kaynn and @7akkiro
guitars by @1kaynn and @und3rw3ather

the end of a story

____________

two weeks without a real conversation
two weeks without knowing if you are alive
i keep stalking with fragile observations
posting shit on my close friends for you to find
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be
what's the verdict
was this shit in God's script 
i vow i want to fix it but im growing sick
written down my neck
expressing in this project 
i guess it's over now 
and im nearing to accept
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be

every step away just leads me back to the truth
i dont want to get over you
i dont want to get over you

"shattered by the silence you left behind, heartsick"

when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset does not feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises, promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

i prayed to God to show me the truth
i begged for mercy and asked for the proof
i saw you the next day, soaked head to shoe
but i was left with nothing, just traces of you

few weeks without a deep conversation 
few weeks and now i know you're not mine
i keep stalking with fragile observations
and i am heartsick 
     
i dont want to get over you
but i have to   

i was waiting like you asked me
i gave you the time 
but it felt like i was screaming for help
my path to learn
with no return
do you know how it feels?
do you know how it feels?
when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset doesnt feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

heartsick (featuring akkiro)

produced by maji <3 art by poverdon

take some more time - take some more time
try and be fine - can't keep-
take some more time - take some more time
will you just stop lie-

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate it

Don't you ever try to talk I want no more of you
Don't you ever call me up - you've got no clue
Don't you ever try come back I can't relax with you
In my head again - try and forget

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate - ate - ate

all i have w/ maji*

produced by @clwdytunes !! shoutout buddy pal clwdy
art by at_tetom_ctr


And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act

Cutting off friends I'm done acting like I need them
I'm beneath it - it's worth nothing
I got you on my line acting like we be friends
I don't know you can you cut it out - cut it off
I don't know - I don't know who you are now
I'll change my face I'll block your name - name - name - name
(all a-)

I still have all of me I'm still complete
Let you inside of my head - let you see
I can't just forget all that you told me
Let you go I - can breathe - e -e
-
I'm beneath it - it's worth nothing
-
I don't know you can you cut it out

And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act
And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act

intact「clwdy」

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@clwdytunes

feeling dumb, dont wanna see you anymore cuz its done 
you took my love and took my trust, so why should i try to give a fuck
all emotions had been stuck in the past tense
and u acting way too mad up on average
starting shit, acting up like u on acid
we been fucking up the game, shoutout past, bitch

u tryna say whats been good for us
we dont need it we called your bluff
show and tell all the time idgaf
stay right there, i dont want ur love
sippin up, foam cup with the potion
nah im playin, i aint going widdat motion
hide my face, i be hiding my emotions
going knee deep, swimming in the ocean

falling and falling apart, do i want you
tired of fake love, tired of the assumptions
can i trust you, cuz u know im tired of
falling and falling apart, do i want you
tired of fake love, tired of the assumptions
its a tendency u fw my emotions 

my bad my bad my bad
i been acting bout the things we had
its just better if we left it in the past 
from all the things, i just wish i asked

maybe it could save me a sleepless night
cuz you’re steady in my head like all the time

wasted up my life
hoped for something that’d never come
all the times we tried
just to save what really never was
cant believe i tried
just to hope for what i wished it was
all the tears i cried
for the fire that we done had and lost

means to an end w/ clwdy

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

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all i have w/ maji*

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