lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

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makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

n she like oh my god
ye were pretty sneaky ye wont get caught
cant go wrong when were with the squad
i dont want u it was just a thought
said pull up i said ig
they just wanna copy me
i dont think that i agree
they cant see the way i see
bitch im fye jus like jacy
smokin za its so mazing
hit the gas like im racing
i condone misbehaving

inna benz truck tryna get ur bitch fuckkdd
i been sippin upp jolly ranchers in my cup
bitch u fuck me up in know u dont want my love
ima serve it up silly syrup in my cup

@kurse11 : 
im not gonna fight back
and i dont want to talk about it
why u acting like that
had to keep a semiotic
all the shit i digest
just to keep us going
i was in the back of the cut i was rolling
can u take it back for me now
i see all my dreams crashing down
i dont think were on a team now
i leave and im finally free now
i just made 10 bands i just spent it 
all on my addiction i cant help it
try to salvage everything i never meant it to fall down

misbehaving w/ kurse11 (kirian + dxvi)

Ft. @deepinparis
Prod. @mycorpsebridee + @prod_permafrost
"Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies"

Lyrics:
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PermaFrost:
You said I've had enough
150mgs in my cup
Think it's time to sober up 
But I'm used to lightin up
I can never have enough
You can send the file
I won't promise that I'll use it
Shootin bullets through the hall you know you can't do shit
I can tell that by my skill I'll never fit
Shittin on these kids make 'em...🤯🧠

Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies
Imma make it work I'm countin money
Vocals so bad that shits funny
I might work for you but for money

Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

deepinparis:
Boy he gettin wet up
Let me paint a picture for you 
You getting set up
Bitch you set up
I just don't give a fu-
I said you outta luck
Bitch I'm runnin it up
Bitch I'm countin the bucks

Making all this money put it in a safe
Made a couple racks
I'm not here to stay
M-M-M-Made these bands
When I'm not awake
When I'm not awake
Bitch I'll find a way

PermaFrost:
Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

What I Chose + deepinparis (+mycorpsebride)

who u?  - 1crusafix + Crusey  (mycorpsebride)

Lyrics:

[oxxy]
And all the CBD will wash away my sin
And you ain't needin' me, and I swear that we'll begin
I still want to grab hold of your arm, there's not much left to hang on
But there still is like thousands of things I would say
I have so many regrets, there's not much left to stand on
And I'm falling apart cause I'm such a disgrace..

And if you want to go, fuck it I'm coming too
I will say that I'm sorry, but you've been so abhorrently rude
I will look in the past tense, nothing will get between us
And I feel all the anguish, I just wish I was happy now

[arid]
You're the one that let my heart darken
I know I let it wash away
I try to keep us both apart then
You went ahead and walked away from me
I can't see
I find it hard to say how far away now
You stray from me

[oxxy]
And if you want to go, fuck it I'm coming too
I will say that I'm sorry, but you've been so abhorrеntly rude
I will look in the past tensе, nothing will get between us
And I feel all the anguish, I just wish I was happy now
I just wish I was happy now, I just wish that I had my heart
I just wish that I could let go, and you know that I'm sorry bout that
And I've been folding these bitches into their submission
And I've been down in the dirt I said "no superstitions"
And I've been looking for hope but I don't see the vision
Sick of the crying and bitch in'
Thinkin I'll fight all the missions

oxxy - 1000 regrets w/ arid (negative.creeper x shiteru)

Lyrics:

And you're talkin on my mfing name, you just want some mfing clout
So shut your motherfucking mouth, i knew this shit was heading south
Why you go for gold when you are out?

I've been making hits on mp3
And i know they wanna all be me
I've been doing this shit on my own, and you're begging for a feature
I left his ass up on a t-shirt
I'm giving lessons like a teacher (fuck it)
Put my music on the speakers (crank it)
Givin gawk until her knees hurt

Lookin for a title, better watch it or i'll hit you in your vitals
I'm with the gang i'm making hits i'm going viral
And i don't want it all to spiral, cause i've been walking on a tightrope
And i've been too afraid to fight bro
And she been sending me some letters, i don't feel better
And we've been stuck together tethered, it's like whatever
I've been slaying all these niggas, like i'm the reaper
And i've been hopping on this fire, negative creeper

[?]

I've been making hits on mp3
And i know they wanna all be me
I've been doing this shit on my own, and you're begging for a feature
I left his ass up on a t-shirt
I'm giving lessons like a teacher (fuck it)
Put my music on the speakers (crank it)
Givin gawk until her knees hurt

oxxy - mp3 w/ uxie (negative.creeper x luvnote)

Soulmate is a track me and clayekea made last summer. It was originally going to be a part of Holy Spirit. Like Flowerfields, it's a song based around a webtoon clayekea introduced me to:

from clayekea: “soulmate” is a song based on a Chinese Webtoon with the same name about a girl getting a second chance at her youth, and her attempt to save the girl she loves before it’s too late. At the same time, however, her past self switches places with her current self, forcing her past self  to adjust to a brand new life, new responsibilities, and living with a girl she doesn’t know. The lyrics reflect the story, covering both the perspectives of the girls’ past and present selves, with both verses opening by showing their initial thoughts about their different surroundings.

produced by: makina & clayekea //
soundcloud.com/ex-makina
twitter.com/makmakmakina
open.spotify.com/artist/7sLsLUhs9QgM6lkOjGtk2G?si=SRPdZTmQRwGT2lnNgHdsyg

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soundcloud.com/clayekea
twitter.com/clayekea
open.spotify.com/artist/0ueOBT8FR3uXKLfNKhZRr2?si=beZ5SrguR9WiQZnA9HdoPw

lyrics by: clayekea //
she so goated

Who are you?
And where's my body?
I look at a familiar room inside this house
Look at you
With a brand new psyche
Maybe I can finally work this out
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different
I think I’ve woke up as someone I've never known
With a person that feels distant but yet so close
I've traveled several years and I'm left on my own
My family's not together and I can't go home
All these years felt like days
But still have the same exact face
There's a truth, I can't say
But somehow I feel the same
Now I'm back here
And I feel so selfish
I wanna change the you I know
Save our fears
And grant your last wish
For once I'm finally filled with hope
Feels like I'm drowning deep under the ocean floor
I thought I loved you then but now I love you more
I remember all the memories we had before
But somehow it feels different
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different

art by: formyths //
twitter.com/formyths
linktr.ee/formyths

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