prod me

w/ @9livesofhellokitty

i dont wanna talk 2 u
i dont wanna sit and answer all ur fucking questions
could u just leave me alone for today
i dont know what i can do
im so fucking tired of all these repeating situations
gotta stay low
missing ur calls
im better off on my own

tryna hit me up but i dont wanna see u
tryna make amends but i just need to get thru
the walls that ive built myself
so i would feel nothing x2

@9livesofhellokitty

theres too boring i mentioned? 
what about lack of some tension? 
sorry bro i wont be patient
u behave for me too old fashioned

catch me if u can 
call me if u dare 
theres no matter cause im still insentient 
spending many days 
in my room upstairs 
sending u a zero invitations 

dont care bout your talk
thats why i fuck it all

feel nothing w/ 9livesofhellokitty

prod me

i need to gain more confidence
but i still live in fear
ive lost count of years passed
since the last time that i felt that u were here
and i will say nothing at all
because there is no use
i know there re no such words
that would take me back to u

i know that it was all my fault
that we ve fallen apart
i guess this is too much
for my malfunctioning heart
and i try to let it go
but these memories keep coming back
ive hurt u so much
and im so sorry for that

confidence

prod me

gotta start it all again
and keep trying to forget u
ive hit a rough patch 
that i just need to get through
u dont need to repeat that twice
i heard u the first time
u dont need to look into my eyes
to tell that its not fine
it was kinda my fault
but why should i care at all
it was a waste of my time
i swear ill be fine
i fucked up but u took the fall

@daikore

dont wanna talk
wanna do shit
so please forgive my confusion
i think im falling to the light
i'll be right here for the rest of my life 
theres just something im not understanding
how you put me through this gauntlet that I cannot manage
I blame myself but I know its not
there's nobody i gotta top
and you're talking just to talk, don't got a bit of substance
in like every situation, unaware of subtext
can't admit you're wrong
every single loss
you just get depressed
every single fall
im the one to talk
got you pressed
got you pressed now
dont think you ever cared, you just wanna cash out
i was getting too attached, girl you know i had to back down
been running so long, getting worried bout a blackout

@swotll

y-yeah y-yeah

can you tell me so i know
dont know where to go
without you i feel alone
think of you and then im whole again
now im crying on the floor again 

y-yeah y-i i
i dont know my name anymore
i cant feel my brain thats for sure
i dont know my place 
im afraid that i might break
can you see it on my face

@mysticbummer

everyday i tell myself im okay
gotta go, running late for the race
they talking mess just like way back in the day
we counting racks and we flex it in they face
you know we on the road again
i know you bringing all your friends
we're facing shit until the end
until the end when the world ends

@cld

Why you wanna talk, what you need him for
I been on the block, push the whip, pedal floored 
I been gettin racks like i been doin chores
I don't wanna fuck it up but i do, of course
Like what you want from me
I tell you everything
I give you everyting you ever wanted
I know it's hard to say your feelings but you need to
It's getting hard for me to say but i need you

need u w/ Daikyu + swotl + Mysticbummer + cld

gotta decide the shit that cant be decided

top w/ plec0

prod me

w/ my bestie @9livesofhellokitty

perfect blue w/ 9livesofhellokitty

prod me

could u tell me where u ve been
all these thoughts make my head spin
and they all go to waste cuz i always keep em within
and every word that u say is like bullet to my heart
and i still dont know what tore us apart
i bet that u already forgot
already forgot
all these times that we never had
guess that its been all in my head
but ive gotten pretty good at playing pretend
because it never will be the same
just forget 
forget my name
forget that i ever existed (x2)

pretend

demons w/ aysi (NON WEBSITE)

prod me

got caught in the rain on my way back
im full of shit but u already know that
i can still feel that wind of october
we got older our hearts got colder
well do i still cross ur mind from time to time
no reason to lie
well i hope that youre fine
yeah u were right
its time to say goodbye

and we never got the chance to talk it out
and now its far too late
theres so much to cry about but tears wont leave my eyes
and i hate the fact that after all these years i still call ur name
but i know that no matter what it will never be the same

and i will lock my bedroom door and draw the shades again
stay up all night to find the reason why we re no longer friends
and when the morning comes ill crawl into my freezing bed
and that is when i realize its all been in my head

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